Hi r9k lets have a chat, talk bout ur autistic interests or idk some interesting thought u had
>>83263911My interesting thought: if I had a gf I'd neglect her until she left me and yet I still feel like I want one
>>83263921So u just want attention? Theres girls that r into that and they will prob become obsessed with u but that's the type of situation that gets old fast
>>83263972Actually I want to give and receive attention but I tend to stop caring pretty fast. Short term would be better but most girls don't want a two week long "relationship".
>>83263911i don't have any thoughts at this time other times i have thoughts that are somewhat witty but not right now
>some interesting thought u hadIt is not an interesting thought by any means but I'm starting to think I fucked up bigly by getting a low-mid tier computer (some 8th gen oldass Xeon and a regular 2060), not so much because it won't last but because the argument I made to myself "I can always upgrade later if it's too slow" doesn't seem to hold true anymore with the general price increase across all hardware ranges and types. I'm stuck with this thing in other words.
>>83263911wel i don wanna tel u bout it
>>83263986U would prob find success with this sort of stuff with girls who like to hookup n be fwb / maybe bpd girls idk>>83264001Thats ok, i forget my thoughts too. U could keep a journal to archive ur wittiness>>83264004Its ok its not the end of the world, u still have the options to sell or trade it, or upgrade it, time will tell, and maybe itll be really useful for u later on, idk much about computers so i dont feel the severity of how serious it is for u lol srry
>>83263921>>83263986Very felt anon. I'm a similar way. I rarely reach out to the few people that I care about and most of my social interactions are pleasantries with people like cashiers. I have strongly felt a need for romantic interaction over the years yet have not made any attempts to get myself together (fashion, diet, social skills, etc). A part of this hesitation, I've come to reason, is that I know how I'd act in a real relationship (distant, neglectful) based on my interactions with friends.
>>83263911>talk bout ur autistic interestsWell my main autistic interest is small unit tactics/CQB and self defense training and most people don't give a shit.I had an interesting thought yesterday but I lost it because I've fixating on a Nona I met. I need to stop doing that.
>>83264024Thats ok, u can when ur ready >>83264864Do u consider urself good at self defense? Do u have any cool tips or tricks u wanna share?N that's cute ^_^ , maybe u can share an interesting thought with the nona next time u have one, she might find it interesting too
>>83265030>Do u consider urself good at self defenseHaven't had to put it to the test too much. That said I am still alive and no one has ever successfully stolen my wallet, despite living in a big city.>any cool tips or tricks u wanna share?Unfortunately for the most part self defense is a "practice." It's learned behavior and requires habit-forming to be truly effective. Kinda like how I can't teach you to throw a jab and then expect you to win a street fight, you know?What I can say is that for 90+% of people in 90+% of situations the best option is to conceal carry, avoid "bad areas," trust your gut, and keep an eye out. If you can follow those four principles you're gonna be way harder to kill or rob than the average Joe. But the best advice is to avoid a bad situation in the first place. Try not to have to stop for gas at 2am in the bad part of town. Keep your eyes and ears open if you're alone at the ATM. If you see a group of suspicious looking guys at night, avoid them even if it makes you look rude or prejudiced. That kind of shit, common sense stuff.>she might find it interesting tooMan, part of me hopes so. Part of me also hopes she wants nothing to do with me.
>>83265180Hey it's good u've not had to put it to the test yet, it's always better to avoid those situations anywaysN thanks for the advice, i'll keep it in mind. N i agree that it's better to look rude as fuck than to potentially get mugged or something just trying to be "nice"Are u an avoidant? U shouldn't run away from ur feelings, u never know what beautiful things can rise from connection. U can always start off with small steps n make bigger steps gradually at ur own pace, and for the most part i think mostly everyone is receptive to friendliness so u don't need to worry about being rejected, usually it's ppl who are hurt that do the rejecting themselves(not always tho) so it's good to keep an open mind, u never know what'll happen ^_^
>>83265302>Are u an avoidant?Yes. I feel like I would drag someone else down with me rather than lift them up. I also have some life circumstances that make me feel like trying to find a partner is pointless. Not like a lack of success or anything that can be reversed either, stuff that I have to live with forever. Also I'm clingy as Hell and a lot of people don't like that.>good to keep an open mindI've been trying to work on it. Thinking about telling her how I feel in spite of everything. Expecting it to go bad but at least this shit won't eat at me any more, you know? And I guess there is the off chance she likes me back. I just don't want to plan for success and get my feet kicked out from under me again.
Would you like to talk about homestuck?Recently started rereading using the unofficial collection. On act 5 now, Reunite With Your Loving Wife and Daughter hits different when you actually watched Con Air.
>>83263911I AM GOING TO SHIT ON YOUR DUCK
>>83265338Everyone always has someone theyre compatible with, dont worry. Partners aren't something u "find" anyway, more like stumble upon, and the perfect relationship is something u build with the other desu. Anyways Humor is a good way to test the waters, u could do some light romantic jokes with her and see how she responds, and u can just say "oh hehe i was just joking around with u :3", altho dont be creepy like "hey i want to KISS UR MOUTH PASSIONATELY lol jk" cuz thats not even a joke that's just harassment! But honestly, everything is relative. Just express urself truthfully and what's meant for u will come to u >>83265373We could but i only read like 20 pages then got bored then stopped XD what do u like about homestuck? I like that girl in ur pic she's cute. U can spoiler if u want idc>>83265385No! my duck is cleanly >:/That duck is so cute tho lol
>>83265550In a PORN thread on /b/ today (I was looking at porn but I didn't jork it (I wanted to see if I could get a b0ner without j0rkin it)) someone said "I HATE IMAGES WITH TRANSPARENCY" and then I said, "like this one???"
>>83265550lmao only 20 pages? This comic is over 8000 pages and has as much text as the lord of the rings trilogy. You gotta relax and take your time with it if you wanna enjoy it. There are lots of length diatribes about goofy shit, but it's part of everyone's characters and leads to major payoffs. Just as one example because wow I forgot how much context is needed to explain this lmao>The plush prop bunny John names Liv Tyler is given as a gift from Dave as a reference to John's favorite movie, Con Air with Nic Cage. John repeatedly enjoys re-enacting moments from the film with her, mostly involving putting the bunny back in the box and punishing those who take her out of it (mostly just imps). In the second or third act, Rose reveals she has the same bunny, but somehow older and more worn. She knits patches onto it and offers it as a gift to John, not knowing that Dave gifted him the same bunny. Jade, somehow, has a project model of the knitted bunny fitted with robotics and a plethora of tools, which SHE plans to gift to John too. When John collects the first two, he goes on to ecto-biologically paradox-clone himself and his friends into existence. Seeing a chance to re-enact Con Air, and imagining a perfect shitpost cover of How Do I Live, he gives the baby Rose his first bunny, and gives Jade the patched up bunny, sending the cloned kids back in time to then grow up and create this stable time loop of gifts. This bunny turns out a MASSIVE boon to their game, the robotic bunny Jade makes saving their lives, and also acting as a propelling force in the side story of the Parcel Mistress and Jack Noir.The amount of detail put into even this small detail is so wonderful. It takes autism and talent to write time travel logic this tight, and make such satisfying, funny, and sovlful payoffs.
>>83265550>express urself truthfullyI guess that's the plan. Either God wills it or He doesn't. Probably gonna tell her within a week or so, I'm not suave enough to get away with jokes
>>83263911Interesting thought / theory: if you take any opinion, ~50% of the world will agree and will disagree, this is why democracy and popularity is flawed. And I mean any opinion:>Should pedophilia be legal?About 50% of the world would say yes. They might not tell you they agree, they might not be non-criminals, they might not be legal voting age, they might not have vested interest, blackmail, or bias painting their opinion, they might not even truly know how they'd answer until the question was forced upon them with no one watching their answer. Etc. Etc. Etc. But 50% of the world stands with Pedophilia in some way, and that's why an unpopular concept can never be completely uneliminated. Though that's just a theory, I don't think anyone aside from God could prove it. Even if it isn't 50% it would still be a crazy amount like 25% or so.
>>83265785Where in the blue blazes did you get numbers like thatI don't know a single soul who would even be willing to say "erm, well, it's ephebephilia, not pedophilia."
>>83263911I found out I like to be alone, with a cat. And I never want to be around people again, but that would mean that I die. But after 2 years alone, with a cat, I would rather die than go back to the world. I'm really okay if there is no one else around.
>>83265572That cat is funny looking.did they rage at u?>>83265645Ahh i know its such a loooong series but that's interesting how they play w reality bending n im pretty sure that's called the butterfly effect? Honestly i might get back into homestuck after i finish a current media i'm reading right now! The characters and art are very charming>>83265785There is an equal and opposite reaction to everything, and i mean i think every kind of politics r flawed XD>>83265805Blue blazes is an interesting term ive never heard that before>>83265928Cats are too cute. I can see why u don't want to interact with ppl, animals are chill and all the company u need desu. Whos to say the personality of a cat is lesser than the personality of a person?
there is barely anything interesting about me OP
>>83266036Always up to host voice chats or server streams reading it on dicksword, depending on interest. Always wanted to read it to an audience who hasn't read it yet.
>>83265805>I don't know a single soul who would even be willing to sayWilling to say means very little when you're trying to judge someone's true beliefs. Keep in mind, I'm saying the world, that includes muslim countries, 3rd world countries where child marriages are a thing or odd shit like Japan. You could be surronded by the supposedly 50% who say No (I doubt it, but no reason not to cope if you want). And I use pedophillia specifically because it's less widely talked about than even things like Nazism or Sexism. It's probably the widely spread taboo, but I think the way the world works, there is a lot more people who agree/disagree with things silently than you'd think or ever know for sure.
>>83265373thoughts on the new hs2 team and species?also goated reciful op
>>83267294I don't really keep up with the "independent creative union" puppeteered by Hussie. I stopped at the Rosemary cuckold scene where Jade reveals a kid named YIFFANY. I had to draw the line somewhere.Also new species? I just know the humans, trolls, cherubim, carapacians, and consorts...
>>83267320And the Felt, I guess. I know there's a joke about clover-romance but I don't know what species the Felt are.
