I have absolutely nothing to say. Tell me something brutal you've learned too late in life.
winging it isn't an actual life strategy
>>83265933https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Zp0leyrJYeY
One time when I was a toddler I was trying to get to the bathroom and had an accident on the floor and my dad screamed at me and pushed my face in shit really hard, gave me a nose bleed so my face was covered in shit and poop. He and my mom screamed at each other blisteringly loud, I don't remember much after that.It's always been brutal, I never had the chance for blissful childhood ignorance.
>>83265947Meant to say shit and blood. So he basically screamed at me and pushed my face down hard enough into it to crack my nose. I was just trying to get to the bathroom.
The most brvtal trvthnvke i can think of for non-white men is that I am a bwc aryan breeding bvll and yovr women are fvcking obsessed with me and my big white aryan cock and the half-aryan children I can gift them. I love being white, uncircumcised and high test and they love it too.You gay little brown and yellow sissybois will never be happy unless you sit down and submit. It's only natural.
that people's care is conditional.
>>83265933i actually looked good, was attractive and desirable. i wasnt a chad by any means, but certainly shouldve tried something. now im old.
>>83266050Conditional upon others being decent and understanding, yes. Very conditional. If you don't want to deal with someone, do them both the favor and just shut the fuck up or leave.
>>83266066yeesh what's with the tone. understanding is the operative word there isn't it? how do people understand if they don't communicate. if people don't have the means to care at that time, they won't communicate. and so things fall apart. that's the crux of the hedgehog dilemma, the human condition, all of it. or is this more personally directed?
>>83266099You should just read my mind and stop being dense, God you're so selfish why can't you read my mind and what I'm thinking/feeling 24/7? That's really actually toxic behavior from you, okay?
>>83266134Are you suffering from a grievous head wound? Or were you just born with the contrarian retard gene?
>>83266150Guilty on all counts, your honor. In that case I respectfully ask for a nice padded room and all the sedatives I could ever need. Maybe even a nice comfy jacket to keep me calm.
>>83266134they should throw me into a particle accelerator and turn me into some data. i think they'd learn about more about the most dense material in the universe.if we could read minds maybe things would be a lot easier for everyone. sometimes it's just hard to communicate to people, for a lot of reasons. and that's the condition, it's not malice, it's not ill-will. care is conditional because there's too much chaos in the world. you can't just set an expectation of how things should be for yourself.
>>83266168Sure I can. You try to unlock the box. Just because you can't hear doesn't mean I can't.>Not forming psychogenic bonds with people and analyzing their neuro linguistic speech pathology so you can tap into their subvocalizations on a memetic frequency wavebaka baka my head desu senpai ngmi fr
>>83265933that no one was gonna help me. If i'd had realized this 15 years ago i may have had a chance.
>>83266201huh, what box? i can't really keep up with what you're saying, anon. i think there's two different conversations happening here.
>>83265933>Tell me something brutal you've learned too late in life.No one will save you. No matter how appealing you are or desirable, no one will save you from whatever you consider you need saving from. You are alone in your own situation. Only you can save you.
>>83265933It's not in your control
i had bad breathas steve-o said, nothing else mattered
>>83265933if you get your arm flab squished you can't open pickle jars
>>83265933Around niggers, never renigger.
>>83265951>>83265947Are you Andy Sixx?
>>83265933You can try your best and do everything right and still fail because of bad luck or someone hating you enough for no reason.
Not going to tell the long boring story... I'll try to keep it short. Inflicting trauma on a women is a sure fire way to keep her loyal there is no saving her. That is true for too many women. Trauma bond is real and so is brainwashing. White knights deserve the mockery.
>>83267047Tell the long boring story, I'm interested.
>>83265933learn to say no and refuse to do shitcut off people and dont be afraid to cut off niggersgrudges are important
>>83267096holding onto grudges is like drinking poison and expecting your enemy to die
>>83265933never giving up and doing your best doesn't guarantee success
>>83267120I knew this kid since I was young, I used to give him free books to read, he lost them, over time, as we grew older, the kid used to make fun of me and think i was retarded despite me having helped himI contacted him when I grew older, the kid tried to call me "that guy", and one day just sperged out at me and genuinely thought the only thing i knew was anime shitHe did it in front of the group too, I used to help the guy as we grew older, like in convos, and be friendly, but i didn't outright hate himOne day, i learned that he was telling his dad that i was spoiled or some shit and more availability of resources and his dad was going around telling everyone about meYears, later, I dropped out of that school since I was being bullied, became a NEET, the guy stills asks for help, I help him on shit he needs, then he goes to the other side when he reads dms I had with another person since we thought he was kind of like a gangster idiotHe sperged out at me and wanted me to die and tried to record me and shit, then I just ghosted him, then years later, I see that he has an instagram and everything impersonating me, despite me having been fine to him for most of my life.He literally called me a tranny or some shit despite him literally pretending to be a woman once. Guy stole my fucking money and my bag and a game and the only few times he really even spoke was because he learned I had something he didn'tI learned that you don't forgive people and you don't trust people who you come by friend groups, this guy tried to stab me with a knife, now I'm working on a GED while the faggot makes fun of me, never let go of grudges and always remember shit, people are performativeAtleast, that's what my life experiences taught me, I hope I never meet him again.I never got the book my poor grandparents got me as a gift because that faggot probably got it and never gave it back. It was worth like 30$
>>83265933The only thing stopping my bipolar hag of a mother from running off is her shit genetics made two autistic children leashing her as a perma mom by government threat. That and if she ever threatens a divorce I have evidence of her cheating multiple times so her free gibs will go down the shitter. Marriage isn't shit and people are not worth the effort of caring about
>>83267159I don't know why the kid was so mad at me despite me having being nice to him for most of my life. I was from a family probably poorer than him and he got mad at me because of dumb retarded political reasons.The guy was apparently being abused by dad? But the fuck part does it play in being a shitty person and making them worse for the future. He got mad at me once because I thought smoking was pointless, he was apparently harassing women on Instagram by DMing them and was looking up laws.Nigga got reported to the police too. If you join the wrong group, or if it gets worse over time, fucking leave, don't let what happened to me happen to you, it'll happen if you were young, and if you were older.The retard now has a goatse as his fucking profile picture. One good thing I did was refuse to tell him about personal shit that affected me. Nobody is going to help you unless you help yourself.Fuckers like him won't care about you and you should never trust people who associate with you because of your name or some shit.
>>83265933I learned I'm schizo
>>83265933I've learned too late that op is always a faggot
If you try to people please too much you will lose yourself and your self esteem will be tied up in other people's emotionsYou can't control how other people feel and other people are allowed to be angry or sad without you trying to immediately fix it
>>83268046>I'm schizoHow bad is that?
>>83265933I learned too early actuallyMy head hurts so much, anon....
women change so much over a decade, and if you love them when you get married, you'll hate them after 10 years. The best way to live is to exclusively date teenage girls and get a new one every few years.
