>Be schizo>Brain is designed to make like life miserableApparently rotting as a meet is perfectly fine, but the moment I stop taking those meds that make Mr even more miserable and give me health problems, it's right back into the psychward.
>>83268933Describe you delusions/halucinations a bit.
>>83269006They're not all that outlandish, which makes it hard to rationalize that I'm thinking delusionally. I have the constant sense that I'm being watched. That I'm being stalked. That people want to kill me. I'm paranoid in healthcare setting because of poor past experiences. I'm very careful with the things I say. They say they're there to help, but being locked in a box isn't help. I go to a 24 hour grocery store at 3 am to avoid people.As far as hallucinations, I experience auditory hallucinations. They're not as common now that I'm on meds. They ask me questions. Tell me to do things. For some reason, they were very violent before I was on meds. I carved a cross into my forehead one night. Luckily, it didn't scar. The delusions and voices luckily didn't culminate in anything violent, but it definitely could have reached that point. I had a rifle I had managed to keep hidden from my mom, but she found it the last time I ended up in a psychward.
>>83268933I got made homeless as a schizo/bipolar whatever cause I talked about my succubus and yelled a bit while refusing meds.4+ years of cruelty from the world. Be careful OP, if you yell too much you may go to prison or jail as a schizo like I did.
>>83269115I lied my way out of the hospital. Self regulation around people is very difficult but important if you don't want to be treated like shit forever. Hope you're in a better place, anon.
>>83269137I've done that too. I've learned I cannot be my whole self around people. And yes, I'm doing better now.What happens when you stop your meds? At worst I yell a lot or break my own property. But for this, people made me homeless and I've been to jail before for even yelling as a mentally ill person.
>>83269148>What happens when you stop your meds?Paranoia becomes far more intense. I'll sleep less, often staying awake for days. Voices become more prevalent and often feed into delusions and paranoia. I'll experience more outlandish delusions. I was under the impression that my family was being replaced with doppelgangers that were spying on me. I had thought about stabbing my family members to death while they slept because of this. For some reason I'll dream a lot, which are often violent. The worsts ones were when I immolated myself and flayed the skin off my face.
ye that's the schizo life, i'm a schizo veteran, but i no longer experience symptoms, i think schizophrenia symptoms can eventually stop (remission)i havent taken meds in 8 months, no psychosis. But back in the day i used to have severe symptoms
>>83269095Classic demon possession
>>83269298No, Anon, possessed people fly around and stuff.
>>83269338Not true. When I was severely possessed and the spirit had full control it was ALL>mimic schizophrenia>force me on the meds that make me fat with limp dick>when cops show up purely act like an asshole who is faking under full possession so i go to jail>act out so i get psych warded or jailedThis is far more sinister then leviatating, because people will force meds on you then you're 200-250 lbs.The internet doesn't seem to know shit about possession. Or my case is unique.
>>83268933OP do you get forced into the psych ward by others? What brings you to the psych ward every time?
>>83269362How do you know that it was possession? Maybe you're just crazy.>the voices told me
>>83269392Treatment resistant schizophrenia is demonic possession where the demon makes possession look like schizophrenia to ruin the credibility of the victim.I can't explain it any better way.Doctors have the evidence of hearing voices when pills fail. That's it. No brain imaging exists to prove it's schizo or any test but take the pills and see if it goes away.Pills failed to treat this in my case. Several anti psychotics. I simply learned to shut my mouth when on the highest dose to not get more anti psychotics injected into me until i become 300 pounds.
>>83269469man these antipsychotics really do make you fat as fuck dont they?
>>83269370I live with my mom because currently unable to support myself. If I ever slip off my meds, I don't act in a way that's inherently harmful, but my mother still calls 911. The essentially kidnap you. They jab you with mixture of haldol, a powerful antipsychotic, and a knockout medication. You have no rights for 72 hours. It's just dehumanizing. They can easily do this if you're deemed mentally unfit to care for yourself.>>83270317Yes, they cause weight gain and a host of other problems. I haven't gained any weight because I experience such severe abolition that eating feels like a chore, but my cholesterol has still shot up.
>>83270487Yeah same situation, my mom calls 911. She then in the past got a restraining order until I took meds. Which has since expired.
can schizophrenia ever dissapear? ive heard examples of people who had psychosis over a period in their life but then it magically vanished for no clear logical reason. I think if you guys just hang in there it will stop in the future.
>>83271045>vanished for no clear logical reasonThe same reason it randomly doesn't go away for some people even on meds.Schizophrenia is probably spirits and demons fucking with people who are sensitive.I refuse to believe in a disease where the only test you have it is take the meds, and if the meds don't work you have treatment resitant schizophrenia. There's also no brain scan that can detect it.
