Hey anon, how are you feeling today? What has been on your mind lately?
>>83269740My dad touches my balls and my sister pussy as a joke since we had conscience.He was a war nurse in a US funded contra war at just 13 years old.He was probably raped and learned to grope children to cope with the trauma.I have forgiven him now.It's a plus that he never inserted his dick in my sister or me (that I know).
>>83269780Did he ever kiss you on the lips?
>>83269840Nope, but he always made gay jokes and touched his sister husband ass when we had family meetings.
>>83269740drunk at 2am and messaging I know on all my socialsI hate myself so much, OP, it's unreal
>>832700172 am is a terrible time to be in social media, the inadequacy you feel seeing the success of other hits really hardFor some reason I want to fuck a jew, I don't know what's happening to me.Like, hot jew sex.I'm not jew, why do I want to fuck a jew?
>>83269960Was your dad Clay Puppington, perchance?>>83270017I'm sorry anon, that really sucks. I can definitely relate to hating everything about yourself.Maybe you should go to sleep - you might feel a bit better without alcohol raping all of your inhibitions.
>>83269740walked out my job today and taking the rest of december off before finding a new one. feeling the thrill of rebellion a little, lol
>>83269740Holidays have lost their touch and feeling of warmth. Everything feels hollow and it's been like this for years. Every day I dread and envision a future where my close family is gone. I look around me and see objects and things but no real attachment to them. It feels like I'm living in a house of cards that could collapse at any moment. My car keeps breaking down or malfunctioning and I'm relatively poor.
>>83270042>why do I want to fuck a jew?two words: Khazar Milkers>>83270047>sleepYou're right, anonI'm gonna head on over and do that
>>83269740Doing good anonGotta go to a clinc tomorrow so I have to wake up earlyGonna jack off in a bitReally sleepy, didn't do much today but I studied more than yesterdayGoing to get a book I bought from Amazon tmrwWaiting to get my gf
>>83270047>Was your dad Clay Puppington, perchance?Almost, he never was an alcoholic at least.
>>83270065God, I understand why he promised them that land 3000 years ago.I need to fuck a jew.
>>83269740I'm realizing how badly my social skills have degenerated and find myself unable to interact even with close friends.
>>83269740>how are you feeling today?terrible, i'm too sleep deprived to function yet here we arealso mildly overwhelmed by my grim future prospects>What has been on your mind lately?not much really, head empty save for occasional bad thoughts and fuzzy feelingsthanks for asking, i hope you're doing well, anonstay safe
>>83270950What made you realize that?Where did the conversation take a wrong turn?
