>be me, 18 year old normalfag>have a pretty decent life for the past couple of years>solid group of friends, all of them are cool as fuck and we hang out at least once or twice a week>start college>life goes to shit completely>cant handle any of the pressure of all the classes im taking>fail one miserably, barely pass the rest>"eh i should still be fine right?">lose all motivation to leave the house, fall into a pretty bad depression>family accepts the possibility that i might be schizophrenic>get told im likely going to be put on antipsychotics soon, starting in around a week>freak the fuck out, fear that they will destroy my mind and that this is likely just the medical industry trying to sell me shit i dont need>i get worse, so much worse. to the point that my friends get scared for me and two of them even make a therapy group chat for me>finally feel like im at a breaking point and that my life is a ticking time bombim thinking of ending it all. i have nothing really going for me. no job, mediocre student, yeah i have friends but i cant bring myself to hang around with them anymore because im such an antisocial fuckup. my mom said she wanted to have a "talk with me about my health" tonight and im thinking about just killing myself before then because i already know im likely gonna be put in a psych ward or some shit. what do i do robots?
>>83270690Congrats you rolled severe mental illness on the life roulette. It can be managed, but it will indeed fuck up your life and leave you lagging behind. You still have friends and family who care about you though, which a lot of mentally ill people don't. So either fully commit to getting treated or an hero, just for goodness' sake pick a lane and don't just turn into yet another destructive schizo who ruins everything for everyone.
>>83270690>18 years oldYou can still mess up as much as you want. I managed to somewhat turn it around in my late twenties but I'm almost forty and still constantly think about killing myself.
>>83270690smoke some weed nigga ! a little bit at a time
>>83270891why would anyone ever smoke weed tho?
>>83270891>recommending a mentally ill person to smoke weedthat's fucking mean
