You dont know what it's like to be a true alien. I'm 36, have never dated or had sex, have never had anything resembling an actual career, and my life is effectively over before it even began. There's nothing left for me to do.I fought this fate for years, I didn't just accept it. For the last 5 years I've been joining every possible hobby group and community. I've started 4 new schools. All of these attempts crashed and burned. Every time I talked to people, they talked back, but no true or meaningful connection was ever formed. When I went to play ice hockey, I wasn't a real hockey player like the others. When I went to Christian adults nights, I felt so out of place because I wasn't truly one of those people. When I went to play Magic the Gathering, they could sense that I wasn't a real MtG guy. Just a rambling man.Schools were the worst. I'm dead inside, but seeing 18-year-old girls with their smooth cheeks and pristine bodies made me feel lust that I don't really feel towards anything else. And it's pretty fucking horrible to just watch as young people live their lives, fall in love, and have sex. All things that I never experienced and never will.There's no place for me in this world, so I just exist out of spite until my heart gives out.
>>83271038What's your BMI anon? Lets start with that.
>>83271038I'm a 35 year old wizard. I too am an alien
>>83271130I'm 6 fate tall and normalweight. I've never in my life had alcohol and I cant afford a car so I ride a bike 365 days a year which keeps me in shape.I dont know what that has to do with anything. I'd say I look better than average. We're literally talking about alienation and outcastdom as a psychological phenomenon. I just don't "click" with humans or human things.
>>83271171Good start. Why do you think women don't find you attractive?What type of women do you find yourself attracted to?Would you settle?Marrie anon w/ kids and abundance of sex. Maybe I could point something out for you. If you want.
>>83271268>Why do you think women don't find you attractive?I don't think that's the issue really. The issue is that I don't meet single women in the first place. I'm 36 and dont go to bars or use Tinder, not a college kid.>What type of women do you find yourself attracted to? Would you settle?Smooth-cheeked 18-year-old cuties who are virgin and have traditional values.Not gonna lie, I'm not into women my age. I'm not trying to be a picky asshole, it's just a fact of life that we have nothing in common. Absolutely nothing. No common ground whatsoever.I would settle, but would it really serve any purpose? Would I do her any justice? I'd just be pretending I'm a normal 36-year-old and not a terminal teenager mentally. Men who never date never mature past a certain point. That's why they all have standards that seem delusional and picky to you
BUMP I've never belonged anywhere so I stopped tryingI'm not human
Even if I became Elon Musk, I'd forever be bitter about being lonely and rejected when I was 19-39 years old
>>83271038>Schools were the worstWhat happened when you were young? You just weren't socialized I guess?
>>83271038Feeling you brother.I just go crazy as of right now. Like unhinged and so alien that I cannot couple with reality anymore. Take me far away abduct me I consent dear aliens.
>>83271511Have you ever considered putting yourself in a position when you may have more access to being introduced to girls like that?
>>83271038im an 18 year old girl and I would hug you OP
>>83272211I've gone back to college 3 times this decadeIt's just not the same. I cant relate to the atmosphere anymore
>>83272232What about church based events?
