How do you cope with the fact that you wasted your life? I'm 32, no real job will hire me due to years of being a NEET, so I'm stuck doing shitty freelance work that doesn't even pay me enough to survive. Worst of all, I had the chance to get with hot goth girls in my 20s but I blundered it due to being mentally ill and none of my attempts at doing something worthwhile have really gone anywhere. Everyday I'm just dragging myself to work and feeling dead inside. I don't see a way out of this shit anymore and I am too cowardly to commit suicide.
>>83272200you can't fake your resume? I did a couple of times and no one looked into it. What type of work are you doing?
>>83272519The times I've faked my resume they just asked for references from previous employers and I was fucked
>>83272710I just have basic references for everything that usually cover my ass.
>>83272722Basic references as in what? Did you fake them? That shit will get me v& in my country
>you're not good enough to work minimum wage mcjobs unless you've been doing it for the past 15 yearsi guess zoomers arent getting any jobs ever and the world is going to collapse soon
>>83272754>That shit will get me v& in my countryi doubt there is any country in the world that sucks corporations dick more than america and its perfectly legal to lie to employers about basically whatever so long as the employer is not the government so.. what?
>>83272754People who will vouch for me.
>>83272811I'll vouch for you but only if you a real nigga
>>83272811How do I get someone to vouch for me as an isolated shut-in who hasn't talked to anyone in forever
It just doesn't bother me that much unless someone is forcing me to think about it. I was always pretty mediocre so I never had high expectation, except for maybe a small part of my life where I thought differently.