I don't feel anchored to any particular identity or even my body. Everything makes me feel like I'm being ripped apart. School. Work. The internet. Social interactions. I always feel like I'm being pushed into being something else. Some sort of weird, ugly machine. That's what everyone wants me to be. I want to be authentic but I don't even know how. I don't know how to survive or even care about anything
>>83272552how about you focus on finishing school first
>>83272589How is that going to help me