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I genuinely try to not to hate.
Hate only breeds more hatred. And hatred causes a bunch of pain both on both ends.
It's odd. Being hateful is rewarding. People see it as ambitious or funny. Those who convince themselves of the righteousness of their hatred are the most evil ones.
I fail, and I hate and get angry. I fail when I see that others hate me, and I fail when I see that hateful people are rewarded.
Idk, hatred is wrong. But I don't want to be alone, and people find unity in their hate. I don't want to be united by something so vile, it's wrong.

I hate normies because they hate me first

My pattern recognition already figured them out

You can be a good person. You can be friendly but they will always hate you for not being as big a sociopath as they are

Every friend I ever had abandoned me as soon as things got serious. The most "kind" and "down to earth" friends jump ship the second you say, I can't pay my rent this month and when I asked for more hours despite being understaffed the company laid me off. Even making gaming friends fucking sucks. Gone for weeks the day after friending. Pretending to be busy while ingame. Asking you to make a discord vc server for easter eggs only to go dead fucking silent right after the first completion of der eisendrache.

I'm tired of it. Love and friendship got me nowhere, why should I make friends now? So I can get my hopes up for a DnD session only to get booted from the server without a word when I ask how rolling your stats works?