>hate being alive and existing >too much of a pussy to kms
>>83277272Nice digits nigga lol
>>83277272it's okay, you're okay, I love you anon
>>83277333im a piece of shit but tanks
>>83277272same, drugs are the only thing that make being alive seem worth it, everything else is just a reminder that I'm too far behind, or too damaged, or too retarded. Getting bullied at school in the morning and abused at home in the afternoon was a tough schedule, not gonna lie.
>>83277737jsut wait until the drugs dont work anymore
That is all of us
>>83277272>tried slicing open my arm so I would reach a vein and bleed out>passed out before reaching the vein>just woke up to some streams of coagulated blood on my arm and small amounts of blood on the floorI guess Im trapped in this flesh prison.
>>83277333trips of compassion
>>83277272same here anon, hedonist maxing helps me cope.
>>83277272then you don't really hate yourself that much, there's some hope buried beneath that illusion of hatred, mister. hope that helps ;)
>>83281093The issue is that this hope is almost always irrational, such as the belief that if you just keep doing things as you are, it will get better. This is how a lot of people fuck their lives up, rational hope requires effort, a will for things to change for the better.
I'm a Leaf and I'm waiting on MAID for mental illness, hopefully in 2027.
>>83278888checked but that wasn't a real attempt and you know it. what's next, you're gonna swallow sleeping pills, wake up puking your guts out and make it a story to tell strangers for sympathy? get real. not to be rude.>>83281093this isn't true either. deciding to kill yourself feels hopeful. deciding not to feels like sinking into the earth and like resignation. you've got it the wrong way around.
>>83281938Dude theyre just gonna push it back again so the next government gets backlash for it, not them. The current govt is the epitome of stagnancy, conservicucks dont want another election and liberals are just doing anything to keep polling decently
