It's quite tiring how everyone seems to have the optimal, perfect life and I have the opposite.You guys:>got the best degree, graduated on time>got the first job you applied for>lost your virginity on time, got married to your dream wife>have a family and 3 houses and 2 kids at 25Me:>just realized I'm turning 36 soon >living in my car>life hasn't progressed anywhere regardless of insane amounts of effort. my life is like dragging a boulder for 3 miles to get one M&M. I struggle 24/7, try out new things, come up with cool ideas all the time and the result is always no gf, no money, no job, nothing to show for, living in my carYou have no idea how badly I wanna just give up. You don't know how hard life is when it never gives you anything back.I haven't felt a drop of dopamine since 2008. There's never any reward. You guys are swimming in life's little rewards like pussy, parties, jobs, money etc.
A lot of people just dont get that winning in the system isn't even theoretically possible for 100% of the population. There aren't enough jobs and partners.The system is rigged so that some people are forced to slip through the cracks. The only thing left to figure out is who. And I couldnt stress this enough: it's not about your skills. This isn't a meritocratic society.
