I used to fantasize about going back to when I was a kid and redoing my entire life, but nowadays I feel like the chance encounters I've had that would get butterfly effected away are precious, and I don't really regret my mistakes. I guess it would be nice to be a bitcoin millionaire, but it doesn't really matter.I just wish those I love were able to understand my feelings as well as I understood theirs.
>>83279816>I feel like the chance encounters I've had that would get butterfly effected away are preciousI regret my mistakes deeply. But if given the chance to relive life I wouldn't for this reason alone.
nah, i would redo.
>>83279816I just want to go back and undo a suicide attempt which left me mentally and physically crippled. Bad enough that i can only do menial work instead of continue with uni but not so bad to the point I can just get neetbux
>>83279816>the chance encounters I've had that would get butterfly effected away are precious,You are supposed to go all the way back into the womb and rope yourself. No more consequences, no more missed chances, no more surprises, nothing to miss, no nothing.>>83281229How did you do it? Asking for a friend.
>>83281281>how did you do itJumped in front of traffic, serious brain trauma as well as a really bad back injuryOpioids seem like the WORST way out and you shouldnt do it, just the warmest embrace (your opioids receptors are also responsible for feelings of love) as you slowly stop breathing. But dont do this
>>83281857>trafficNo trains nearby?>Opioids seem like the WORST>just the warmest embrace (your opioids receptors are also responsible for feelings of love) as you slowly stop breathingThat sounds contradicting.Things have been improving slightly lately. I do have a train passing by every 15 minutes just 2km from here, if shit gets worse.
>>83282042>No trains nearby?None off a bridge>that sounds contradicting:^)