stressful last few days at the fujo household and my mum didnt pay the electricity bill so our power got cut off so i cant shower or cook food til it gets sorted... i dont really like to talk about issues irl but man i want to DIE life is gay and retarded and ill never succeed in life and im doomed to be a miserable neeti wish i could get cuddled and held by someone i love itd be the only thing to make living worth it
enough of this bullshit, fuck off to tumblr
>>83281679>i wish i could get cuddled and held by someone i love itd be the only thing to make living worth itToo bad you're a degenerate.
>>83281701degenerates deserve love too, man
>>83281679this artist is so goated, which more people did bottom!gutz
>>83281708Degenerate perverts are one group of people who do not. It's a lie to say otherwise.
>>83281720ikr i love inaki matsumoto so much. god of griffith x guts yaoi imo>>83281728youre gayer than yaoi
>>83281708Why is it that women are always into gay stuff like this instead of something good like petplay.
>>83281754im not into it in the sense that i wouldnt make my partner do gay stuff>of something good like petplay.no commento
at least my jirai elf figure is coming today, i guess
i hope it doesnt take all day to reinstate the electricity cause im already going insane i wanna shower
hopefully not too much longer...
>>83281907may as well keep bumping cause i wanna distract myself
>>83281679hello fujo!!!!idk ur life but getting a job and having money/getting out of the house is extremely based and cool. it's very very scary at first (i would know) but you eventually succeed!!!!!! please have more faith in yourself!! you just need a small push :]
>>83281996hihi neptune :Di couldnt get a job in my current state even if i wanted to, unfortunately, for like a million reasons. even before i got disability support i was totally unhireable due to my issues...also i cant believe YOURE THE GIRL JUNAS IS DATING i didnt think youd ever date anyone from what i saw.i also see why he was acting all secretive now :p
>>83282028ah!!! i totally understand that :[ i won't pry unless you're comfortable!! hopefully things get better for you soon <3>i didnt think youd ever date anyone from what i saw.ME NEITHER!!!!!! we have a bit of history before that and it somehow led us to here :p>i also see why he was acting all secretive now :pnyehehe yeah!! i didn't care if it was said but i didn't want him to be uncomfortable or anything
>>83281679I can't get past the dialogue man it's so cheesy, Griffith is manipulative but it doesn't drip out of every word. As well I wish guts was a lot more resistive to him too, need him to reach a point of being borderline mindbroken to accept Griffith's affection so completely. Where you do read these in order btw? I've only seen snippets. Also sorry about your fucked up broke neet life.
>>83282079im totally fine with prying :p but thank you :Dim really really happy for the both of you!! i didnt think itd be this soon that youd actually start dating, junas made it seem like he was taking it extra mega slow and careful lmao.>>83282130is that aki x angel? my second favourite ship...>As well I wish guts was a lot more resistive to him too, need him to reach a point of being borderline mindbroken to accept Griffith's affection so completely.i think inaki has made some with guts more like that, but i havent read them all to know for surei read them on this sketchy looking sitehttps://myreadingmanga.info/artist/killer-bambi/
MY POWERS FINALLY BACK YAY
>>83282158we've actually known each other for over a year!! i wasn't on trip back then but i was deeply infatuated with him and it sorta ebbed and flowed from interested to friends until now lolol
>>83282158>is that aki x angelYes, it's from a short doujin on nhentai.>Read them on this sketchy looking siteThanks.
>>83281679Your shower needs electricity? Are you Brazilian? You also have no concept of cooking without electricity?
>>83282191>but i was deeply infatuated with him and it sorta ebbed and flowed from interested to friends until now lololahhh thats so cute and sweet...hes probably beat himself up knowing that he didnt realise sooner that you had that sorta interest in him for so long lmao.i knew you guys knew eachother for a year but the interests in eachother sounded like a new thing, that he wasnt gonna act on yet, but he is secretive :p>>83282238it looks cute.is it in english at all? i assume not>>83282307no im australian.my house uses an electric water heater and an electric stove. i know how to cook with gas anon, but my house doesnt have a gas stove
i should get him when it releases...
>>83282417>is it in english at all? i assume notNope, Chinese. There's endless Makima x whoever slop but only a handful of akiangel doujins. The akiangel that is there is good at least.>>83282561>i should get him when it releases...I would so get this if it didn't mean letting my family know I'm a fag. Where you buying it?
Do fujos really want to do pic related? Or is it more about the literary aspect?
>>83282649i get it, makima is hot, but... there needs to be more aki x angel. hopefully theyll get translated to english, at least.can you read chinese at all?>Where you buying it?probably some store in my country like sugotoys.fuck what youre family thinks man its just a little twink, nothing faggy about it :p
>>83282669lots of fujos do want that, but for me its literary ig.i dont want my (potential future) boyfriend touching other people, that man is mine, even if im a fujo
my zaregoto yaoi dojin arrived yesterday so i started rewatching zaregoto. i gave up on the 300 anime marathon, i just wanna watch whatever
only a few more hours til jirai elf figure... im so excited im gonna explode
>>83282691>can you read chinese at all?No lol I'm American, would be nice if I did.>fuck what youre family thinks man its just a little twink, nothing faggy about it :PI dunno, already really pushing the envelope with the little anime stuff I do have. Getting figurines of androgynous angels is tantamount to coming out. You got any physical yaoi stuff?
>>83281679you again.and you're here early today, huh?>i wish i could get cuddled and held by someone i loverelatable, reallyyou need a ticket to yurop and bonk your guy with a (plastic) sledgehammer until he fucking takes you in his arms and princess carries you around, for fuck's sakeit's so frustrating watching you like this
>>83283299why not learn it?tho maybe start with an easier language, chinese is ridiculously hard.>I dunno, already really pushing the envelope with the little anime stuff I do have.like what?could you possibly just hide it from them?>You got any physical yaoi stuff?yeah..i own several yaoi dojins, art and bl manga lmao
>>83283312i was here early cause my power was out :(i saw you beating off anons with a stick in the other thread with your gf :> it was really cute.>you need a ticket to yurop and bonk your guy with a (plastic) sledgehammer until he fucking takes you in his arms and princess carries you around, for fuck's sakenot gonna happen, man. idk what area hes from exactly, or what he really looks like, im not gonna scour a country looking for him. if he doesnt want me, i cant force it.he also couldnt carry me unfortunately :( hes too weak
>>83281679I was disassembling my chicken run yesterday(technically earlier today, but I've slept since then). I can relate on the stress... So many roaches were living in between these tarps and under the rocks. I wouldn't be surprised if there were over a thousand of the fuckers. So filthy.That said, you live in a really rural area, right? I'm surprised you guys don't have solar or something.
>>83283396didnt you just put that up? and youre already needing to take it down? goddamn. and yeah thats disgusting.>That said, you live in a really rural area, right? I'm surprised you guys don't have solar or something.no i live in the city/suburbs. i used to live out in the countryside like, fuck, 8 years ago now. its so over.its impossible to get approved for solar panels on rentals, btw, unless youre old and sick.its ridiculous
>>83283337>why not learn it?Not particularly interested in Chinese art/culture/jobs, so there's no motive. Would be better to learn french or something.>like what?Shirts with album art featuring anime characters.>i own several yaoi dojins, art and bl mangahttps://www.youtube.com/watch?v=O5a9cjkh9DU&t=213sI'm very casually into it so I don't think I'd care for physicals. I'll really only read doujins of stuff I'm already into like chainsaw and berk, not original yaoi works. I've probably only read like 5-6 unique series.
>>83283337>could you possibly just hide it from them?Also what's the point then? Figurines are meant to be displayed.
>>83283430Nah, it's been up for a while. I have a tractor that I need to finish modifying, but I kind of stopped on that after the last chicken died(since now there was no urgency). Also, I see. What's it like living near a city? I'm in a suburb that was way more rural growing up but has been rapidly becoming a suburb and I imagine in the next 10 years will start becoming urban.
>>83283375>my power was outwas? so it's back on?>beating off anons with a stickeh... i wouldn't say that worked out quite nicelyi derailed a thread that was supposed to be about anons liking their names/trips, and suddenly it got flooded with vitrioli should've kept my fucking mouth shut, not sure what you see that makes it anything near "cute">not gonna happenone can still hope>hes too weakget him to the fucking gym fuck's sakeeveryday is arms day, he needs to get RIPPED
>>83283436thats fair enough.so are you interested in french culture/art/jobs, then?>Shirts with album art featuring anime charactersalbum art... what albums?>I'll really only read doujins of stuff I'm already into like chainsaw and berk, not original yaoi worksthats fair enough as well.im the same, tho, i only read dojins of ships i like from other media. i dont think ive read any original yaoi dojin works.>vidshes so incredibly real for that>>83283443you could, idk, display it in a spot they cant particularly see. if you have a spot like that in your room.>>83283448ahhh ok. thats where i was confused>What's it like living near a city?i like the variety of stores and shit down here. in the countryside here theres NO fast food (except a subway in the major town), only 2 DIFFERENT GROCERS TO CHOOSE FROM, its a barren wasteland.>I'm in a suburb that was way more rural growing up but has been rapidly becoming a suburb and I imagine in the next 10 years will start becoming urban.average rural florida area. theyre quickly ruining that state>>83283453mhm, its back on now.>i should've kept my fucking mouth shut, not sure what you see that makes it anything near "cute"defending her, defending yourself, idk its cute. you guys are sweet together. I COULDNT BELIEVE ITS NEPTUNE THO WHAAAT>get him to the fucking gym fuck's sake. everyday is arms day, he needs to get RIPPEDhe goes to the gym but im pretty sure hes just an aesthetic lifter rather than a serious lifter. im just kinda heavy. ill meet him halfway and lose a bit more weight and he needs to get a bit more strong :p
>>83283533Yeah, the backyard is in an awkward state too because of it. Also, I see. I think I may still like rural areas more then since I have no real desire to go out to stores or anything.>average rural florida area. theyre quickly ruining that stateYup! The people who ruined their own cities and states are flooding into here. The only good thing that comes out of it is that it raises reality prices so this home could potentially be sold for a good deal. Dislike all of the new people coming here though, they're usually quite alien and of course more and more of the woods I grew up around are gone and there's so little of it left anymore in my neighborhood.
>>83283560idk if ive ever said it but i think youre the fastest typer ive ever met lmao.>I think I may still like rural areas more then since I have no real desire to go out to stores or anything.it only benefits those who have a need for those things, and like going out. youre meant for rural areas cause youre way more reclusive.the anxiety of a city would probably kill you lmao.>Dislike all of the new people coming here though, they're usually quite alienwhat type of people?rich faggots?>of course more and more of the woods I grew up around are gone and there's so little of it left anymore in my neighborhood.they need to make room for more ridiculously expensive residential areas that look so soulless (those disgusting houses that all look the same)
>>83283533>so are you interested in french culture/art/jobs, then>>83283299*No lol I'm North American (Canadian). Learning French is useful since a lot of good jobs make it mandatory.>what albums?Picrel + carticore>display it in a spot they cant particularly seeHidden decoration isn't really decoration.
>>83283659OHH ok.now it makes sense why youd pick french of all languages.>since a lot of good jobs make it mandatory.thats... kinda ridiculous>picrelthe design is pretty cool at least. never heard of either tho.>Hidden decoration isn't really decoration.yeah true.how about uh, come outta the closet?
i made another sale on marketplace :>another $110 headed my way
>>83283592I guess I'm pretty good at writing down what comes to my head. Although this response is gonna be a bit late since I had to walk my dog. Also, I agree. The anxiety of the city would be way too much for me. I love rural activities more anyhow. Fishing, just being out in nature on a walk and I imagine I'd love hunting too. Most of the men in my family love hunting and its linked to my patrilineal name too; it's in my blood.Less rich faggots, more middle class snobs and shitlibs who think their policies were actually good but can't reconcile that their advocacy for leniency on criminals, more regulations on housing and other stupid, feel-good policies are what killed their cities in the first place. You can easily tell who came from a city here and who didn't because the city folk love to wave around support for the most retarded politicians. They can't help themselves but to scream "I LOVE THE ESTABLISHMENT, I LOVE NON-WHITES" any chance they can get. It's clear none of them do anything outdoorsy too, no fishing or boating or even hard labor.Also, don't worry. This isn't a place planned by some company to shit out 1000x carbon copy homes. The houses all look different here because different builders take them on and people do stylize their houses differently. If this was a HOA though... Good god, fuck HOAs. Busy body faggots run those things and try to milk you dry of money with fines whilst they turn their snobby noses up if you don't have a perfect looking home. They live to huff their own farts and be useless, narcy faggots. All superficial too, their kindness. They want to look like good people but good god are they two-faced.
>>83283694>come outta the closetFor what? I'm hardly a fag, just read stuff once in a blue moon.>thats... kinda ridiculousIt's the national language, and theres an entire province where they only speak it. It's fair to be mandatory.>Cool designIt is.
>>83283766have you never actually tried hunting before? thought you wouldve, tbdesu.and ah, ok. so its just people who wanna try make a change there. i doubt theyll change much tho. i think florida will always be a right wing state with the addition of pot smokers.>Also, don't worry. This isn't a place planned by some company to shit out 1000x carbon copy homes. oh thank god. at least theres that...hoas ruin everything, in the US at least. literally comically evil bored housewives sitting around measuring grass cause they have nothing else in life
>>83283911Nah, not yet. I don't have a car, so even if I got whatever license I'd need I can't really get out to any of the nice bits of land to hunt. I do have some guns though and a compound bow, so if I ever get that squared away then I could. Also you'd be surprised, if they start becoming more and more of the majority then change may happen. Florida only became a right wing state more recently, it was a swing state before that. It could definitely swing back. Texas is definitely going to in the future.Also, I'm glad you already are aware of their evil B^). In the mean time, I can enjoy rewatching HxH for the third time.
>>83281679EVERYDAY NIGGA at least use other shit instead my boy guts
>>83283842oh.man why dont you just say "i just like the character, im NOT a fag" if they ask questions.>It's fair to be mandatory.youre right but...i just hate french im ngl
>>83283943oh yeah, right. do you ever plan on getting a drivers licence?>I do have some guns though and a compound bowholy shit.what sorta guns?>Florida only became a right wing state more recently, it was a swing state before that. It could definitely swing backhuh, didnt know that. i always assumed it was right wing>In the mean time, I can enjoy rewatching HxH for the third time.A THIRD TIME? THATS SIX WHOLE SEASONS man. the autism is strong with you>>83283948no i like these 2 the most
>>83283998Probably not. I don't think it's a good idea for me drive. My attempts at trying to learn were unpleasant and I experience hallucinations, including this kind of paralytic hallucination when I sit for long periods of time. As for guns I've got a Mossberg 500 and my sister's hunting rifle(that she never used and I'll probably just ask her to give it to me since I've been taking care of her dog for way longer than was agreed). Don't know what model her hunting rifle is, but I did also want to get an AR-15.Also yeah, Florida was a pretty big swing state but has only more recently become more solidly Republican. I imagine that'll change next election though. Also HxH is that good! You should give it a try. It also don't have much filler in the anime. There's like 2 filler episodes total.
>>83283953>man why dont you just say "i just like the character, im NOT a fag" if they ask questions.I don't care that deeply about the figurine, it'd just be nice to have.>just hate french im nglThey're cool.
>>83283533>its back on now.good, being stuck with no power is terribly boring>you guys are sweet together.well... i'm glad you think so, thank you>I COULDNT BELIEVE ITS NEPTUNE THO WHAAATyour reaction is appropriate...she's very... "jumpy", but we've been talking for a while and it sort of just happenedit's actually one of the reasons that made me want to pursue this with her, because we have a friendship going underneath itit's my ideal scenario after all>aesthetic liftero so he has some musclethen he could princess carry you, couldn't he?>im just kinda heavy.you'd be surprised at a guy's strength... but go ahead and lose some weight, so long as you're not going underweight then you're fine
>fujonon will never crossdress as a man and peg mewhy live
>>83284104>wants simulated gay sexBro, that's gay.
>>83284051hallucinations? yeah its probably for the best then. whatre your hallucinations caused by?mossberg 500... very nice. she doesnt need a hunting rifle anyways, shes bpd so its not a good idea.>HxH is that good! You should give it a try. It also don't have much filler in the anime. There's like 2 filler episodes total.im still considering it.i wanna finish my favs first at least. im rewatching zaregoto rn>>83284079if you say so anon>>83284098indeed.>it's actually one of the reasons that made me want to pursue this with her, because we have a friendship going underneath itits the perfect setup.im also glad neptune found love too cause she seemed like she didn't have much interest in it. also speaking to her earlier in this thread made it sound extra cute and sweet.>then he could princess carry you, couldn't he?maybe? need to try ig lmao. but im a bit heavier than his max lift so... i wont count on it.>but go ahead and lose some weight, so long as you're not going underweight then you're finei wont. im a bit overweight anyways so itd do me good to lose some. gonna have to alter all my clothes...
>>83284155No clue. Most likely reason is brain damage or some mutation I have. I've had altered perception, basically most of the symptoms of HPPD( https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Hallucinogen_persisting_perception_disorder ), for as long as I can remember and that was before I had my bad concussion as a kid. There's a good chance that I have some gene that I inherited that raises my likelihood for developing schizophrenia and being born late elevated my schizotypy(schizophrenia is correlated with perinatal(near birth) brain damage), as my grandpa's little sister was a schizophrenic. That means I share 12.5% of my genes with her at the very least. Also there's overlaps in gene variants for schizophrenia and autism. Other disorders too.Also, I agree B^). She was a bit of a tomboy though and that's probably why she got it. What's Zaregoto about? Also you'll definitely enjoy one of the male characters in HxH. Should I tell you his name?
>>83284155>its the perfect setup.right? you can't spell girlfriend or boyfriend without friend>she seemed like she didn't have much interest in it.a key part of dealing with her is to go by her actions, not her wordsshe purposefully says shit like that to throw others off (or so i think), or because she has some fucked up views or whatever, i dunnoit's not that she didn't have an interest in it, but more so she found it such an incredibly remote scenario that she had zero hopes for that, or so i imagine... she's a handful after allhonestly i can relate on that if that's so...>im a bit heavier than his max lift so... i wont count on it.love will make you surpass your limitsagain don't be so skeptical>im a bit overweight anyways so itd do me good to lose some.yeah same actuallybeen thinking about hitting the gym again but by the time i hop off work, they're choking fullstill thinking up how i can bypass that though...
>>83284230can hppd be caused by brain damage tho? from the little i read it seemed caused by drug/ssri use but i didnt read the whole thing.>i inherited that raises my likelihood for developing schizophrenia and being born late elevated my schizotypyyoure autistic which means you have higher likelihoods of developing schizophrenia. also 2 autistic people having kids can cause a high likelihood of schizophrenia as well, or something like that. but i doubt its schizophrenia either, tho i also dont know the full ins and outs of you symptoms to make a judgement.>What's Zaregoto about?murder mystery. beheadings. autism. its really fantastic.>Also you'll definitely enjoy one of the male characters in HxH. Should I tell you his name?definitely tell me>>83284238true that, lmao>it's not that she didn't have an interest in it, but more so she found it such an incredibly remote scenario that she had zero hopes for that, or so i imagine... she's a handful after allif that is the case, you really are perfect for eachother. tho i assume its partially to throw people off. i would (i do) do the same.>still thinking up how i can bypass that though...24 hour gyms and going late at night before bed is your best option to avoid people, if they have those there, but i doubt they dont
>>83284355Nah and by definition I can't have HPPD since I've never taken any hallucinogens. I've heard from a schizophrenic before though that I have a similar kind of altered perception that he has. Never was on any SSRIs or anything like that either, especially not as a toddler. I also doubt it's schizophrenia, but I'm definitely elevated in schizotypy. I do try to keep myself away from hallucinogens for that reason, I do have a good potential to develop it and I've heard of cases of people developing psychosis from doing something even as minor as weed before. Most of the hallucinations I get are in this order too, from most common to least(ignoring altered perception): tactile(touch) -> auditory -> visual.Also, I see. The male character you'd like would be Illumi. He's like a yandere in a platonic way.
>>83284372another reason id doubt its schizophrenia is because symptoms rarely ever start before teen years and if its been happening since toddler age... i mean, it CAN happen, but its insanely rare.>I've heard of cases of people developing psychosis from doing something even as minor as weed beforei had a friend in highschool who had psychosis twice from weed but he smoked it daily. people really undermine the potential dangers of weed. weed psychosis is more common than people realise.touch being the most common is insanely weird cause ive never heard anyone say its their most common and ive talked to a lotta schizophrenics/schizotypicals/psychs who've worked with individuals with those disorders.>Also, I see. The male character you'd like would be Illumi. He's like a yandere in a platonic way.im really disappointed with how weird his eyes look...
>>83284427Yeah, I'm certain I'll keep my sanity for the foreseeable future. Although the schizotypy may also explain why I come up with so many weird ideas. Schizophrenics have an extreme form of making connections between unrelated things, as far as I see it. Creativity relies on making connections like that but in meaningful ways for the creation itself to be useful, but a schizophrenic often can't manage that because of their deteriorated state. Creativity as a measure though is correlated with schizotypy(also as a measure) from what I remember though.I also knew someone who had some weird delusions from weed, but not full on psychosis. In their case they felt as though they had already died iirc. The tactile hallucinations make more sense when you know that I had a form of synesthesia with touch. The part of my brain that deals with it is clearly on the fritz.His eyes looking like that actually links into a theory around him. It'd be major spoilers, but there are a ton of interesting theories in HxH. I'll spoil one involving the main character, Gon. One theory that I remember is that Gon is actually a child born of the magic system in that universe. His father actually made a kind of "game" on an actual island using that magic system and there are some "spells" in that game that can allow for people to become the opposite sex and another iirc to become pregnant, I think. The idea is that Gon's father may have done something weird like that. That's only a theory though, as his actual mother hasn't been revealed and I personally don't believe it to be the case.
MY JIRAI ELF ARRIVED RAH SHES GORGEOUS she even comes with a pillow to lay on lmao
>>83284504youve kept it so far so i think youll be fine. also if its manageable enough and doesnt cause you incredible stress, i recommend not pursuing diagnosis.partially because they WILL force you on meds and the medication options are straight up awful (i.e. lowering your immune system) and most dont even remove hallucinations. actually the whole point of most schizo meds is to make you tell the difference between reality and delusion which isnt an issue you have anyways.youre right with the creativity thing tho.>The idea is that Gon's father may have done something weird like that.gons father did mpreg and birthed the greatest shota in anime history.idk how to feel about that lmao
>>83284557Yeah, I already get NEETbux anyhow. A diagnosis wouldn't help me any further in that regard and I have a feeling they'd be trying to push antipsychotics on me which you already think is the case too. Also perfect, it explains my creativity very well then B^).See, I don't believe that theory though since Gon is very notably different from his father. The idea is that the spells would've made him like a kind of clone, but maybe with some enhanced aura(which Gon shows in the show) but his father is smart and thinks of very thorough plans and is clearly quite academic. Gon is only really stubborn like him but doesn't have any academic interests and also looks a fair bit different. I think his mom was probably some really strong warrior woman who Ging fell in love with and she either vanished after Gon was weened or died.
>>83284589im gonna pretend i buy into that theory cause im a fujo and itd be pretty goddamn funny if that were the case, tho that other explanation is way more likely lmaoalso>ging>gonwtf is with these names?i doubt its a thing of yin and yang
>>83284616But I thought you hated mpreg, huh? Could it be that you were lying to avoid letting people know of your shameful interests? It is a funny theory, regardless. Also their ancient(like 300 years back) relative is Don Freecss, and their family is obviously the Freecss family. Weird naming conventions with their family and all. From what I understand Don is believed to still be alive in the story, at least by Ging, who thinks he's still exploring a magical and dark land full of horrors as Don was the one who wrote one half of an explorer's account for said area(the other half has never been found, so he assumes that it's still being written). It's already known that there is a thing on that land that can make someone not age iirc too. Again, you'd definitely like the series once you get past like the first 10 or so episodes. It picks up speed and gets more and more interesting from there. The Yorknew City arc is where it really gets good.
>>83284648yorknew city... so creative. lmao. thats so stupidly funny.ill give it a shot. if im not hooked by episode 15 ill come here and complain. also, i dont like mpreg, i was making a poor attempt at a joke :<>and their family is obviously the Freecss family. Weird naming conventions with their family and all.how tf is that even pronounced? i imagine its pronounced "freece" but im not sure. i hate it
>>83284677The names can be a bit silly in HxH, also I won't be surprised if you're not hooked by episode 15. Like I said, it does take time for it to get really good. Also, I know. I'm only teasing you. Also the name is pronounced "Freakz" from the sub. So the 'c' is meant to be a 'k' sound and the double 's' always sounds like a 'z' to me. It's a fitting name for them, as Gon, Ging and presumably Don too are all very eccentric and also powerful. Gon is a prodigy, Ging is one of the strongest Hunters in the setting and Don if he's alive has survived the longest in the most dangerous part of the world known. So dangerous that the survival rate is like less than 1% for the top 1% of people in that world. Also it's not like you hide your shame well considering your screenshots before of your anime collection had "Degrees of Lewdity" in your recent/favorite folders B^).
>>83284697>The names can be a bit silly in HxH, also I won't be surprised if you're not hooked by episode 15. Like I said, it does take time for it to get really goodok, ill give it 2 whole seasons to see if i wanna watch the other 4.its lucky im not applying the 3 episode rule to it, s.m.h.>Also the name is pronounced "Freakz" from the sub.god thats awful. shouldve just called them don gon ging freakz instead of that mess. its like those unique names people come up with that look horrible, like shaniqua or jacqueece or ashlaygh or whatever.>Also it's not like you hide your shame well considering your screenshots before of your anime collection had "Degrees of Lewdity" in your recent/favorite folders B^)i wasnt aware that was showing AT ALL oh god.in my defense: i saw pretty twink boy art on twitter and when i looked up the source of the character, it said that, so i downloaded it near immediately without googling anything of it.its a vile game.
>>83284740That's the spirit B^). Although I'll be honest in that it's season 3 where it gets good, season 2 would probably bore you since it's largely world building with some fighting. To be fair the first 2 seasons are about that, character building and world building for season 3 onward. It should still be enjoyable though, I hope.To be fair, Togashi is Japanese and he's doing weird Engrish stuff with that I imagine. Although he does clearly take inspiration from all sorts of cultures and languages in the series long-term. I figure maybe he was going for some inspiration with French? I don't know.Also not very fujo-like of you to not be into that game. I know a fair bit about it, but it doesn't seem that vile. Just a lewd game mostly aimed for women, I've seen waaaay worse than that.
>>83284758you keep pushing the "where it gets interesting bar" further and further away... tho i dont particularly find world building boring. its the constant fighting that bores the fuck outta me. like with chainsaw man rn, this whole asa mitaka arc is killing me, this fight with her and chainsaw man has taken FOREVER, its killing me. same with the whole millenium falcon or whatever tf its called arc of berserk>oh noooo dont use the berserker armor rn guts!!>does it anyways>loses himself >repeat 3 times just to get outta farneses familys castle and onto the boat and then off to seatiring>I figure maybe he was going for some inspiration with French? I don't know.terrible choice if so...french sounds awful, like theyre spitting at you when speaking. taking inspo from that language is terrible.>Also not very fujo-like of you to not be into that game. its not a very fujo game, tho lots of women play it.>but it doesn't seem that vile. Just a lewd game mostly aimed for women, I've seen waaaay worse than that.theres definitely worse out there. some vns have some truly gross stuff... but like, with DoL, its basically just a rape simulator. and theres obviously those extra... weird options that make the game more gross
>>83284811Oh then you'd like the earlier parts. I did push the interesting bit further because I assumed you wouldn't care as much about the world building or the fights, since season 2 is largely fighting based.Also if you think that's terrible, you can find this one funny at least. It's part of the story, an anagram of Ging's name is used B^). I won't spoil more than that though. Also, I agree. French is awful(sorry for the French learner earlier in the thread). Also wouldn't it be a fujo game? I know gay stuff can happen in it.>basically a rape simulatorWhich is why a lot of women play it. I see though. I think I remember seeing you talking to some other anon before and he mentioned he looked like some character or other from that game and then went completely batshit trying to add you whilst also acting incredibly gay. That was like a month ago.
>>83284845world buildings fine. if season 2 is mostly fighting it might bore me tho. ill just have to see ig.>It's part of the story, an anagram of Ging's name is used B^)HE HAD TO HAVE KNOWN WHAT HE WAS DOING theres no way... i know theres not many ways to anagram ging but lmao >Also wouldn't it be a fujo game? I know gay stuff can happen in ittechnically you can make it happen if you make a male character. you can also make intersex characters. or choose to get raped by more women or men, they even have a nifty little scale for it.>Which is why a lot of women play it.i have to live with the burden of knowing lots of women have rape fantasies...>I think I remember seeing you talking to some other anon before and he mentioned he looked like some character or other from that game and then went completely batshit trying to add you whilst also acting incredibly gay.huh, that didnt even happen in one of my own threads, its insane you recognised me lmao.but yeah no he avatarfags on here now and it wasnt even the only time did that to me, he did it again in another thread a week later. thats not how you make friends man
>>83284916Hopefully you'll enjoy it still. Also I can imagine he had no idea, he is Japanese after all. Also, I see. Don't worry though, it ain't just women. There is some reason behind it though. The evolutionary history of mankind definitely had lots of rape before civilizations began and even as they did begin rapey, conquering peoples would also spread rapey genes. Just look at the middle east, swallowed up by Arabs in the past in a rapefest of a conquest that instilled a very heavily patriarchal and militaristic religion. There's even some reason to believe that the shape of our penises is for sperm competition in a way but I'll avoid giving you even more horrifying information.You are fairly easy to recognize, to be fair. But also that guy is clearly some kind of abuser-in-waiting. It's less about making friends, more about control if I had to guess. Either through guilt or pressure or what. Lots of people like that pass through this board, thinking that they can get vulnerable people. Predatory people love to flock to places where lots of people are in pain, after all. Just like predators in the wild come to investigate screams and cries of agony or how they preferentially target the old, sick and injured. Easy game.
>>83284953oh im fully aware it isnt just women, men definitely have rape fetishes too. ive met too many... it scares me.>Just look at the middle east, swallowed up by Arabs in the past in a rapefest of a conquest that instilled a very heavily patriarchal and militaristic religion.the only thing i can say is, it makes sense.also, please dont. i dont think i want to know. im already horrified enough lmao.>You are fairly easy to recognize, to be fair. apparently too easy. i wonder if ill ever be able to go back to anonymity. i keep getting recognised, and i think ive said a little too much about myself now.>But also that guy is clearly some kind of abuser-in-waiting. It's less about making friends, more about control if I had to guess.youre probably right... im not really good at recognising shit like that so tbdesu i felt a little bit bad for denying him cause i was like "damn he must be super lonely if hes this desperate"youd think id learn by now... >Predatory people love to flock to places where lots of people are in pain, after alland theres no shortage of people like on r9k. all easy targets
>>83285049It will vary though. I've certainly seen way too many men who want to be raped. Also you'll be spared from knowing the darker portions of human evolution then B^). Biology has a lot of those more horrifying tales though. Like you definitely wouldn't want to know about traumatic insemination, that one is both horrifying and gross B^^^^).You should be able to, especially if you took a break for a while. I know sometimes that I'll get recognized and then I'll go for a break from this place and come back and be totally unrecognized. People have fickle memories here.Also, you get a good feel for abusers when you come to know too many of them. One of the key things to look out for is a refusal for them to take 'no' for an answer. Your consent is optional to them. Another thing to look out for is spite or malicious envy(being spiteful/malicious to people who have things that you want). They're signs of being antisocial. Also /r9k/ is not so victimized as people like to make themselves out to be here. Many of the people acting like victims are themselves victimizers. If you get to know them more, it becomes apparent. Especially any of them with BPD.
>>83285083>I've certainly seen way too many men who want to be rapedi forget about those men... ew.>Like you definitely wouldn't want to know about traumatic insemination, that one is both horrifying and gross B^^^^).I DEFINITELY DO NOT oh my god i had to google it out of curiousity, thats disgusting, horrific, god why do bugs need to be so awful>You should be able to, especially if you took a break for a whilei hope so. i know some posters stick in the minds of some for years. itd probably be worse if i was a tripfag tho.if you didnt do the little emoticon and talk about biology experiments, i probably wouldnt be able to recognise you at all, same goes for lots of others id assume.>Also, you get a good feel for abusers when you come to know too many of themunfortunately i usually realise way too late most of the time. manipulators can be really charming and conniving. people can be so awful, man.>Many of the people acting like victims are themselves victimizerstbf, some of them are probably made to belive theyre the victim, by people who always act like the victim already.like theyre all jerking eachother off over it. in a non hot-to-a-fujo way.
>>83285187kek. They're an odd bunch, I don't blame you. Also I had a feeling you'd do that, I did warn you that you wouldn't want to know B^^^^^). It's funny, it's only possible for them because of their open circulatory systems. Their blood only spends part of its journey in their circulatory system before being released into their tissue, only to be pulled back into the circulatory system elsewhere. This means that things injected into them can pass through or over their ovaries, for example.Oh it'd be a lot worse if you were a tripfag or posted pics. Also you'd be surprised, I'm not that recognizable despite that. I haven't had someone recognize me from years ago in well... A year now? It was fun to catch up with the guy who did though, fun to talk about fantasizing stuff and the like. I'm not so memorable to people, despite my peculiarity it seems.It helps to be analytical. Abusers are usually antisocial, so looking out for their antisocial tendencies is always a good way to avoid them. Also to not let your guard down around someone who appears like a victim. Even animals can do something like that, behold a cool viper :). https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kLrWnkGVB2IOh yeah, especially the more narcissistic ones. These people rarely want to feel bad about themselves for their shitty behavior. They don't like to reflect on that. Many of them also go out of their way to appear like really good people. Always be wary of people who jump at any opportunity to make themselves look like a good person, just by saying something. Good people rarely do this and often let their deeds speak for themselves, whilst the wretched love to speak and not do good.
>>83285224you cant say something so interesting and not expect me to google it, even if its disgusting. its like when people would talk about 2girl1cup being so disgusting, people are gonna google it. >Also you'd be surprised, I'm not that recognizable despite that. I haven't had someone recognize me from years ago in well... A year now?i am very surprised. i thought more people would recognise you, but... ig youre right that memories are fickle. and anons come in and out all the time, itd be pretty hard to remember. tho you are pretty memorable, imo. tho i remember like, almost every anon ive talked to through the years.its nice you had someone recognise you from years ago tho, at least :>>It helps to be analytical.those signs are easy to remember and recognise, so ill keep those in mind.>Always be wary of people who jump at any opportunity to make themselves look like a good person, just by saying something. Good people rarely do this and often let their deeds speak for themselves, whilst the wretched love to speak and not do good.i know this one because i said something kinda similar to a certain tripfag... less, sophisticatedly? nicely? you put it better.that ones easy and it always pisses me off.it also annoys me when guys do the whole "im a bad person" and its always stupid stuff that doesnt really make them "bad" at all, its almost like theyre saying it to come off as bad boys, its funny. thats kinda unrelated tho
>>83285308B^) I know, that's why I love doing it. I love teasing and messing with people and the oddities of nature always excite me. Especially when I think about playing around with them. That said, here's another weird thing with nature that isn't so gross but is itself bizarre and a little horrifying. https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Neotrogla>"Neotrogla is a genus of barklice noted for its reversed sex roles and organs, traits shared by all species of the genus.">"Female Neotrogla possess a penis-like organ, properly termed a "gynosome", but also described by some as a "female penis".>"They aggressively seek out mates, while males are more selective. During mating, the female mounts the male and penetrates his small genital opening from behind. Her gynosome swells and tiny barbs on the organ lock the individuals tightly together; when a researcher tried to separate mating individuals the male was torn in two, leaving his reproductive organs attached to the female.">"During mating, the female uses her gynosome to extract sperm and nutrient-filled seminal fluid from the male. A single mating session can last from 40 to 70 hours."Those guys from earlier would likely type something like GIWTWM. Vampire femdicks is not something I would've ever thought of, but nature has. B^^^^^) you're welcome for more cursed knowledge.Maybe people recognize and remember me, but they just don't try to talk to me or tell me that they remember me. I'd prefer to think that I've just been forgotten, I don't like being seen or thought of by so many people. Fading away is a lot nicer. Hope that my signs and tips do help out, also be wary of advice from girls. I've heard that a lot of girls love to give bad advice to girls to sabotage the competition. Not all girls, obviously, but you should only take to heart the advice you get from women you trust very, very deeply.cont
>>83285308Also, I see. Also yeah, a lot of people do like to try and farm sympathy. One thing I've seen girls do here is they'll make a thread about how they're fat or no one could love them. Of course, people will spew insults at them but this place is full of so many people who will come out and go:>"God you're such a dumb whore. Of course a man could still love you if you're schizophrenic. Only men have it so hard!"Or you'll get the more deviant amongst this board trying to hook up with them. Time to go walk my dog though.
>>83285365the most horrific part of that is the 40-70 hour mating ritual thatll rip organs out if interrupted. why cant it just be normal...nature has everything you could ever think of, and not think of, it seems...>I'd prefer to think that I've just been forgotten, I don't like being seen or thought of by so many people.you say that, but doesnt being recognised sometimes feel nice? i mean you said you enjoyed talking to the guy who remembered you, so...>I've heard that a lot of girls love to give bad advice to girls to sabotage the competition. Not all girls, obviously, but you should only take to heart the advice you get from women you trust very, very deeply.a lot of them do that, more than id like to admit. its another weird behaviour. in most cases its not even like those women are actually "competition", theyre not after the same guy or anything. its retarded, simply put.i wonder how many people have actually got successful hookup stories from asking to hookup in attention farming threads. theres probably at least one.seeking attention here as a woman will make you wish you were never born tho, goddamn people can be brutal with their insults>Time to go walk my dog though.have fun :>its super late, im surprised youre still up tbdesu
got the jirai elf setup to watch anime with me
>>83285499Cave organisms can never be normal B^). Also, it's true. So much is out there waiting to be discovered too. Both that exists now, in the past and for what could be. Also I enjoyed more so talking with them than being recognized, to be fair. It would be nice for people to appreciate me and remember me, but I'd only want the people I like to do that B^).See, they don't need to be direct competition. Just leaving men with less options means that more great men are potentially open for them. Evolutionarily it makes sense for them to be so covert and to use subterfuge and sabotage since women are less capable fighters and of course men would still protect women. It also hurts the group's fertility as a whole if women kill each other. Small groups of women therefore form cliques and try to sabotage other women, that seems to be the norm. Men on the other hand are more expendable and are also needed in life-threatening roles so more violent or sporty competition works fine for them. In a similar way though, men will work together in groups to do better as a whole as success and status is what largely drives their mating success whilst for women it's more about personality and beauty.Probably a few successful hookups but I imagine they'd be rare. Also it depends, clearly some of the e-whores love it, and of course coom-brained simps will shower a pretty girl with praise if they get their gooning material. When a girl isn't open to that though then those more antisocial men will just berate them. Others will "neg" them too. The e-girls on this board were all snakes though. They'd try and ruin each others' lives plenty.Not as fun of a walk for me, but my dog had fun. Also my sleep schedule is like a slowly turning wheel. I'll probably be sleeping in 6 hours.>>83285630Is that even from a series or just someone's design that they liked with the fashion style?
>>83281679You know you can ask reddit for financial help right they have subreddits specifically for this some you don't even have to pay it back
>>83285674>It would be nice for people to appreciate me and remember me, but I'd only want the people I like to do that B^).thats entirely fair, tho i doubt youd leave a lasting impression on people you dislike. cause you likely didnt interact long if you didnt like them.>In a similar way though, men will work together in groups to do better as a whole as success and status is what largely drives their mating success whilst for women it's more about personality and beauty.i only have one word for this and its GAY. no further comments.not directed at you, but directed towards the concept itself.>When a girl isn't open to that though then those more antisocial men will just berate them.i always find this painfully funny.if a girl does do it, shes a disgusting whore, but if a girl doesnt do it, shes still a whore. i truly love the logic.even tho the old e-girls were not so great people for the most part, i really miss them. i loved the stupid drama. i miss that fucking indian simp, i forgot his name. did you ever interact with many of them?>but my dog had fun.at least someone did :p>Also my sleep schedule is like a slowly turning wheel. I'll probably be sleeping in 6 hours.soon youll be up in the day all day again and cant hide from people while dogwalking >Is that even from a series or just someone's design that they liked with the fashion style?its an original character design :> they team up with artists to make these. lots of the nsfw figs are original characters.i picked her cause of the fashion tho, cause shes in jirai kei.also most of my other preorders are original characters too lmao>>83285693nah, i wouldnt wanna beg. my mum wouldnt either
>>83285825wew, no I could definitely leave a very lasting impression on people I didn't like. I have a sharp tongue and have made some people in the past very upset or hurt because of it. I try not to make people dislike me or vice versa, it's more that the people who don't care about me I would rather not pay attention or remember me.Also it's a lot less gay when you take it in the sense of war, hunting or sports. In that former, for war, that was actually how a lot of those men might get wives B^). More men are born than women after all and it's very common for tribal peoples to have a system where a few guys get most of the girls. In those situations you usually have to get women from outside of your group or team up to take out those at the top.Yeah, you can't reason with them. It's not about reason, it's all about trying to get them to do what they want -- that said you should probably know that men will be attracted to women in one of two ways: Either a man will see a woman as marriage material and in that case her being whorish makes her disgusting in that prospect and will likely make them switch their interest to the other form of attraction. Or a man will see a woman as someone to fuck and not commit to.Is the Indian simp the guy who avatarfags? Also I couldn't really care for any of the e-girl drama stuff. My eyes would just glaze over. I only ever interacted with one of the e-girls by chance. I talked to her about something completely unrelated and then we started emailing and I found out about her being an e-girl. It's kind of sad, she was an interesting person but her actions here were terrible for her and made her really gross. There were other things in her personal life that were also shitty too though.My dog always has fun B^). Also, I see. I figure you picked her for the fashion and the fan service though. I'm surprised most of your orders are OCs, I would've figured it'd be more stuff like Griffith.
>>83283448Why did your chicken die? Predators or something else?
>>83285975A couple of weeks ago and yeah. It was while my sleep schedule was fucked so I wasn't awake until the middle of the night and going to bed near to the middle of the day, so my mom would've had to put the chicken up but she can't since she's still recovering from surgery. It had been so long since I saw any signs of a predator trying to get in that I thought it'd be fine and didn't put her up while it was still light out, but it was getting cold so I should've known better that there'd be a predator snooping about again.
>>83286029Fuck dude, you could look into motion sensor LEDs, I have them during night anything that moves turns them on, might scare off a few critters.
>>83286093Will do. I'm gonna be making a pretty solid chicken tractor before we get any new chicks, it's gonna have the highest point they can get to inside of their coop so they should just go in there at night. Gonna try and get the door for that to open and close from outside too, so my mom should be able to handle it with ease.Do they sell any reliable ones that just charge on solar power? If I can just fit them onto the tractor without needing to add a battery or anything then that'd be nice.
>>83285869hmm, ig i can kinda see you having a sharp tongue, considering how political you got earlier and how you spoke then :ptho, i feel like the people you hate will forget you cause i feel like those people are most likely the victim/narcissist type and words always pass through those. you can cook up the most beautifully worded paragraph of vitriol and theyll remain entirely unphased - because they never cared in the first place.>In that former, for war, that was actually how a lot of those men might get wives B^).i know a lot more about that topic than id like to... more weird human things.>Either a man will see a woman as marriage material and in that case her being whorish makes her disgusting in that prospect and will likely make them switch their interest to the other form of attraction. Or a man will see a woman as someone to fuck and not commit to.i dont think thats true at all.theres always someone who will love and marry the whores. theres many men out there who exclusively want whores, there are men that look down on virginity. to a lotta men those are still marriage material, because they love women like that.i think the common r9k sentiment of "a woman will always be able to find someone no matter what" holds true more than anything, tho most of those times one or both parties are settling and will end up completely miserable in a dead end marriage and will resent eachother forever.>Is the Indian simp the guy who avatarfags?when he was around hed avatarfag with a pic of himself at the gym, and he'd brag about his mansion and money or whatever. it was lame.>It's kind of sad, she was an interesting person but her actions here were terrible for her and made her really gross. There were other things in her personal life that were also shitty too though.most of the big egirls have shitty lives, or home lives irl which is probably partially why they come here.1/2
>>83285869>I figure you picked her for the fashion and the fan service thoughyoud be correct :>>I'm surprised most of your orders are OCs, I would've figured it'd be more stuff like Griffith.i just really like the cute designs of oc characters, theyre really cool :Dalso i totally would get griffith ones, if i could find more... god i saw someone selling my dream griffith/femto fig today on mfc and i was PISSED, its 100 euros, its too expensive rnpicrel
>>83286108My dad got the unchargeable ones, you could try and make an extension cord with a adapter at the end for a light bulb, that how we do it. It might be better to make a taller chicken coop with planks at the top for chicken to sleep, some predators might climb but I doubt that many can jump and catch a chicken, at least that's my two cent, my chickens sleep on a tree.
i'm surprised this thread is still up... guess i'll say hi for the archives>>83284355>you really are perfect for eachother.i'd like to think so... she's not always too honest and that really fucking gets to me since i'm dense and take things at face value, so...>i would (i do) do the same.dammit. why is it so hard to be honest about stuff?>24 hour gyms and going late at nighthmm, yeah around 8 pm or so, there's a 24h gym in front of my condo but fuck it if i'm going there, the sub is 180/month minimum
>>83285693Why would anyone want to pay for clothes and figurines for a mentally ill girl?
>>83286150Because people are idiots.
>>83286115You'd be surprised. Some narcissists don't care about what people say, others are very vulnerable to any critique that lands true. They'll freak out and lash out because of it. Those are usually the type who're narcissists as a cope. Also, you do? You're not into a lot of prehistory stuff, are you?No, it's definitely true but what people will settle for differs. Like some guys don't care so much about someone having lots of sex with random people, those kinds of people themselves like having lots of sex anyhow. Also in my own experience the guys who want whores for wives are literal cuckolds. As for always being able to find a man, in my own understanding it's more that they can find someone who will have sex with them but not necessarily marry them. Although an unhappy marriage does make sense -- I have a habit of assuming people can be more rational than they should be.Oh! I know the guy you're talking about. Its been years since he was around. Didn't a picture of him in some other angle come out and make him look absolutely awful? Also, that's true. In either case though being an e-girl here will only make it worse, but they obviously don't care.>>83286120I see, I see. Nice figure too. I'm surprised you don't just own lewd posters and stuff in your room.>>83286125I guess an extension cord wouldn't be too hard to manage. There are bobcats here, that's actually what I think got my chicken. Its been sighted around here a lot and I've even seen it once whilst walking my dog in the morning. They'd be able to catch them up there for sure. Bobcats can make some really high jumps. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gXgNZcWmssgAs for one jumping up, here's one in a hurry to escape over a fence https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JbbEEL2xAO0
>>83286162Doubt that they could jump that far up in a somewhat cramped space, then again I never had to deal with them. You can also look into solar alarms, there are motion detectors and they make quite a bit noise, they did help me with rabbit and pheasants but it might spook a bobcat.
>>83286192Will do, also I'unno if they could but I don't wanna find out B'^). I'm hoping a nice, solidly built coop will be good. The most I saw done was some chewing on the chicken wire before, but so far this uses tool cloth instead. Something a good bit thicker and stiffer.
>>83286205A rebar grid would probably stop anything, as long as it's smaller then 15 cm, if you add a second one you could make grids that are 7.5 x 15 cm, assuming that rebar grids have the same dimensions as rebar grids in my country.
>>83286239That'd be too out of the budget(and weight, she wanted something small and light), sadly. My initial idea for the chicken run was actually a solid dog kennel with just big steel bars(kind of like pic related, but with larger gaps and thicker bars). She opted for something half that price and made of Chinesium B'^).
>>83286273so, you're going for chicken instead of gators? disappointingget a duck/goose or three while you're at it and they'll mangle everything that comes close to them, no fences needed :^)
>>83286294I wish I could raise a gator, the laws here for having them are massive pains in the ass. https://myfwc.com/license/wildlife/alligator-permits/>"To possess lawfully acquired American alligators for personal use, you must have a Class II Personal Pet License. Applicants must be 18 years old, not convicted of certain wildlife related violations and demonstrate 1 year and 1,000 hours of substantial practical experience in the handling, husbandry and care of alligators or other crocodilian species. Activities must be documented and caging requirements apply. "The regulations for farming them require a lot of land as far as I know and some other bullshit. You would definitely need a fence though, gators don't just stay in their ponds. Sometimes they just up and move to new areas.Ducks or geese would be interesting though. My mom did want a pond...
>>83286131hi again :>>she's not always too honest and that really fucking gets to me since i'm dense and take things at face value, so...shes not always honest, or she makes a lotta jokes and doesn't explain things well, which makes it hard for you to understand.>dammit. why is it so hard to be honest about stuff?its easier to simply say you have no interest, because you know what people are like. youll be poked and prodded if you say something like "i dont think ill ever find love, it seems out of the realm of possibility">but youre a woman, ofc you canbut will i ever find someone i click with? a rarity? something ive only found with one person previously, my crush? whatre the chances? its not possible, in my eyes, that ill simply find someone like that again. but most of the people here wouldnt understand that. tho, i also have no interest in searching. im lazy, i dont wanna be hurt, i dont like talking to people much.>the sub is 180/month minimumoh yeah fuck that.look around for something cheaper
>>83286162>Also, you do? You're not into a lot of prehistory stuff, are you?im not. but its uh, a common thing men would bring up, so i research and learn a little >Also in my own experience the guys who want whores for wives are literal cuckoldsyeah, nowadays they are, but that wasnt always the case. cuckoldry was barely a thing 2 years ago, we've been heavily psyopped into shit like cuckoldry, raceplay, pegging. this isnt natural at all. marrying a pornstar is more natural than wanting your wife to fuck another man while you watch. disgusting, vile maggot subhumans. i hate cucks more than anything on this planet.>As for always being able to find a man, in my own understanding it's more that they can find someone who will have sex with them but not necessarily marry themi think thats also a common opinion, and yeah ig its true, probably moreso than the other thing.tho everytime someone says that, i assume theyre sex crazed>Its been years since he was around. Didn't a picture of him in some other angle come out and make him look absolutely awful?i wonder how long its been exactly... i dont remember the other picture at all tho, but i think i recall people talking about it.i wanna try look through the archives but i have no idea where to begin.>I'm surprised you don't just own lewd posters and stuff in your room.you think i dont?i own one, for now. i regularly search for more tho
>>83286308Never had geese but I heard from people that they are great at keeping the lawn, during breeding season they can get pretty aggressive.
>>83286322found it easily actually.
>>83286308well then, guess you need to get started on that class 2 pet license eh?you'll also need to keep a journal so stay on your toes>My mom did want a pond...they're better guard dogs than guard dogs as you already knowserrated beaks, fearless, loud and territorial, and can see uv>>83286313>lotta jokesyep, pretty much...>easier to simply say you have no interestbut is it true?>will i ever find someone i click with?it's happened once, can happen twicereal easy to speculate and think about it, what's not easy is admitting how fucking stupid we people are at predicting the futurewe get it wrong the overwhelming majority of the time when the timeframe stretches that far, so don't be too sure, even if it seems like it>i also have no interest in searching. im lazy, i dont wanna be hurt, i dont like talking to people much.is that what you meant back there about saying shit to throw people off?huh...>look around for something cheaperyea there's the gym i went to, right beside the company, bit cheaper buti think it closes at like 10 pm
>>83286322I see, I see. It's a little overblown as far as to its relevance in the modern day though. Evolution is faster than people usually understand and civilization with strong punishments to criminals is a strong selective pressure against that sort of stuff, same with marriage.Also, nope. You were just more aware of it 2 years ago but I've been hearing about cuckoldry for almost 2 decades now on the internet. The raceplay is newer, yeah, but the cuckoldry stuff is way older than you'd imagine. I guess it would be more natural to go for a whore than to be a cuckold, one of the most famous Byzantine(Roman) emperors did marry a woman who by one historical account was a former whore(although that's contentious). Also you can assume most men who whine about women on this board are obsessed with sex. It's been true more often than not in my own experiences.Also, you shouldn't have been on this board at that time -- although I'm sure you already know that. I should've guessed that you had a lewd poster. Are most lewd posters even any good? I'd figure it's all just pinup stuff.>>83286333I might not have enough land for geese, honestly. Although them keeping the lawn trimmed down is tempting. I fear no goose, but they can really pack a punch. https://www.youtube.com/shorts/MyLjwmwuQ8M>>83286344God I can't believe I remember it.>>83286366I might actually have to if I want something like a Cuvier's dwarf caiman. They're super cool guys. Or I might just own one anyway >B^) The Romans did also attest to that. https://elfinspell.com/PrimarySourceGeese.html
>>83286381/an/on seriously lol, get that loicense instead m8animal handling, especially a gator, is serious business and you might learn some valuable shit while getting thatalso, i've seen people raise like 3+ geese in a shabby cramped backyard, you'll be fine
>>83286450But then I'd have to go outside and socialize with people B'^). Do they make a lot of noise though? I do have neighbors, so I wouldn't want to get them all upset. The hens were fairly quiet, couldn't really hear them calling from anyone else's house unless they were scared.
>>83286366>but is it true?not entirely. i have interest in it, i wanna spend my life together with someone more than anything. 1 billion dollars could not fill the void i have inside me, only love could fill that.but do i have interest in playing mental games with morons, taking lots of stupid steps in order to MAYBE, just MAYBE find someone? fuck no i don't. i hate dating, its a slog. of pain and misery.>so don't be too sure, even if it seems like iti can never be sure but, the world is big. the likelihood of, by chance, meeting someone like that again is super low. if it happens, thatd be amazing, but i won't count on it :pitll be ok, tho.>yea there's the gym i went to, right beside the company, bit cheaper buti think it closes at like 10 pm10pm is decently late, maybe not ideal but its worth trying again.plus its right next to work which is nice>>83286381i mean, obviously cuckoldrys not new, but its definitely more popular than ever. and its more pushed now. so much more porn and stuff. and hentai, nhentais popular tab is filled with cuck shit. or cheating. its disgusting.>Also, you shouldn't have been on this board at that timeive been on here since i was a preteen, anon. lurking. hiding in the shadows.>Are most lewd posters even any good? I'd figure it's all just pinup stuff.id say theyre good (but im biased). i like the designs of most of them
>>83286466ah well if neighbors are a concern then yeah they can get really fucking loudbut i dunno, the geese i saw were pretty quiet so maybe it depends>>83286488man... you're too relatable there, love really makes or breaks peopleeven the fucking wording lol>playing mental games with moronsdammit> i hate dating, its a slog. of pain and misery.but is it really if you two are already friends?like yeah definitely, dating a guy you don't even know is just asking for trouble, but...maybe?>itll be ok, tho.it will. have a hug... god knows you need one.
>>83286488Sadly I've also been on this site since about that age. Also I think pornography is what made it more common. Some people just get so coomed out of their mind that it's just what they develop a fetish for, watching other people get fucked. I'll take your word on it, although I'm not the most decorative person. My room is very devoid of any of that. So too are my Minecraft homes whenever I play. It's usually quite bland. Could be worse, I could decorate like a Shrike. Don't google them unless you want to see impaled mice and such. They're fearsome birds.>>83286541Do Rhea make a lot of noise? They're the South American equivalent of an Ostrich and they do look quite cool. I definitely don't have enough land for those though, I imagine they need to really be able to run around.
>>83286541mhm, it does. and, unfortunately, it breaks people more often than it makes them.so, i refuse to participate. i will not bother with it unless i get incredibly lucky. once im over my crush itll be easier for me to figure out.>dammiti mean like, when people are going through a talking phase, leading towards dating, they will most likely begin to shit test. i hate shit tests lol>but is it really if you two are already friends?getting to know eachother is the slog part, seeing if you have shared life plans and interests.its hard to explain, and its an hour past my bedtime.>>83286561man, that is sad. being on 4chan from childhood kills the brain so much.>Some people just get so coomed out of their mind that it's just what they develop a fetish for, watching other people get fuckednatural progression of porn addiction, i guess>although I'm not the most decorative person. My room is very devoid of any of that. So too are my Minecraft homes whenever I play. It's usually quite bland.you should try decorate more. get some posters or something, spice it up a bit :psame goes for the minecraft houses, make fish floors, those are cool.>Don't google them unless you want to see impaled mice and such. They're fearsome birds.goddamn it was the first image too. that is horrifying. uhh, dont decorate with impaled mice like that bird does, anon, please lmaook bed time now
>>83286647I'd figure most of the people who lurk here since they were kids are themselves already mindbroken in some way. That said, I don't think my brain is so bad for having been here B^). Also it's only one path, there's so many paths it seems. Another is becoming an AGP tranny. I imagine it's all a matter of what you're predisposed towards and pornography addictions only magnify it.I'unno about decorations IRL at least, gotta save up for experiments B^). Minecraft though, maybe. Shrikes are horrifying little birds. Cute but horrifying. Sleep well, don't dream of shrikes B^).
>>83286561>Rheai actually never heard of that in my life i don't think, i don't recognize them by name at least...also, i started a terraria playthrough with my friend, calamity + infernum + master mode, but journey to reduce the grind, for the worthy seedif you feel like joining me, lemme know>>83286647>i refuse to participate.i'm sorry, anonagain, i wish i could give you a hug, because heartbreak is difficult to handle...but take some time for yourself, by all means, please dothen again... keep an open mind, ok? things might just take a turn for the unexpected>getting to know eachother is the slog partwell not everything will click into place and that's fine, these things require compromise after allbut yeah, get some restthanks for talking to me today, have a great sleep>Captcha: VTRAD>very trad
>>83286751I see, I don't think they're that common to find at least in the wild. Thinking on it, I do remember the males being aggressive but they mostly peck and don't kick(but if they do kick that's a big problem). Also I don't think I'll be too available for Terraria for a while, especially with how I'm waking up in the middle of the night B^). Thank you for the offer though. Hopefully later this week I can fill you in on some electric shenanigans.
>>83286774huh, not very good as guard dogs then, lolwhy, do you wanna start an ostrich farm or something as well?>how I'm waking up in the middle of the nightanother one with a screwed up sleep schedule, huh? well fuck, alright thenstill, if you ever change your mind, you know where to find mealso i gotta go now, getting some stuff done here before going back to workstay safe out there, /an/onand remember to drink water and take it easy :^)thanks for the chat
>>83286830Sadly not, although they do make massive eggs B^). Ostriches are cool, I'd want to make something more like the terror birds if I could though. Sadly that's not very likely. Also my sleep schedule is always in a tumble B^). I'm gonna be heading to bed soon as well. I'll try to take it easy, you too. Have a good one and it was nice talking to you too!
