I just wanna die. I have so much regret in my heart. I feel so broken I dont think healing is possible anymore. You have no idea how much I hate myself. All the chaos I have caused as a consequence of inaction. If I had an abuser in my life it would be easy to practice forgiveness, but it is me. I am the transgressor. I did all of this to myself.
>>83282017So you are the abuser and you need to work on forgiveness anyway. Picture yourself as another person doing the harm unto your own self. Work on forgiving that person as if it wasn't you, the real you, anyway.
>>83282017Our biggest enemy is ourselves. Be kind to yourself anon. You are the only person you're gonna be with at all times. You are going to be the closest to yourself. You should encourage yourself the most. I'm sending you well wishes. Be kind to yourself
