>been fapping and cumming on shit as usual>havent washed my bedding in a over a month, has a shit ton of dried cum on it>fucking wreaks>cum covered towels that have been laying on my floor for weeks>t shirts i have used to clean my cum are laying on my floor for about a week>dried cum all over my torso rn as i havent showered in a few days>keep bedroom door closed at all times>room fucking stinks of disgusting old rotten cum
>>83283872Kek. A true gentleman's lifestyle.
>>83283872OP I cum in bowls I used to eat food out of and then clean them later
>>83283872>>havent washed my bedding in a over a monthI haven't washed my bedding nor clothing in at least six months, and I wear the same clothes everyday. I also haven't showered in at least a year. I didn't think it was so bad at first, but my mental state keeps getting worse, and I can't bring myself to do basic hygiene anymore--or even go to sleep sometimes. It just gets worse and worse...Anon, please shower, please wash your bedding, and please take care of yourself before you become like me. You will feel better--trust me! :3
>>83283872I honestly love this. Based cumstinker>>83284279Also based, but in a different way
>>83284279>OP I cum in bowls I used to eat food out of and then clean them laterWhilst making a pie or something like that, I once cam into the batter/mix, baked it, and then let my family eat it. I am telling the truth, I swear. After a few days, the remaining pie/whatever started to get slimy and tasted weird so I threw the rest out.
>>83283872>>room fucking stinks of disgusting old rotten cum
>>83284404I was maybe 13 or 14 at the time.
>>83283872this is the type of quality discussion I come to robot 9000 for.
>>83283872This is very unbased Anon. Please get some help. You deserve <3 from /r9k/--not encouragement of bad habits.
>>83284417When I get up in him a tear came out of my eye
>>83283872post room
>>83284377How is it possible to not shower for a whole fucking year? You have to feel like shit.
>>83284404What possessed you to carry that out?
>>83284377Dont worry anon I am gonna clean up tomorrow>>83284662In bed and lights are off, 3 am too lazy to get up and take a pic. Was just gaming with my friends
>>83284725>friendsnormie re etc
>>83284766Same friend group since elementary school, I was lucky to find some fellow bots
>>83284715>You have to feel like shit.I do, I very, very much so do. Part of this is that I eat like shit too; I frequently eat a "meal" of sugar, flour, water, and vegetable oil mixed up, and have been doing so for years--it is like an addition. Another part is not sleeping as often and as much as I should, such as now: I am awake posting on 4chan at 2:10 am and having to be up at 7:00 am to go to school. I hate it but I is so hard to convince myself to go to sleep at reasonable times. This is also related to my complete lack of motivation to do almost anything, which I guess is part of me being a per-everything trans girl (except I have been growing out my hair for ~3-5 years) since I can't legally get HRT in the state I will in as I am >18. I can't afford getting it from a different state since insurance wouldn't cover it then, however I am trying to buy it online but getting crypto as a minor is pretty difficult and I can't find an adult to help me (I do have access to a debit card though). Even though I haven't showed in that long and seldomly use deodorant, I don't smell often and nobody makes comments unless I had just been involved in lots of physical activity>>>83284404>What possessed you to carry that out?I think it was Reddit's fault or something...yeah, it was; I read a post about some guy taking a pizza dough from his workplace and fucking it. I was making the pie/whatever it was because I found a cool recipe online, and whilst doing so, remembered the Reddit post and thought to try it. I did so and it wasn't as good as I was expecting. Then, still wanting to try the recipe, I baked the batter/mix. I was making this purely for personal consumption, but then several family members asked if they could have it too, and I obliged.>>>83284377>Dont worry anon I am gonna clean up tomorrowGood for you! If I am lucky, I might find the motivation to do the same this weekend if I am not too busy studying for finals.[cont.]
>>83284848>>>83284662>In bed and lights are off, 3 am too lazy to get up and take a pic. Was just gaming with my friendsI wish I had friends... My peers and the adults around me consider me very mature for my age--quite intelligent too--but they don't talk to me. Maybe I need to prompt a conversation? But then that would be weird and I don't really have anything to talk about except Linux, programming, and retro computing.Anyways, sorry for this rambly post--I should really get some sleep. I wish the best for all of you! <3