At what age did you realize you had no hope for leading a normal life?
It was the autism diagnosis for me, don't remember how old I was
>>83285489Before I was even completely cognizant.
>>832854896 years oldThat was the start of my road as a CHAMP
>>83285489In middle school, when I saw everyone entering puberty with more masculine bodies than mine , gfs and developed social skills, I knew then that I was behind the others. Now I heightmog all my former classmates, but I can never catch up on those stages in my life. Late puberty pill is underestimated in the blackpill community.
>>83285489>Age 5>didn't click with the kid who was into sports>clicked with the kid who thought he was Ultraman and ate his own booger we did this pose everytime we saw each other at pre-school
>>8328548922 when I was diagnosed with schizophrenia.
>>83285489Never, wagmi nigga
>>83285489Middle school. It's why I never even finished it, I gave up on life for a long time.
>>83285489What even is normal since quarantine? All those zoomers will eventually grow into adulthood and before they go extinct from not reproducing and every civilized nation gets replaced with new niggers and jeets the world will be a very bizarre place.
>>83285489probably when I was 7, autism + adhd diagnosis and also major depressive disorder, I didn't even get to live my life, it was over before it even began>>83285602anon and his other sperg friend doing the ultra-man pose brings me a little joy, I hope you are doing good in life and maybe still friends with him
>>83285489i felt that way from 15-22, then got hope and almost led a normal life for a long time, now 31 and realized it truly was hopeless all along
>>83285769>doing good in lifeyes to both of us>still friends with himnope, we chose different paths in life and just never saw each other againguy's a priest now
>>83285489I've been suicidal since I was a toddler O_O
>>83285791thats good then, I'm happy you guys are doing good, sad you aren't friends anymore, would you still do the pose if you see him?
>suspectedearly teens>knewlate teens>accepted itearly 20s
>>83285808>go up to a priest>"UROTORAMAN TIGA!!!"lmao
>>83285867who knows it might rekindle an old friendship lmao
>>83285915you know what, yeahI'll keep it in mindguy never really left town, still see him jogging occasionally when I head on over to my mom's place
>>83285959you should do that for me anon, or maybe not it could be embarrassing, but maybe start up a conversation with him next time you see him!
>>83285967>embarassingmy middle name actuallyyeah, i'll try and jog along his route and see if he recognizes me
>>83286009Awesome! I hope it goes well for you anon!
When I was in like 3rd grade the school staff told my parents that life's going to get hard for me.They were right.
>>83285489I guess it was when I was 18.
>>83285489Once I was old enough to become aware how much of a clown world this is. Being aware, and blending in is so so fucking hard. It's had issues with some jobs too, for me. Cause I'm very anti-social at work, I don't want to talk to my co-workers cause I feel I lose IQ points every time I do. But in this day and age, simply doing your job isn't enough, no no, you have to be social with your co-workers too or you're a liability to the workplace.
I figured out I was fucked up during middle school, but held out some glimmer of hope that things would get better until recently (late 20s). Misaki ain't coming.
>>83285489On my 40th birthday
>>832854892024, when I was in my last year of university and figured I didn't have any connections and shit after the pandemic fucked me over. I couldn't build anything else after since the rest of my classes were online. I'm already graduated and all but I just feel so empty, man.
