It seems I have lost my ability to take it easy
>>83286843I'm about to head to bed, but you can only stop taking it easy for so long. So don't worry, you'll get the ability back again B^). Have a good one, fren.
>>83286843noooo wat happened??!?!?!?
>>83286859i am 2 bwoken for this world>>83286856sleep well, animal anon
broken people like us have to live in our own worlds instead
That's okay. I've lost the plot as well.We can all be sad together.
>>83286843oh no, what happened kaguyanon?do you want to talk about it?
>>83287167it's very lonely>>83287234i just wish i weren't so bwoken>>83287248just realized how fundamentally bwoken i am
>>83287316and so we are all together in how alone we are. all broken. none of us belong.
All women's fault btw
>>83287316>how fundamentally bwoken i amman fuck, we're all broken here in one way or another, we wouldn't be here otherwisei'm sick of pretending it's not ok to be broken, the world is sick and insane by now so what the hell is wrong with being broken anyway?i'm sorry it bothers you kaguyanon, i really am, but you don't have to feel bad over itwe may be broken but we stumble forward however we can, it's all we can do
>>83287631not all. the person i shattered myself against wasn't a woman.
>>83287463I wish i could belong>>83287631i have experienced the same with both genders>>83287648it's very lonelyi hate being broken because it means i'm alone
>>83287769i love being alone there's no derogatory consequences no one can tell me what i can do,people just love to be derogatory for the sake of being derogatory
>>83287804I hate being alonei've been alone for so long
>>83287906thats what i use grandiose delusions for
>>83287769yeah, i'm lonely too, kaguyanonit's my worst nightmare after all... but yeahwe do what we have to, live in our virtual worlds and hope the elephant in the empty room has some mercy on usbut just because we're broken doesn't mean we have to be alonetell me, have you been trying to find some company? some good company, rather
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qwxZrI3O2Ss
Feeling alone is the worst feeling
>>83287985for me its feeling alone after not feeling alone, which usually coupled with other bad feelingsso i just gave up then began >>83287954its much better than feeling alone + other bad feelings, very underrated
>>83287906Sending you virtual hugs full of love and affection and true compassion.
>>83286843Hi anon !! Im free from rehab again hope you can take it easy today
>>83288021Sorry to hear that. For me it's about having someone I love present in my day.
>>83286843I'm sorry kaguya anonI'm not taking it easy either
>>83288137thank you a lot anon.i used to always love playing garry's mod all day with random people since it simulated that feeling for me, but now its all memories and everything i liked about the game is dull and empty.the feeling was kind of like club penguin i think, never played/heard of it though before it got shut down.
>>83287956yeah, I have but it always ends up the samei am never able to find any friends, just acquaintances that keep me at arm's length>>83287985yeahi hate it>>83288035thanks anoni'll send u one 2>>83288066i am tryinghow was rehab?>>83288184maybe i'm just not meant to take it easy
>>83288252I really enjoy co-op gaming and would imagine in person would feel amazing . >>83288479It's not that I need constant interaction. Just being around each other and she's reading a book while I do a project and not even speaking makes me happy. Pacing and communication for me is so different then when in only text. Text should never be the primary communication.
>>83288479>just acquaintances that keep me at arm's lengthhmm... i kinda have the same problem but we perceive things differentlyi've come to realize that what i considered "being kept at an arm's length" was a lot closer to them than i figurednow i'm not trying to invalidate how you feel, that shit sucks after allbut maybe it's not like that for them, so it's more so a change in perspective what might ease your mindmaking friends is every bit about getting close as it is about building memoriesyour time will come, kaguyanonjust keep making memories, won't you? i know it sucks right now but time may yet pull you closer to those you want to be close tosay, do you want to play some terraria? i had my friend set up a playthrough with calamity + infernum + for the worthy (zenith doesn't work with infernum sadly), but journey mode to reduce the grindit's not a dedicated server so we only play when we're all home and up for it, but if you want to come along and die horribly and repeatedly with us, i can hook you upmight help distract you
>>83288859i'm not who you replied to but i wouldn't mind some terraria,though i can't open steam right now as it won't launch
>>83288479>i am tryinghow was rehab?Not bad ! Way better than last time the people there were nice and supportive but for 52 days is such overkill, but yaa had it commin I suppose. Trying to take it easy too but my mom hates when I play vidya
>>83288631>It's not that I need constant interaction. Just being around each other and she's reading a book while I do a project and not even speaking makes me happy.i just want to have someone that cares about me>>83288859idk. Seems to me like that time never comes>say, do you want to play some terraria?maybe some other timei have to wake up early tomorrow>>83289312maybe i should go to some sort of rehab as wellbut i doubt they can fix me
>>83288479>maybe i'm just not meant to take it easyWeird, because you're the most take it easy person I know Maybe you're just having a hard time I take it hard all the fucking time, I vent about my pain and suffering all the fucking time because my life is beyond terrible But hey, I do hope things get better for you
>>83289488>maybe i should go to some sort of rehab as well but i doubt they can fix meWat kinda rehab do u need? They usually do dual diagnosis for mental health stuff but ya, its hit or miss
no anon, nopull yourself together. You are one of my few lights in life. I never really contribute much, but i always smile at your posts when i see them popping up. And when im outside idling around and hating life i take solace in the fact that atleast you are out there and taking it easy for all of us. I dont know what excactly happened and i dont want to prybut remember, that too shall pass.Make a nice tea, watch you favorite series, maybe catch a bit of fresh air.Summer will come again
>>83289488>that cares about meSame. That sounds special
What if you tried really, really hard to take it easy?
