Whats a good way to get over your fear of death in light of an untenable existential situation? For instance, if you knew that youre life is largely out your control and is left at the will of other people, and you know that wont end well. What line of thinking leads to that final mental switch that makes the decision to take your own life easy? Im in a position where that is genuinely the best choice but I cant bring myself to make that final heartfelt decision, my mind is in a constant negative loop, I wake up beyond miserable with no change in sight no matter what I do, the fact that my life is shit and is shaped by the people around me makes things even more unbearable since i have genuinely no control over anything but myself. The life long mistreatment from people is finally catching up to me, im in analysis paralysis and im looking for that final mindset click that makes self elimination an easy choice. Those who have attempted, what was your thought process?
>>83292272>those who have attemptedYou already see the problem with your reasoning. What good is an attempt? Go do anything else. Go put yourself in danger, at least you'll be free.
For me it was dying and having to be zapped back to lifeStopped caring about most things after that
>>83292439How so? Did things feel different when you were pulled back?
>>83292398>put yourself in danger for the sake of freedomeBeen there, done that, didnt help. My predicament is extremely fucking annoying and unmanageable, i dont have any sort of illness or anything of that sort, my problem is other people and the way they cant stop being fucking retarded beyond measure. So its either me or them.
>>83292272determinism/fatalism is the most suicidal philosophy because it teaches hopelessnessthe real question is, is it wrong?
We should all be sucking the widest cocks
>>83292272Most of the people here are not afraid to die. It doesn't take much all you have to do is be unhappy most of the time in order to not mind the idea of not existing
>>83292664You want the age of consent to be lowered?
>>83292272Also struggling with this. I know I have to do it, I know I want to do it, I know I should do it, but I struggle with it mostly because I don't have an easy access to a firearm (fuck canada)I dont want to suffer and so a shotgun to the head is what I want to settle with, that is unless life gets even more torturous and unbearable, then maybe I'll settle for another method.Suicide will probably not become an easy choice to make though, people do it because their life sucks and it is worth making the difficult choice.
>>83292687Sadly it isnt wrong and its often environmental in nature. Doing things right and getting fucked over by the shortsightedness and retardation of those around you is painful in soo many ways. Its all luck atp
>>83292744>age of consentwhat the fuck are you even on about? I want the collective retardation and self-centerness of this entire fucking species to be lowered, if anything.
>>83292887Helium masking (exit bag) or CO suffocation are probably your only choices. Either that or insulin overdose, its painless and you just fall asleep.
>>83292272Im looking for that final set of hard facts put together that drive the decision home. Im tired of all these bullshit games, tired of being fed unfounded positivity cope, tired of every attempt at finding a meaningful purpose failing because there were people standing in my way. Especially sick and tired of being blamed for other peoples transgressions negatively influencing my life. The door towards improving my situation has closed a few weeks ago and its finally setting in, the years of neglect have damaged my brain and my nervous system soo much that im genuinely having serious issues retaining information or learning new things, so rewiring is not an option. a clean diet, new routines and daily HIIT hasnt helped me at all, if anything it might have sped up the process thanks to cortisol accumulation in a body deprived of oxytocin, dopamine and serotonin.
>>83293169And you have reached this state and you're waiting for others to catch up?
>>83293241Im looking for that final nudge, one of the biggest motivators is the fact that IVE witnessed how things DONT GET BETTER over time. Its mostly survivorship bias
>>83293176Insulin overdose is a great idea, I hadn't thought of that before.
