I not a normalfag either I have been a hikikomori type for many years in the past. I am recovered but have had stints of isolation and been at peace by myself. I feel I know myself too as in my 30's and had some life experience so it isn't a case of me being ignorant of my nature. I do have a friend I like to chat with currently but I don't even try be social online really and honestly have not even been on chan. This isn't entirely a blogpost don't worry I guess a point of all of this is that an observation I have made is that people who feel lonely seem to just be that way.I hope this place is still a refuge for those who are unconventional and a place for those who are utterly alone such as hikikomori and isolated NEET to find some comfort among one another.This make this place so special to anyone who has found comfort here. I got very lucky with the use of mind altering drugs and credit a hallucinogen with healing me. If you have no hope and are about to an hero you can try tripping hardcore, wish you all the best i know this world is awful but we can be greater