Idk if you guys ever think about this but our lives are so very fucking different from the average person. The fact that you are reading this at all means that something has at some point has gone terribly wrong and you were deprived of basic human needs. I used to think until recently that the average person goes through their fair share of hardships growing up but whenever I meet someone and they tell me about or I meet their family, they are 90% of the time normal well adjusted people that properly supported each other. I could've been great. I'm wasted potential because of my upbringing. Not all hope is lost but with the amount of effort that I will have to put into rebuilding my life,, it doesn't even seem worth it. We lost the game as soon as we were born and the worst part is that it doesnt even mean anything. We aren't even special becusse of this. We are just straight up fucking losers and all we can do is pray that we find peace in the afterlife.
