Thread for discussions about selfharm and mutual supportheyaya>How are you doing today?>Any plans for today?>When was the last time you hurt yourself?>Why did you hurt yourself?>Is there anything bothering you right now?
hiiiHere's a bunch of helpful links> long list of self harm alternatives (thank you muddy):https://imgur.io/a/7Q2zgw7> first aid post cuting:https://www.lifesigns.org.uk/first-aid-for-self-injury-and-self-harm/> wound care guide:https://docs.google.com/document/d/1CsvJs8qNCVkHWHKekMSmCn6qn0GBEcgnq9fIqlA6Uv0/mobilebasic>a bpd workbook:https://d-pdf.com/book/1781/read>a bpd Information Book (anon said it's exceptionally good)https://annas-archive.org/md5/1a4f329474320214a120a4d553c6b60c> bdbt (dialectical behavioral therapy)workbook is intended for BPD but can work for anyone:https://cursosdepsicologia.com.ar/wp-content/uploads/2021/05/THEDIA1.pdfPlease don't post any drastic images and if you have to, spoiler them
Afternoon /cat/, first btw>>83296362>>How are you doing today?Pretty good, slept well last night and had a midday nap so I'm all caught up on sleep. I ended up waking at 4AM initially but I got some work done before sleeping again.>>Any plans for today?Completing my last lab of the course and working on writing homework.>>When was the last time you hurt yourself?November of last year.>>Why did you hurt yourself?Frustration with my lack of direction.>>Is there anything bothering you right now?Outside the usual no. I don't see my failure in this course as inevitable now. How are you doing?
>>83296437Heya it's very good to hear your mostly well today and even slept well :D>last lab of the course and working on writing homework.bestest of luck!tell us how it went
It has been trying times lately, but I'm getting by still and could be much worse. Trying to enjoy holiday season still. Very cold today>>83296362heya cat, how have you been?>>83296437and hi anon, how are you?I got a bit further into csm part 2. I think I saw the part with some criticism and really don't think it was as bad as people made out to me. though I am deeply emotionally hurt nowProbably check out Fire Punch soon since I'm basically almost caught up on csm now>ended up waking at 4AM you are having a long day just like me it sounds like. You get back to your workout routine?
>>83296680>bestest of luck!Thanks thanks, I'll keep you posted.Hallo officeanon>>83296764>Very cold todayI'm wearing a jacket indoors to keep warm, makes it real annoying to type.>saw the part with some criticismWhich part?>SpoilerHow come?>Probably check out Fire PunchWon't be disappointed, better than csm desu. It being concise makes it more fun to re-read and I like agni more as a protagonist than denji.>You get back to your workout routine?Nope, still don't have my earphones. I've been doing basic bodyweight stuff in the meantime at least.
>>83296362hey catbro! finally a new thread. :Dfound this game and thinking about getting it. what do you think?https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=-_oAeijW9yc&pp=ygUGbW9ocnRh>>83296437hey anon!>I ended up waking at 4AM initially but I got some work done before sleeping again.no wonder you and officeanon get along so well. you even have the same sleep schedule. ^^>>83296764hi officeanon!>It has been trying times lately, but I'm getting by still and could be much worse.sorry to hear it's been hard for you. :< hang in there, buddy. there are better times ahead.>Trying to enjoy holiday season still. Very cold todayseems like it gets harder and harder to get in the mood each year.
>>83290843>maybe i'll get one eventually, but i'm content for now.I don't I'm getting anymore new computers or part after this year. The ram spike doesn't seem to be going away. It almost makes me want to sell my stuff for profit.>i decided on getting a new pcThat's cool. It's been a while before a built a pc. What kind of built did you make?>did you settle on anything already?Sort of, I think I'll be talking him into a more creature like anime girl.>>83297263>found this gameInteresting. Maybe it'll keep me away from invading mesopotamia. Also, how was your day?>>83296362hi cat, how r u?>>How are you doing today?Better rested. >>Any plans for today?Just pirating windows and putting it on a flash drive where it belongs.>>83296764hi office anon>Very cold todaysame, it was below freezing today.
>>83296764Hello o/>has been trying times lately:cis it going to get any better?you got any vacations planned?>how have you been?played game, got snacks and visited a friend :D>>83297114>I'll keep you posted.thanks o7so what are you going to do now?>>83297263Eyo >finally a new thread. :D C:>game and thinking about getting it. what do you think?ooa it looks cool and it was made in gzdoom :0>>83297404Hellu>how r u?pretty well ^^did a bunch of things today, finished mario, went on a walk and visited a friend>Better rested.at least that>pirating windows and putting it on a flash drive where it belongs.nice! yarrwhat does that achieve?
>>83297114> wearing a jacket indoorsme too. It's too damn cold already to have the heat up as much as it should be>annoying to type.yeah, for me it's been the biggest issue getting up middle of night with how cold I'm letting it get>Which part?the whole Denji doesn't have character development. I think we talked before, obviously he's just a kid, but even excluding that it wasn't that bad. I thought they did a good job of him being conflicted and having priorities other than just chasing girls>How come?I was being dramatic, but caught off guard by what Fujimoto did to Nayuta. Part 1 was such a bloodbath, so not hugely surprising, but feel like she got done as dirty as what he did to Beam in part 1.>Won't be disappointedi'm pretty excited. Will give my first impressions once I get started>still don't have my earphones.that sucks, guessing they're gone for good at this point. Hope you can make do with what you're doing in the meantime>>83297263hey Yuanon! how are you?>. there are better times ahead.yeah, i'm looking forward to tomorrow and the weekend. Just feel drained today. Lots up and downs, but nothing too bad. Just tiresome>harder to get in the mood each year.last year was awful, but feeling good about this one despite everything. Even have a tree this time!>>83297404hey cynic!>invading mesopotamia.they could use a break for a bit>Better rested.glad to hear. I'm the opposite, but easy day tomorrow>below freezing today.it's been going down than up a bit during the day, but tomorrow is going to veryyy low and i'm dreading it>>83297428>going to get any better?briefly yes, but I feel worse about long term everyday>vacations planned?nah, i have a couple days off for christmas and new year, but not planning much and going to be doing extreme saving going forward for a bit just to be safe, so no plans for a while>played gamewhat game? Sounds like you're having an all around good time though
>>83297404hey cynic! :D>It almost makes me want to sell my stuff for profit.sad, but reasonable. seems i got lucky when i bought mine.>It's been a while before a built a pc. What kind of built did you make?honestly, none. just bought a pre-build one, but i asked a friend who does some streaming and knows a bit more about pcs and he suggested the one i got. it was a sale around gamescom and apparently i'd be paying a few hundred bucks more for something comparable now. i don't think the site is still up and i have to admit that i still don't really know what i got here. it works and that's all i really care about. the reason i stayed away from pc gaming for so long was that i really didn't want to educate myself in that regard. what pushed me over the edge was how bad of an offer the consoles have become. >I think I'll be talking him into a more creature like anime girl.any character that it'll be based on or something completely original?>Interesting. Maybe it'll keep me away from invading mesopotamia.at least for a few hours. ^^ guess i have to thank the youtube algorythm for that one.>how was your day?rough. christmas season business is really picking up and it's getting absolutely insane. luckily a coworker stayed a bit longer today so it didn't end in a complete catastrophe. what about yours?>>83297428>ooa it looks cool and it was made in gzdoom :0thought so, too. lucky youtube recommended and i remembered it. ^^ what's gzdoom, though? and how are you? any plans for tonight?
>>83297596>how are you?tired from a stressful day, but finally at home, playing some wow and watching the pc gaming show. not much interesting stuff shown so far, though. not that i was expecting it.>looking forward to tomorrow and the weekend. Just feel drained today.i can relate. i'm lucky i don't have work tomorrow, so basically a long weekend. sadly my it's only my boss and my not-so-great coworkers tomorrow and on saturday, so i can expect monday to be a total shitshow. guess that's an issue for future-yuanon.>Lots up and downs, but nothing too bad. Just tiresomeglad it's nothing serious, but you can always complain a bit more if you feel like it.>Even have a tree this time!if that isn't christmas-spirit, i don't know what is. ^^ won't it be completely dried out on christmas, though?
>>83297767> not that i was expecting it.i remember waiting for these when I was a kid excited and now it doesn't even occur to me when these are happening> guess that's an issue for future-yuanononly way you can get a break sometimes is throwing up your hands and say lets worry later i suppose>can always complain a bit more if you feel like it.all good. Just mountains of work piling with no end (or backup) in sight. >if that isn't christmas-spirit,i'm even going to one of those giant lights displays with my gf at night over the weekend, so going to hopefully not freeze to death>won't it be completely dried out on christmas, though?I should said have said I got a "fake tree" this time. Where I live, I don't think anyone does since it's not as practical as up north. Honestly, have no idea where you would get one...
>>83297428>what does that achieve?just have a windows os that I can run school test through.> finished mario, went on a walk and visited a friendoh, which mario?>>83297760>any character that it'll be based on yeah, i'd be a redone earthchan tattoo>what pushed me over the edge was how bad of an offer the consoles have become.I do not understand why people buy xboxs and playstations. It seems irrelevant to me. >rough. christmas season business is really picking up and it's getting absolutely insane.Oh god, I remember working hoildays and being saved only by seasonal help. Everyone was struggling. I'm glad my last boss is stuck with it now. All my friends either quit or got fired, so they all screwed I imagine. >what about yours?just listening to star wars: Darth Bane and studying.
>>83298057>i remember waiting for these when I was a kid excited and now it doesn't even occur to me when these are happeningi think that's because back then they were centered around a big event like e3 and everyone got together to celebrate video games for a week. now all the devs and publishers just make a stream whenever they feel like it and nobody really cares. doesn't help that most of the games they show aren't exciting at all and target audiences that don't exist.>throwing up your hands and say lets worry later i supposetrue, but i also don't work for basically free like one of my coworkers does, so if i'm not getting paid, i don't show up. :p>Just mountains of work piling with no end (or backup) in sight.don't like the way they treat you, but i guess they know how far they can take it. :/ at least it's nearly the weekend. stay strong.>i'm even going to one of those giant lights displays with my gf at night over the weekend, so going to hopefully not freeze to deathsounds like a comfy night. maybe take something warm to drink with you?>I got a "fake tree" this time.fair. they do look pretty good these days.>Where I live, I don't think anyone does since it's not as practical as up north. Honestly, have no idea where you would get one...understandable, but it's one of those things my mom would never compromise on. she'd find a christmas tree in the desert if she had to. but they're not that hard to get here anyway. it has to be one that's up to her standards though, so we're back to basically being in a desert looking for a christmas tree. she asked one of the custodians of the resort we're going to to get one when we first went there 20 years ago and the guy still remembers how angry she was with the one he provided... ^^'
>>83297596>feel worse about long term everyday:<thats bleak>couple days off for christmasyay but you deserve more >extreme saving going forwardsaving?>what game? I finished mario and played sh2 > all around good timeyep :3>>83297760>lucky youtube recommended and i remembered it> what's gzdoom, though?its doom but gz ^^ like made so you can modify it easier> and how are you? any plans for tonight?I'm pretty good :3did a bunch of stuff today now just chilling watching stuff on yutubehow are you this evening?>>83298362>run school test throughI see that's helpful >which mario?oh super mario 64
>>83298362>i'd be a redone earthchan tattooyeah, that could be cool. hope it'll come out the way you want it. do you have a specific artwork in mind or will your artist come up with a design himself?>I do not understand why people buy xboxs and playstations.ease of use. for most people convenience is king and being able to just plug it into your tv is a huge advantage for many people. that said, the golden age of consoles and great console exclusives is way gone. now they're just milking the remaining playerbase that hasn't realized it yet. also one of the bigger issues for me was that i always felt like being ripped off since i don't have a clue about modern pcs, so i was hesitant to get back into it.>I'm glad my last boss is stuck with it now. All my friends either quit or got fired, so they all screwed I imagine.sounds like you had a hard time. i know your current situation isn't ideal, but i hope you can relax and enjoy the season this year. and your ex-boss totally deserves it :p>star wars: Darth Banethat name rings a bell. is it an audio book?>and studyinggoing well?>>83298371>like made so you can modify it easieri see. seems like a cool engine or whatever you call it. ^^ btw, i remember you playing a game in a similar style. gloom something, i think...>did a bunch of stuff todaygood job! you showed that stuff who's boss! :<>now just chilling watching stuff on yutubeanything interesting?>how are you this evening?better. not having to work tomorrow helps my mood a lot. now i'm just listening to some stream and questing a bit in wow. more just running around than anything productive, but it's chill.
>>83298528>seems like a cool engineI wonder if how much of it is the original doom engine >playing a game in a similar style. gloom something, i think...yeah yeah glooomwood :]>stuff who's boss! :<yea >:3>anything interesting?video of guys playing worms I think I sent it to you a long time ago but it fun https://youtu.be/nHxjVjIUcD8?si=1iPiu7yXBpSC7Ty0>helps my moodphewand do you get any longer holiday breaks this mornth?>but it's chillgood productiveness doesn't matter, you just need to have a good time
>>83298367> big event like e3couldn't even remember the name, but yeah remember being super excited about it now just eh. More interested in following mods for old ass games>just make a streamnothing good has come out of the >don't work for basically free like one of my coworkers doesi would hope not! not usually how it should go lol>don't like the way they treat youend of day, as long I can pay for food and the house, all that really matters to me for now>take something warm to drink with you?probably a good idea. She's still not as used to being out in extreme cold(don't think she ever would be) so want to prepare before ending up having to go back super quick>mom would never compromise onyou see, my parents always had a fake tree (and it does look quite bad lol) so I don't even get the insistence some people have since it never seemed like a real thing people do to me.>20 years ago and the guy still remembers aha some people get very VERY into Christmas xD>>83298371>thats bleakeh it could be worse, but things aren't good either. Right now it's holiday season so no one is working much which i guess makes it seem a little worse> deserve moreI still get off way more than most Americans do. Which, don't think is a good thing at all.. But is fortunate.>saving?not spending money to try to save in case emergency >I finished mario oh nice! So which world was your favorite? no pressure if you can't pick>played sh2never played the silent hill games. Maybe one of these days.
>>83298814>I wonder if how much of it is the original doom engineprobably not that much. at least it must be heavily modified to run on modern pcs without issue, no?>glooomwood :]thanks. put it on the wishlist. next sale is gonna be expensive. ^^>video of guys playing worms I think I sent it to you a long time ago but it funmaybe, but i can't remember if i watched it, which in this case is good i think. i'll put it on when i'm going to bed.>and do you get any longer holiday breaks this mornth?yeah. about two weeks from the 20th to 4th. looking forward to it.>productiveness doesn't matter, you just need to have a good timetrue. sometimes i wished i didn't turn on the challage that reduces my xp by 5% every time i die. just fell off a cliff. again.
I'll go to sleep goodnight friends >>83298973>>83298973>which world was your favorite?I think bobombs battlefield it gave me a good first impression of the geam>>83299067>put it on when i'm going to bed.it's not a very chill video it's a lot laughing and screaming https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=fVEaDYTw3N4this would be best for sleeping
Hallo yuanon >>83297263>what do you think?Running in UZDoom is pretty cool, setting looks interesting too but definitely way too slow for my taste in DOOM wads. You should play Ashes if you haven't btw https://www.doomworld.com/forum/topic/137349-ashes-2063-gzdoom-total-conversion/>you even have the same sleep schedule. ^^Should be fixed this weekend...>>83297428>so what are you going to do now?Nothing because I forgot all my tools lol, ended up staying home. I've attended all 10 before this one so I'll be fine.>visited a friendHow was it? I only get to visit mine once in a blue moon, the closest one is hours away...>>83297596>getting up middle of night with how cold I'm letting it getCould try wrapping up more and tucking a pillow in the covers to stay asleep, works for me.>whole Denji doesn't have character development. I think we talked before, obviously he's just a kid, but even excluding that it wasn't that badDon't know how far you are but you might change your mind later depending. Memory could be foggy but I remember him continuing to devolve without any resistance.>SpoilerYeah it is kinda insane, the public safety fight that came out of it was cool but Nayuta should've definitely stayed longer. Don't know how you'd do her death itself any better desu
I wanna cut but I'm military. Oh well.
>>83298973>couldn't even remember the nameyeah, it's been a while. we still got gamescom here, but i've never been very keen on heading there, even though it's not that far from where i live. >More interested in following mods for old ass gamescan relate to that. i had a great time with that diablo 1 mod. it's a great way to make actually good games feel fresh.>nothing good has come out of theit's always a struggle fighting through the cringy presentations. i just want to see game trailers and not some unfunny twats telling unfunny jokes. >:[>not usually how it should go lolshe's basically always helping out so all this shit doesn't come crashing down on my boss. if she wants to do that, fine, but nothing will actually improve she does.>all that really matters to me for nowthat's why they're getting away with it! :< still the devil you know is better than the devil you don't>She's still not as used to being out in extreme cold(don't think she ever would be) so want to prepare before ending up having to go back super quickmight happen anyway, but at least you'll be prepared. all you can do is try to have a nice evening and if it turns out to be to cold it's not worth getting upset about it>I don't even get the insistence some people have since it never seemed like a real thing people do to me.i can see where you're coming from. i guess it's just something that differs from family to family. we're not into any other holiday or tradition, so i guess that the hill we decided to die on.>some people get very VERY into Christmas xDnever forgive, never forget, never compromise! it'll be a very jolly christmas, or else...>>83299136sleep tight!>this would be best for sleepingthanks for the rec. will check it out
>>83299162>but definitely way too slow for my tastei'm a souls-guy, so slower, methodical gameplay is more my thing, but i've played boltgun and had a good ebough time with it, so i'll check out that ashes games. reminds me of something else, though... ah, yes. i remember. maybe voin would be more your taste >Should be fixed this weekend...fingers crossed!
i'll get to bed now. good night, everyone!
>>83296362>How are you doing today?I'm pretty happy!>Any plans for today?Just relaxing, I'm done everything right now.>When was the last time you hurt yourself?Yesterday.>Why did you hurt yourself?I was waiting to, I just didn't have my blade.>Is there anything bothering you right now?Just normal overthinking and distress amidst my good mood.
>>83299300>maybe voin would be more your tasteWayyyy too good looking to run on my shittop lol, I'll play it in a decade.>>83299607Hallo meguanon, what's got you in a good mood?
>>83300548>Hallo meguanon, what's got you in a good mood?Hallo! I'm in a good mood because my parents were nice today + I was finally able to cut like I've been waiting to. Also, today just kind of feels like a Friday to me for whatever reason. I don't know how long it'll last though because the night time brings out my emotions.
>>83300703>today just kind of feels like a Friday to me for whatever reason.Same. Never left for class so I spent the day hanging with family and playing l4d2, calm. 8 classes left and I'm done with college finally
>>83300762>Same. Never left for class so I spent the day hanging with family and playing l4d2, calm. 8 classes left and I'm done with college finallyThat's nice. Are you excited about that all? I don't currently attend, but I know back in school I was just waiting for the day I'd graduate, and I was somewhat shocked to see my peers get emotional and want to stay.
>>83300813>That's nice. Are you excited about that all?I'm excited insofar as in I get to finally leave. College sucked. In terms of what comes after graduation, (months of job hunting and paying back student loans) I'm dreading that currently.>I don't currently attendAny plans to soon?
>>83300918>I'm excited insofar as in I get to finally leave. College sucked. In terms of what comes after graduation, (months of job hunting and paying back student loans) I'm dreading that currently.Makes sense.>Any plans to soon?Mhm! I don't wanna waste away.
short ass thread >>83301000>I don't wanna waste awayhttps://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HiC_H7Iq7iw&feature=youtu.be
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>>83299136>bobombs battlefielda fine choice. Really making me want to go back to play it. Only levels I think I don't think I care for at all are the crappy ones near the end like the magic carpet ride or clock world. It's sad they got kinda half assed right at the end, rest of the game is great. >>83299162>wrapping up more yeah that for sure helps stay warm in bed, problem is needing to get up for anything. Even walking down the hall to the bathroom I don't want to do to even if needed since it's so damn cold>continuing to devolve without any resistance.definitely gone a little, but maybe I haven't hit the worst point. Honestly though, how hard he keeps getting beaten down it's kinda understandable. Once again his whole family dies, even the dogs and cat>the public safety fight that came out of it was cool that whole arc was pretty cool and enjoyed and I found Barem to be a good antagonist who's enjoyable(even if in the man I want this guy to die kinda way)>>83299260>see game trailersmy take as well. Easiest just to wait till everything is over and watch then. Was the case even in the past though I suppose.>unfunny jokessome of those moments at those cons were unintentionally funny though. >doesn't come crashing down on my boss. the kind of work attitude every employers loves to take advantage of, but sounds like a personal choice there>getting away with it! not a lot can be done middle of the holiday season at least. Will think about more in January>not worth getting upset about itsupposed to be above freezing this weekend so hopefully be fine>not into any other holiday or traditionweirdest thing my parents do is the fact they put up the tree christmas eve then leave it up until like February. Never made any sense to me, but everyone is different like you said
>>83300548>Wayyyy too good looking to run on my shittop lol, I'll play it in a decade.that's something i never think of when dealing with those indie-games. i always just hope they'll run somehow. ^^'>>83302494>Easiest just to wait till everything is over and watch then. Was the case even in the past though I suppose.that's true, but i like to just put on reaction-streams of people who hate all the stuff i do too, so at least someone tells me what i want to hear and i don't just have to think it>some of those moments at those cons were unintentionally funny though.yeah, but that's the diamond in the dungpile and now they try to manufacture these moments and i just can't take it anymore.>the kind of work attitude every employers loves to take advantage of, but sounds like a personal choice thereyup. saved my ass yesterday, but it's just making things worse in the long run.>not a lot can be done middle of the holiday season at least. Will think about more in Januarynot the time of the year for drastic changes. we all just want to get this year over with and move on.>so hopefully be finefingers crossed. have a fun time. :>>they put up the tree christmas eve then leave it up until like Februarythat's quite some time, but we do pretty much the same. put up on christmas eve and then it's around til somewhen in january.oh! nearly forgot: hello everyone!
>>83302774>so at least someone tells me what i want to hear and i don't just have to think itthis is amusing and a fair point, but I still refuse to support streamers of any kind>try to manufactureyou can tell though, since corps don't have enough soul to do anything genuinely funny. >just making things worse in the long run.like the other day, that's a problem for future yuanon>we all just want to get this year over with and move on.for me it's enjoying the relative peaceful associated with holiday season. Closest thing to a time of relaxation in corporate world, since at very least there's not a lot of major things going on usually>have a fun time. :>will do! Like I said, trying to do a lot this year> til somewhen in january.january is fine. Not good to take it down right away. At very least new years or the 12 days after thing. Having the cats off it at Valentines day is just unreasonable though
hey everyone, hope you're all doing well. i've been okay ig, trying to keep myself mentally afloat for now. guess it's just that time of the year, everything just comes out at once now. I'm just lost
>>83303108>I still refuse to support streamers of any kindfair. to me it's just a very low-effort way to get some background noise. more like music than anything i'm really engaging with.>corps don't have enough soul to do anything genuinely funny.it always stands out and and ruins every good will they might have build. not sure why they insist on it. i think the only time it really got me was when microsoft tried to make it so that people can't share their physical games anymore and sony responded with this:https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=kWSIFh8ICaA&pp=ygUZc2hhcmluZyBnc21lcyBvbiBwczQgbWVtZQ%3D%3D>that's a problem for future yuanonawesome (^-^;)>the relative peaceful associated with holiday season.you deserve it. just will be a bit longer for me to reach that point. looking forward to it, though>Having the cats off it at Valentines day is just unreasonable thoughnow that you put it like that... it's a tad long.>>83303276hey chev! >hope you're all doing wellthank you. :> day's been pretty chill so far. >trying to keep myself mentally afloat for nowthat's good thing to aim for>guess it's just that time of the year, everything just comes out at once now. I'm just lostyou've got a lot going on right now. trynto take it step by step and as easy as you canbtw, has anyone here read bug ego?
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>>83296362they should call you guys cuters instead because youre all adorable!Well, except that one anon (you know who you are grrr)
hey guysI went to the cinema today getting home now so buump
>>83302494>problem is needing to get up for anythingAt that point putting on my jackets a hassle so I just live with it.>maybe I haven't hit the worst point. Fujimoto wrote this it only gets worse.>I found Barem to be a good antagonist who's enjoyableHe's fun, the shit eating grin and over the top cruelty are a nice contrast to makima's more subtle manipulation. Flamethrowers are cool also and work well with what his character is.>>83302774>i always just hope they'll run somehowThey do run on lower specs a lot of the time but it's varies. Speaking of, I'm gonna play Cry Of Fear when I get home. I'm unspoiled save for knowing the protagonist is depressed and (possibly?) has hallucinations. I've been playing l4d2 with a cry of fear shotgun mod since the model looks nice, which is why I wanna play the actual game.
>>83298528>you have a specific artwork in mind I drew a few takes on it first. After a long discussion about how coverups work, I kind of decided that a raptor from a different idea I had would be better. So we're doing that.>also one of the bigger issues for me was that i always felt like being ripped off since i don't have a clue about modern pcs, so i was hesitant to get back into it.Honestly the subscription service they want for online play is the biggest rip off. I get paying for server upkeep, but paying for older games from other consoles or games that aren't online is ridiculous. I can just emulate old Nintendo. >i know your current situation isn't ideal, but i hope you can relax and enjoy the seasonI think I'm making the best out of it. At least financally, I'm using the time to set up a better protfolio. But thanks for the consideration. >Darth Bane> is it an audio book?Yeah. It's not the best star wars legend book I've read so far imo, but it is an interesting sith story that gives a realistic reason to join their cause.>going well?Not really. I feel like I have no idea what I'll be tested on. They said it's all common sense shit, but the flash card set I found has a lot of specific legal questions. I don't know what I'm in for.>>83298371>oh super mario 64I haven't played 64 in years. How is it?
>>83304775thanks, buddy. ^^>>83304840nice. what did you watch?>>83304949>Cry Of Feari think i've heard that title before, but it's not like there isn't a shitton of games with a variation of those words. ^^'>which is why I wanna play the actual game.mods helping people find good games again! \o/>>83305302>I kind of decided that a raptor from a different idea I had would be better. So we're doing that.sometimes you gotta go with the rational choice, but that doesn't mean you can't get your first idea as a regular tattoo later down the line.>Honestly the subscription service they want for online play is the biggest rip off.agreed. not as big of an issue for me, since i'm not much of a multiplayer guy, but definitely a reason not to bother with consoles in the first place. there'll be a lot of shitty practices pushed into mainstream gaming on every platform soon enough, though.>I can just emulate old Nintendo.seems like that's going to be one of the better options going forward. sad that's how the publishers want to go about it, but so be it.>I think I'm making the best out of it. At least financally, I'm using the time to set up a better protfoliosound like it. :> don't forget to enjoy yourself, though.>it is an interesting sith story that gives a realistic reason to join their cause.it's always nice to get a little more backstory about factions like this, but there's also something charming about an asshole in a black bathrobe who throws lightning at people just because he's a malicious cunt. also love the fact that every single one of the three force users luke met are able to deflect force lightning or even absorb it and noone bothered to tell him how it's done.https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=FVzc20Bm8Xo&pp=ygUfcmVkbGV0dGVybWVkaWEgZGFydGggdmFkZXIgc3VpdA%3D%3D
>>83305302>I feel like I have no idea what I'll be tested on. They said it's all common sense shitthen it's probably complete and utter nonsense or super exceptional cases. :/ hope you'll learn what they'll ask you.
That was awful but it's the weekend>>83303276hang in there chev. Not a great time of year for a lot of people and know you're not feeling great on top of it. Just take it easy>>83303558>get some background noiseI do need that sometimes, but guess even the dog helps me out with that now>sony responded with this:heh. Even being a turbo corp country, Japan occasionally has the smallest amount of soul bleed through>awesome (^-^;)I'm using the same phrase myself these days now as well, it just works>bit longer for me to reach that point.you unfortunately do the kind of work that gets really busy, but in the end your break sounds much more like a true break so that's something to look forward to.>>83304840heya cat, what did you watch? know it was already asked but still>>83304949hi anon, how's your day?>so I just live with it.I just wrap myself in a comically large blanket and try not to fall navigating the house in the dark. >only gets worse.exciting> work well with what his character is.also amused by him also being a big fan of Makima and the guy saying she did nothing wrong>>83305302hey cynic
>>83305769> there's also something charming about an asshole in a black bathrobe who throws lightning at people just because he's a malicious cunt.It has it's place. The sith are in a weird area where sometimes they are an evil wizard, sometimes they're fascist, sometimes they're a philosophical counter response to the jedi. It depends. My favorite evil villains are on two extremes. One is the Lannisters who embody a conflict of the human soul. The other is Art, pic rel, who is just born an evil sadist who hell calls up to do more evil.
>>83304775:3>>83304949hello>gonna play Cry Of Fearooa good game!I'm not gonna spoil anything but I'll give you a hint, follow blood if you're lost and if you wanna change stuff like brightness or turn off film grain you have to do it in the advanced options or whatever it's called and not in normal brightness settings >>83305302heya I liked it a lot when did you play it?>>83305769>>83306001yo yoI watched the new fnaf movie because I was bored It was "eh, alright", I liked the first one more
>>83305769>i've heard that title before, but it's not like there isn't a shitton of games with a variation of those wordsFear of fear.>>83306001>hi anon, how's your day?Pretty light again thanks for asking. My phones gonna die on the way home but otherwise it's been good. All I've got left is to do well on my exams + one assignment and I'll he home free exactly a week from right now. How about you?>comically large blanket and try not to fall navigating the house in the dark.Funny.>amused by him also being a big fan of Makima and the guy saying she did nothing wrongYeah everyone else was under her manipulation during part 1, but barem was genuinely enthralled by the control she had over others.Hallo >>83306123>follow blood if you're lost and if you wanna change stuff like brightness or turn off film grain you have to do it in the advanced optionsI'll keep note of it, thanks.Missed my stop while posting again...
as of late, that being the better part of the last 14 months or so I feel like I've achieved pseudo-ego death. meaning that I feel like a lobotomized version of myself. really no drive neither good or bad; following the flow. makes life feel quite easier.it gets lonely being trapped within the confines of my own skull, but it's definitely easier. feels like im happier regardlessdk why even post it here, urge to cut has dropped ever since. invest in
hi everyone, it's been a while. My mental health has been in a much better place I still sometimes scratch my arm but only with a jagged fingernail when I'm bored at work or something.I came out to my mom so that's a new development. I havn't told my dad, not because he's homophobic or anything but because I know there would be a bunch of stupid comments and "jokes" plus he has proven to me that I shouldn't share my mental health updates with him.
>>83306001>the weekendyay \o/>the dog helps me out with that nowgotta keep yourself busy somehow. how's the fella doing?>Even being a turbo corp country, Japan occasionally has the smallest amount of soul bleed throughthey hastily through this vid together as a response to microsoft's catastrophic show and shoved it into their presentation. insane how hard microsoft fucked themself that year. corps are weird. at points they seem to get it and then they blunder it all in their greed. anf destroy every little piece of good will people had towards them. i think i know what the issue is now, but nothing you can really do about it until it all come crashing down.>it just workstrue. gotta tell yourself that it's ok to leave some work for yourself. though in this case it's others leaving work for me. (-_-)>your break sounds much more like a true break so that's something to look forward to.also true. it's a nice retreat from everything that could bother me. just me, family, friends and noone else. do you meet up with people around christmas/new year's?>>83306013>sometimes they are an evil wizard, sometimes they're fascist, sometimes they're a philosophical counter response to the jedi. It depends.there's definitely a lot more going on and just all around less stability in their behavior, which is fitting as a counterpart to the very rigid structure of the jedi.>My favorite evil villains are on two extremes.both are great, but hard to find well executed examples off and when the creators are off the mark they really fall flat.>One is the Lannistersi read some of the books ages ago. good series until it just stopped. wanna talk about why they are your favorite example?>The other is Arti think i've seen that character before, but never saw the movies. sounds like a modern version of freddy.
>>83306123>>83306123>I watched the new fnaf movie because I was bored It was "eh, alright", I liked the first one morethe sequel curse strikes again. :/ i also thought the first one was alright, though i basically remember nothing about it. that's not necessarily a bad thing. especially for an ip i don't have much if a connection to in the first place. what are you going to do now?
>>83306123>new fnaf moviehuh I didn't even realize they made movies of these at all. Interesting>I liked the first one moreIf the first one was good, I'd say that's an accomplishment itself with how bad video game movies usually are. Would be crazy to think you'd have success making another but suppose profits go above all else. Hopefully had a fun enough time either way.>>83306445>phones gonna diealways paranoid of this a day there's an accident> All I've got left nice. Always nice to have end in sight. Hope you don't have to spend the whole weekend studying nonstop but either wouldn't be much longer>How about you?Dealing again with more workload and responsibilities while still having to dealing with the existing workload and responsibilities. I'd say it's good to have work, but started to feel really burnt out today. Talked so much i feel my voice get tired>genuinely enthralled he's literally me>>83306532no need to be a cutter to post. I'd say it's good you're feeling better overall. If you're happy, not sure there's anything wrong living like that. There's a lot of things I still chase after I'd feel better if I didn't care about. If you don't care at all, then no real harm>>83306586Glad to see and hear you're doing better. Also think dads are a little harder to tell that kind of thing to, so understandable>>83306714>how's the fella doing?well as a dog can do. Can't spend too much time out since just too damn cold to walk him>corps are weird.the problem is there's rarely unified decision making in them. Different departments are in competition and a good decision by some metric for one might hurt another or the business a whole, but why give a shit if it's a win for you and will head to another corp soon>others leaving work for mesame with me, but I have a good idea what to focus, what can wait, and what can just sit till it's forgotten>nice retreat when do you go away again?>do you meet just parents and siblings really
>>83306445>Fear of fear:the fearening>Missed my stop while posting again...guess we're just that enthralling ;D>>83306532>really no drive neither good or bad; following the flow. makes life feel quite easier.it's not an easy path either, but it's good you find everything more bearable this way.>it gets lonely being trapped within the confines of my own skullyou can always come here and have a chat if yoi feel like it>feels like im happier regardlessthat's all that matters>dk why even post it hereno need for a reason. you're welcome>>83306586hello mr. stocky! :D>My mental health has been in a much better placealways good to hear. how did you manage that?>I still sometimes scratch my armthat doesn't seem too out of the ordinary, is it?>I came out to my mom so that's a new development. I havn't told my dadyou don't have to tell everyone everything, especially if you know their reaction and don't want to deal with it.
>>83307067>always good to hear. how did you manage that?I started hanging out with friends more.>that doesn't seem too out of the ordinarymy therapist isn't concerned so neither am I
