Did you not experienced teen love because you were ugly, or autistic?
>>83309135Ugly, autistic, AND fat
>>83309135have you seen the movie no hard feelings? those were my parents
I had literal bald spots on my face growing up, acne, skinny, awkward and autistic. I stood no chance.
>>83309148*in my hair Oh god imagine if I had holes in my face. That would be freaky
>>83309135Ugly, autistic, insecure, skinny fat AND dropped out of school. It never even started for me
>>83309142This. But it turned out there was a chadlite under the fat so that was pretty sick
>>83309135Highschool was when I peaked physically. Shit was so much fun. 10/10 would relive my junior/senior years
>>83309135I generated too much jealousy
>>83309166Eat shitt. lost weight and still average/slightly weird looking underneath
>>83309135AutisticI didn't start being attracted to girls until I was 14I didn't even realize my classmates were dating eachother until I was 16
>>83309213Same. I had no clue people were meeting eachother outside of school until my senior year. As a consequence of this observation I started suspecting that my classmates considered me inferior and their occasional acts of kindness were largely an expression of pity. I never desired their friendship. But it hurts my ego to know most people will always view me as lonely and rejected and as an easy target for mistreatment. It's uncanny that people evaluate you according to some ridiculous status game you never bought into.
>>83309370Yup, I didn't know how many hangouts I was missing out on, I just assumed everyone went right home after school like I did
actually i had a gf for my teen years but i moved away after graduating and became an on and off NEET. i still am an on and NEET at 32