no thoughts sad feelings

>>83401792
samers that's why I made the thread :p

>scamming fucks continue to set up retarded little ways to cover for each other
>it's starting to result in conspicuous anomalies that risk the entire endeavor

Thanks, full-blown cock sucking pieces of actual shit. Keep winning hearts out there.

I miss you dykebot. please come back.

i miss dykebot pre discord use

There is too much systemic bias against scams. We need affirmative action to prevent non-scammers from collusively not scamming people.

>>83402055
back when you were 14

I could really go on about this. I hope someone asks for my observations, one of these days, about what you intolerable assholes get up to. On both sides of the equation.

I'm feelin kinda Sui and I'm not talkin about ronaldo...

>>83402088
lol :p she was so cute i had a huge crush on her back then when


sdb

what did you mean by "youre probably just a bad person o algo" when i asked you why im unlovable

>glowing turds continue to pose as children because that's what is convenient for their autocrat colleagues.

Kris, if you don't do something about this, I really will just stop posting here.

Im terrified of losing you even if it doesnt seem like it. You are worth any wait. I wont leave.

You're not even good actors. Everything about you is just embarrassing. Get real jobs, gestapo fucktards. At least go kick over some sandcastle that actually matters.

W

6 7 get please

K

Something tells me 67 is removed from post numbers to prevent shitposting.

F
Did you finish helping your dog yet

>>83401782
There is already a letter thread
https://boards.4chan.org/r9k/thread/83394410#bottom

Interesting 404

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She feels my words more than anyone elses

The Moon only has eyes for the Sun

I remain a rock that the stars gaze upon as the day shines in to night and the Moon comes home.

I am solid, safe, secure.

And soon she will be too, her head on chest, leg wrapped over me, feeling our breath in tune, sensitive skin

She looks up to me and says the words I hear whenever I dwell here with her

I should send your husband the dm's where you talked about his erectile dysfunction and how he masturbated in the shower to twitch streamers.

>>83402587
go back to the other thread faggot

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MM

I still remember your voice Maria.

I remember the way your eyes looked at me and the way your lips moved when you told me you love me more.

The way you smiled at me and were so excited to be with me here.

I remember how happy you were

I remember how everything in life was getting better for you everyday with me and we were so excited to live our promises together.

He abandoned his thread just like he abandoned Maria. If you can't be loyal to your own thread how could you ever be loyal to Maria.

>>83402828
I did not create that thread. I think op got banned so it deleted

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>>83402828
What Maria and I have is true love

The kind that conniving weasels try to sabotage but in turn lose everything themselves

The way forward is choosing each other overall else that includes not interacting with the deceptions and attempts at baiting reactions to frame perceptions

Salt hums in the dark,
something uncounted keeps time
between closed doors.

>>83402843
Sun grips borrowed light,
the Moon keeps no calendar
cold orbits outlast ash.

I kinda feel a bit better after crying

It hurts when I sneeze

m
ugh i dont know why i want you. you dont even seem interested in me and i should move on, but i cant stop feeling sad when you dont respond. those moments when we do finally talk, i feel so excited. im such a loser for you, down so bad.
k

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>I love you too. That makes me feel at ease

>You're the only thing that matters now, it's been like that for so long. Nothing will ever change that.

>Mike, I love you, remember that.

>I'm only yours Mike, I love only you

>I'll always love you and care about you, no matter what. You mean so much. You complete me, I complete you.

>You're the only home I have free of judgment and anything that will upset me, I'm crying because I need you, this argument is temporary, but I'll always have that empty part needing you. I'm your home too. You are perfect. I love you more

>I know I feel both with you and I can dwell in both love and lust, we will fuck each other's brains out and then care for each other, Spend so much time.

>Everything is perfect with you, dream good dreams, I can't wait.

>My Mike

She will never turn her back on a friend
She is always there to defend
She is the one on whom we can depend
She is the one named Sailorrrrrr~!

It's weird to see you try and act so sophisticated and pompous because there's a thread with your nudes all over it. How smart can you be if your nudes are plastered everywhere?

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No light is borrowed when it is inherent of each other

Also sorry, but I know you're getting sick and me moving on is at least partially because of it. But you literally told me to, and you should know what to do at this point.

I guess it's time to pull this trip out of retirement.

To L,

I don't care about you anymore. My attraction to you has dried up. You don't care about me and I know it.

I've moved on from you. I'll never come back. You got everything you wanted. I've found someone better than you.

For one post only for a while.

After this, it's back to posting as Anonymous.

To move on, you need to find new things. And for one more thing, I've lost about 2 pounds in 4 days because I was depressed and couldn't eat anything

>>83403158
That's only water weight eat a steak bro

>>83403158
Try eating milk and bread, you could be like the creator of Evangelion

Mercy please and give me my freedom. I love and Thank you.

P
Wish it worked out between us ngl

dear big bag,
go fuck yourself (and don't cum this time)

>>83403348
It really should have though

Eclipse never comes,
he hoards flame for empty years
dark learns to pass by.

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In Sunlit Rays of Love
In warmth I drown
I remember

I'm really tired, but I feel like I'll miss something if I go to sleep.

I wish I had a bf to watch the orig star wars films with. I'm not really interested in that sort of thing on my own, but I would be if he were. it's cute to see someone you like enjoy something idk.
I finished the first gantz series and now I'm reading gantz e. I'm kind of bummed out because the quality is lower. the use of 3d models to assist the drawing in the first series adds a lot of depth that isn't present in gantz e. Oku also didn't illustrate it, so I'm probably also noticing the differences in style.

e,
I've never seen back to the future. I wish I could watch it with you. that will never happen. I do love you. oh well.

Dear K:
We met on /r9k/ 8 years ago, last time we talked was a year ago or so, the sun was setting down and I was on my way home from college. Then we decided we shan't have contact anymore.
You were persistent on not talking to me after our discord edating came to an end, and maybe that was for the best, since I keep thinking of you whenever someone brings up r9k and its Zeitgeist during the late 2010s. What a waste of time all of it was. Yet I feel nostalgic. You were the most important person in my life then. I'm not sure how I feel about that now. We both changed so much.

I wish you the best, but sometimes I also wish I could be able to see whats been happening with your life, have a little window tell me you're fine. And you probably are, but sometimes I wish I were sure.

I don't come to r9k anymore, you know exactly why (except for this post, since I'm sad tonight). And I know why you stopped lurking too.

As I listen to "my dead girlfriend" and remember the feeling of my shitty, old laptop burning my fingers, I'll be sure you never took me seriously enough to come to the hellhole I love in, or even at least try to convince your father to please me. It's normal to feel shame when you're a quiet teenager edating another quiet teenager miles away. Our sweaty hands never touched, and I'm glad I'll never experience that.

You'll never read this,
E.

If nothing matters anymore, why can't I just live in the moment?

Aww, jesus fuck. I feel like I'm out of breath

>>83402134
tctch initials

>>83403619
>shan't
She does not miss you at all kek you talk like a fag and your shit's all retarded

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>>83402034
She's just not feeling it latetly. Can't blame her. Board's been kinda shit lately. SSG is cool though. She hasn't adopted a new name or anything either.
>>83402055
*checks account* She's had her discord since 2016. So unless you were on 4chan when you were like 9 or something you probably never knew her "pre" discord.

Basically, your whole life is a lie man. Sorry you had to find out this way.

>>83404146
Why are you speaking on her behalf you demented cucked orbiter nigger? Get ball cancer

Life would be better if I weren't a porn addict.

ANOTHER car?

The dumbass looses his 2nd job within 2 months and wrecks his 2nd car and you retards just buy another one??
After wrecking the moped, the motorcycle, the bicycle and 2 electric scooters?
After smashing the car into kerbs high as shit?
After getting caught by the police smoking weed?
After getting caught speeding?

You may be the most retarded people ive ever met

>>83404152
Because I have direct contact with her, and I know it makes faggots like you seethe.

>>83404277
I'm a straight woman I just heavily dislike her I think she's a dimwit

>>83404308
I don't care if you're a "straight woman". You still act like a faggot. I also don't care that you're jealous of her or whatever. 90% of the user base on this board is retarded. So it clearly goes beyond just being a dimwit for you. I hope you get cysts on your "ovaries" (Fat hairy man balls)

>>83404466
Being a faggot/being jealous/retarded = just disliking your queen kek
Also I never get body acne because I take silica pills. Get gud

>>83404487
>Your queen
She's my mom too. Also, ovarian cysts are not acne. ESL dummy.

>>83404498
Yeah you got me I admit I only skimmed then responded cuz I hate reading simps type
I just hate her ass because I am female and post in an inflammatory way and people accuse me of being her all the time
Just pisses me off no I'm a normal woman with a bf not a discord whore with an army of simpscrotes

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>>83404506
Dog if you can't mentally follow like 3 sentences you're a fucking dimwit.
>Cramping dykebots style
Find a better schtick.
>I'm a normal woman with a bf not a discord whore
You're not normal. You're on r9k. Dimwit. However, you are more similiar to her than you realize.. Hehe

>>83404146
i just checked and you're a faggot
tell her to read my letter doe

>>83404555
When you say letter I assume you mean physical letter right? I haven't seen anything in the mail that looked like a brown child sent it. I'll keep my eyes peeled though.

>>83404542
>mirroring my language
Sees me as correct subconsciously. Funny and not cute because I don't desire you. I'd love if schizofem could stay gone because her presence just makes people think every subversive woman is her. You would unironically all be more comfortable on reddit.

>>83403575
Man I relate to that first line, I binged so many films when dating but now that I'm single I never want to watch a movie.

>>83404569
I use the term you used to point out that you're retarded. You sound like you mistakenly think guys like you a lot.

>>83404601
Yeah, right. Got you good. Now scram. Your queen isn't here and nobody fucking wants you around.

>>83404568
>When you say letter I assume you mean physical letter right?
no, mr reddit that's not what i meant

Look nigger it's not a good image threatening full law abiding people with prison I could go on more and more but you probably should've fucked ur crush on jr high and now you wouldn't be typing here? You wouldn't even know my dad personally for that matter. But he's kind of exhibicionist like me so kinda inavitable must i say? It don't matter because on the long history she'll be the good one. Had she not been oblivious to her looks this would've been turned out very different. I also despise him for finding the truth on a very beneficial time at the moment, i had the entire summer pass by with my mouth locked and unable to do anything. But everyone is one my side thankfully and it would be foolish to think otherwise. because wasting your potential, as unintended as it is, is the biggest crime ever

>>83404633
Bro just dribble this into your diary

>>83404613
I accept your concession. Some advice. I know you crave the attention, and admiration she gets. Since you have an unwarranted inflated ego. This helps convince you that it is justified, and true. Instead of emulating her behavior maybe just be yourself. Otherwise you're just diet-dykebot.
>>83404626
Well if you're too shy to clarify I can't help you little nigger.

>>83404655
Here's a clue because she's such an attentionwhore fatass just don't accuse women of being her if they have no trip. I am anon for life because I am awesome

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>>83404645

Noted desu

>>83404664
The only thing I accused you of was being a retard, and having an inflated ego. Which you are/have. Also, maybe don't sperg out randomly when her name is mentioned or people talk about her. I know that's difficult because no one gives you any attention to begin with, but just do your best. Maybe communicate with your boyfriend that you need more of his time so you don't have to let her live rent free in your head.

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I did it cuz my lady balls were hurting. And I needed some actual attention from him.

>>83405022
I'm giving you a tip to spread around maybe it'll catch on so people stop accusing me of being your Cow. Once you retards stop accusing randoms of being your holy grail we will stop being mean. Until then, have a fuck you nigger

Oh my fuck Molly was my personal lolcow what a long way since then. I think she rented my favorite car thats no the cheapest one right? But i ll never have that and its fine like that .

>>83405084
I think people like to accuse you because you make it painfully obvious it bothers you. Then proceed to spergout about it, and act like a fool. Maybe stop acting like a retard, and you'll get different results? Also I'm not sure why you even bothered to comment anyway since it has zero to do with you. Are you unable to control yourself? I don't bother talking to you in any capacity. Trust me.

>>83405053
You German? Originally nice car you're driving

>>83405123
>wall of text
>I don't bother
Literally obsessed
I'm not your girl and never will be
Fag boy

I came to /r9k/ to make friends with nice sad people, and I tried my best from the beginning to be kind to everyone I came into contact with. In that time, any kindness, vulnerability, or love never went unpunished. Every "friend" I've tried to make has taken every step to betray or hurt me for little to no reason, people who I thought trusted will lie to your face while probably smirking about it behind your back, or openly mocking you on the board in a way only you could detect.
I'm tired. I tried all my life to be good, kept trying to just place hope in people and my hope is never rewarded. I don't know what it is about me when despite what you've done to me, and how I need to defend myself from your evils.
If you really wanted me dead and/or gone you could just say so. I can't stomach the evil you purport on a daily basis, and yet somehow the narrative has always been that I'm evil for not letting people like you go out of your way to hurt me, and for what?
You leave me with nothing, like everyone has always done. I try to escape this cycle and you trip me back in while pretending to offer your hand.
I don't think I've done anything to deserve that, and I'm not the worst even among your very "friends," but you would know that, considering what you are.
I have to go away for a while. I wish you saw me as a human.

Why is that guy dykebot was fucking white knighting her in this thread. They should have another public slapfight about him having a small dick

>>83405561
>public slapfight about him having a small dick
qrd?

>>83405273
>omg you must like me because you're calling me out for being a seething retard
Are you that chick that likes teenage boys? Because you're the only "girl" from r9k I know of that acts that way you do all the time. You can't brag about being anonymous when you're easily identifiable.

>>83405580
She got pissed off because I was moving on (quickly) after she said she didn't want to be together anymore. So she said a bunch of mean things about me. We patched things up, and still bang. She's prone to escalating things when she is mad. Just the way it goes.

You can claim that you have no friends all you want, but choose to be alone in order to seek novelty. You know that there is someone who cares about you, and for years has always tried to be your friend. No matter how awful you made him feel, and no matter how many times you sidelined him for people who rapidly entered and left your life he was always there when you asked and reached out to you. At one time that mattered, but now it's seen as an annoying distraction from filling the self imposed void.

You cannot claim that anyone or the world has betrayed you, while you continuously betray the only person who has constantly sat beside you and you forsake the world. You want someone to care, but you won't allow others to care and you won't care for other. Caring requires being around.

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It starts with one
One thing, I don't know why
It doesn't even matter how hard you try

>>83404051
My initial is R. I dont think im your person anon im sorry, you deserve to have someone say that about you <3 <3

>>83406201
I've known a girl who swore she could, but she was a BPD sex pest. So probably not the most honest source. I assume if you clean up, and aren't wearing cum crusted clothing you're fine.

>>83405893
>Are you that chick that likes teenage boys
qrd?

I'm really not concerned about men. Don't know why you think I would give a fuck what another dude thinks. Be realistic.

What the fuck? Two hours just passed by!

>>83405580
https://desuarchive.org/r9k/thread/82906301/#82907897

>>83406274
Another one??
>Girl joins r9k server
>Always beligerent, and argumentative for no real reason
>Anytime you give her shit "she" responds with the same, "Omg you're obsessed with me. I have a boyfriend" etc.
>Admits to finding underage boys attractive
>Is in her 30's iirc
>Hates any woman who gets attention other than her
Just a neurotic "female" pedophile. My racist gut tells me she's some form of asian. As she REALLY hates her parents. But she claims she's not. Just easy to identify as no one else acts that way. Notice the deafening silence as well when she's outted.

Also man I hate to say it, but dudes that act clingy to other men can't even have real male friendships, that just isn't how that shit works.
Male friends will say a couple words to each other every year, that's just how shit it, I'm not looking to talk to dudes in my free time, why would I be?

>>83406305
Lol she's such a brat.

>>83406325
You're weird my man

>>83406314
Obsessed much. Creepy

>>83406314
>>83406314
I think you're describing chikn. I know her typing style, the girl shitting on dykebot ITT isn't her.

>>83406314
She's probably the girl who cheated on me when i was in the hospital. She also hooked up with a 16 year old of of reddit and spammed her nudes there too.

I don't need to have concern over someone so pathetic. Worthless conniving Weasley spineless two faced manipulative liar.

No one would want someone like that . Bottom of the barrel dog shit to scrape off your shoe

>>83406401
Why do you spam this thread?

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>>83406400
>me when I read discord drama second hand and try to larp I'm apart of it

>>83406412
I'm lonely enough that I would take an e-relationship with a psychotic retard woman at this point just for the slightest hope that it might go well.

>>83406405
He loves to dribble because basketball is his passion

>>83406399
Nah, we had chikn in the server too. Chikn isn't as abbrasive. Although I see the similiarities. Also, chikn is quick to admit when it's her.
>>83406400
No idea. Crazy lore drop though.

Press heart continue

>>83406339
I grew up with all my friends being girls, my best friend all throughout school was a girl. The friendships I've had with men were convenient for doing stuff out like hiking or kayaaking; the friendships I've had with women were generally more communication-centric which is what I'm looking for anyway. Doesn't seem that weird to me.
I'm cool with guys, but I've only ever had one guy best friend and he turned out to be a complete moron. Generally speaking (besides this shithole) the women I've known have been better people/friends.

>>83406506
You are a closet case or the biggest simp of all time. Seriously.

>>83406412
That's pretty heartless to cheat while he's in the hospital.

>>83406542
Yeah, I like women, sorry to disappoint you man. The few real guy friends I've had were like me too and just hung out with the girls. That was before any simp bullshit or whatever either, we would all smoke in the woods together and play manhunt regardless. Probably before your time.

>>83406569
Good point, I forgot being an obsequious faggot who craves the approval of women was only invented in the 2010s.

>>83406703
It was never about that at all. Maybe it is for you. My best friend growing up was in love with me and nothing ever happened between us because we were just friends. Your brain is totally rotted out, you can't be a friend to anybody man.

>>83406713
Yeah yeah, tell me to touch grass and have a normal one next, simpering dork.

>>83406761
I think it's a little too late for that. I can emulate some more fun experiences for you, though, if you like?
Big mixed group of people all swimming in the lake under the moon on a warm summer's night.

>>83406133
Actually, no. Were there gay guys who want me as a disposable side-piece? Yes, tons. Sorry not sorry for not wanting that shit.
I fucking HATE getting transparently fake compliments to get something from me, use me as a self-cleaning fleshlight. No. fucking. thanks.
Leave me the fuck alone with your degeneracy.

Also, what's wrong with people sharpening their (not literally) axe, especially if they get tons of extra work since the "help" they get is often less than useless?

Also, everyone gossiping about me can go die in a fire. You fucks don't even grant me the courtesy of gossiping about me outside of my ear-shot. Fuck you all! You unprofessional, useless bunch should go work for big corps where you can hide your incompetence instead of shitting up a company where every hand counts.
Also, why do our sales people don't fucking know our most important products? Why are they so fucking useless? How are they supposed to do their jobs (selling our products to potential customers) if they don't know the ins-and-outs of our products? Why do they often sell systems with components that aren't compatible? How fucking hard is it to test and DOCUMENT a compatible system and then sell that to customers? Why are our sales-people sabotage my attempts to introduce a easy to use system to document systems by using Kicad by creating symbols of our system components? His "argument" was.... uuuhhh, yeah, so this 1 million dollar system is soooo complex that documenting all components would take 2 weeks, end quote. Maybe for your lazy, incompetent ass that would take fucking 2 weeks but any fucking intern that can read and isn't a fucking nepo-baby can do that job in under 1 week.
I document systems / assemblies with hundreds of components EACH and handle the sourcing of each fucking component. And YOU can't document a bunch of BNC cables and like 20 components with like 5 connection EACH? Are you fucking retarded? Do you think our boss is retarded?

>>83401782
can't take a step without you breathing down my neck and calling me a creep. get a fucking life faggot

This is why I'm never cool with people

>>83406907
Doesn't sound like it was for you then. The individual in question has someone who always wanted to be around them first, and never saw them as a side piece. While they did too complain about degeneracy, it was hypocritical because they didn't have a problem being the town bike for attention and blew off their friends and the people who gave a damn to cycle through a new homosexual encounter biweekly. I am sorry to hear about your work situation though, the business world sucks dick.

>t. insane faggot who literally doesn't comprehend that other people exist

I'm sorry, how do I tie into this?

You people are confusing. Half the time I'm not sure who you're responding to.

>>83406305
>hapless 4chan simp who has no idea what he's getting himself into moves into decrepit old ancient lesbian's house where she has a LIVE IN GIRLFRIEND after months of "e-dating," psycho lesbo later claims she was coerced under duress by the big bad meanie into trying a hetero relationship despite acting totally differently about it a few months ago (hurr that was trolling)
>retard /r9k/ simp claims he wanted to have a life with her despite being in that undignified arrangement
>cheats on her and spurns old loser lesbo, she damage controls and tries to play it off cool and aloof like there are no hurt feelings and no love lost, classic lesbo narc behavior
>pair of unsightly and extremely unpleasant antisocial retards bring all the dirty laundry out into plain view on the public internet so onlookers can read about it and comment on their private affairs

Holy rekt what a nuke lmao

>>83403575
Funnily enough, I've been wanting to marathon the original Star Wars films for a long time now, just never manage to do it by myself, nor have I ever watched Back to the Future, despite claiming myself as a scifi buff

>>83407101
>the business world sucks dick
Indeed. Felt good to get this off my chest tho, so thanks for listening, anyway. I fucking hate that I was brought up constantly hearing the lie that hard work and being good at something will be rewarded. Meritocracy my fucking ass. At this point I think only WW3 going nuclear will cull some of this non-sense that only exists because people are fat, dull, soft and bored. We need to cut shit down to the essentials again to remind people that there are things that actually matter / have value.

>>83407300
>At this point I think only WW3 going nuclear will cull some of this non-sense
Amen. No one cares about anyone or anything, and nothing is rewarded fairly. I wish for nuclear holocaust, I am tired of people demanding shit of me while doing absolutely nothing themselves or in return. Both at work and in my personal life. Much like I am tired of waiting around for the people I care about to give a single flying fuck anymore. People only give a shit if they want something, or to exploit how you feel to get company when they are all alone because they didn't give a fuck about anything so everything falls apart on them for the umpteenth time. Then they stop giving a shit and become a ghost who fucks off into the sunset until the next disaster befalls them. If they don't need something they forget you're the only one who actually gives a fuck, but when they are desperate they conveniently recall that.

>>83407437
First of all, nta, how is it expected for someone to know who they're talking to here? If you actually talked to them do you think that's what they'd say or are they just blowing you off because you're, you know, fucking anonymous?

You think you're clever obfuscating the truth with lies and annonimity. Probably because you know your ass belongs in prison. I hope one day you get everything you deserve you piece of shit.

>You deserve to be in prison for...
>Thinking differently than me

>>83407550
Which parts were lies and which were true.

>>83407550
>annonimity
annoninininininty? Mimimimimity?
Retard.

>>83407497
>If you actually talked to them do you think that's what they'd say
It's been a reoccurring pattern for a long time. Things are cool and they're all close and buddy buddy > they get bored of their friends and want attention from novel sources so they chase after random people > they blow me and everyone off to hyper fixate on the new attention source > they lose their new attention source > they come to me crying about having no friends. Repeat. I do reach out to them often, but I always get complete radio silence when they're doing phase three of this attention whore cycle where they stop caring about everyone to find new places to attention seek.

>>83407497
>>83407595
This is me trying really hard to take advantage of my anonymity by the way, and you know, not making it deliberately keyword fucking obvious.
I just got done throwing all these kittens and puppies into this river and suddenly I'm a "bad guy" and "belong in prison."

>>83407614
See, I'm definitely not whoever you're describing because when I message anyone, all I get in return is radio silence.

>>83407603
Petty faggot

>>83407234
it's his favorite movie. he might be clueless enough he wouldn't notice me looking at him often during the movie. idk though. I wish we watched a movie together while he was here. the last time I liked someone close to this much, I liked him for three years (2014-2017) despite hardly talking to him and going to different schools. he even had a girlfriend at some point during that period. so, I'll probably like this guy for a while. sad!

>>83407600
The part were lies about not harassing people, and attempts to gaslight them. He obviously has compromised a lot of anons and he takes pleasure in stalking them and ridiculing them.

Genuinely there isn't a more disgusting person I've ever met. Deserves to get shot in the head.

the last time I saw my school crush was at the sam hyde/mde show during the fan meet and we made eye contact for like 10 seconds and it was really weird bc I didn't know he liked edgy stuff.

I hate that I've always been a man chaser. It sucks. The types of men I like don't really seem to be receptive to that sort of thing. I always spill my spaghetti. I hate it. Romance stuff makes me think about suicide.

>>83407668
Yeah, do you have any proof of that, or are you just fucking "making it up for fun"?

>>83407648
>illiterate
>too incompetent to use LLMs or fucking google to check for spelling
>somehow this makes ME petty?
As I've said. reeeewdarded.

Letter threads purpose is to send cryptic messages to targeted anons so they can continue their harassment campaign. They can always just say they aren't talking about you, but it's all bullshit. Its funny that they try and guilt trip people into thinking their bad people when they're all foaming at the mouth like animals in hopes that some of these people kill themselves.

You freaks are subhumans

>>83407719
>Somehow you can't see you're petty.

Must be because you're full of your own shit. Pro tip stop huffing your farts fag

>>83407725
It's extra funny when someone argues with a psyop and then assumes it's... Well, someone else, and then adds it to their endless schizo list of all the wrongdoings someone has done unto them. Pretty wild.
I don't control feds, glowies and trolls. As much as some people might like to believe.

>>83407737
Mimi, mimimi, mimimi, mi, miiiiii?
Your only hope to serve humanity is by providing sustenance... for our dogs as kibble. Low quality kibble.

>>83407749
It's only incredibly funny to those who are sick in the head. Like lol bro you're mindfucking people and laugh when surprisingly they get mindfucked.

Genuinely shit tier nonsense you're typing. In the old days you'd be killed by stoning.

>>83407653
I know the feeling, unrequited love is a bitch. Seemingly you haven't told them how you feel, and to that I've only ever had one piece of advice: It's far easier on the soul to know for certain than leave it linger

>>83407778
Thanks for proving my point dumbass.

Just because I think of you when I hear this doesn't mean I'm posting this for you. GOSH! Everything isn't about you.

https://youtu.be/F83cNZG3MzE?si=hZPp9a_pfabRb3ry

>>83407802
erm no I told him lul

>>83407797
How am I doing that at all? People assumed I was somebody else and started a miniature war. How would that not be amusing to you? It's not as if I did it intentionally.

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>>83407193
I didn't cheat on her to be fair. I haven't read through the entire thread since then, but I think everything she said was untrue. She was really pissed at the time. We do pretty alright.

>>83407901
The odd thing is that I didn't point at you, you're a victim of your own stupidity stop projecting and laugh at yourself

I don't get why other men can't get their shit together. Like nigga I have a great full time job, a girlfriend I plan to marry here soon, and a strong group of family and friends I can rely on. How are you fags failing so hard?

>>83407932
I.. don't care. Good for you?

>>83408004
>gets born into a functional family
>other people have none of the advantages of that kind of stability growing up
>why are they messed up?
are you stupid?

>>83407969
Relax man.>>83407797
>Genuinely shit tier nonsense you're typing. In the old days you'd be killed by stoning.
You see how I could think this was directed at me?

>>83408020
Hey if you get to comment about our public blow out, then I get to comment on your comment about our public blow out. That's just how it works.

>>83401782
My soul hurts 24/7. What else is there to say.

>>83408004
yeah this is kinda a stupid post desu. a better question to ask is why mofos can't mind their own business.
some people don't even have moms. obviously you must feel discontent if you're here and not occupied with some better hobby.

>>83408031
>functional family
There's no such thing faggot, take your wins where you can and be a man bluuud. Push through the pain and better yourself nigga, I believe in you. on crip

>>83408004
>I don't get why other men can't get their shit together
Why is it always men that have to do something when women clearly don't wanna breed? Stop blaming men for your birth rate crisis and accept that if things don't improve you'll be suffering as well.

>>83408106
again, some people don't even have parents. stop being a pathetic faggot and go live your life. if it's so good, why are you here?

>>83408130
to be annoying and supportive :)

>>83408051
I didn't comment, I read the thread that guy linked and laughed at a post btfoing you and dykebot.

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bwom bwom

>>83407932
Are you doom, kris, or voca anon?

>>83408145
You wrote a whole ass book report about the thread.

>>83408190
That's a copy paste of some guy's post from that thread.

>>83408106
I was already financially ruined by being born with retarded parents that didn't gave a shit and no hard work could change that huge disadvantage even compared to an average dude. Just consider yourself lucky you didn't get born with retarded parents that spend money on stupid shit like arts equipment to be "an artist" or waste the little money you had on "donations" to a cult that preys on retards instead of parking some fiat in index funds to provide the minimum of financial stability to your family. Fuck these retards.
And then these fuckers have the nerve to ask ME for money seeing that I work my ass off at a shit job that pays like shit? I'll never financially recover from my shit start in life so why bother being "responsible"? I'll have some fun while I can and go out with a bang. Shrimple as.

>>83408196
Oh my bad lol. I was like damn you read the whole thread??

>>83408201
Really sorry for you anon. I'm so lucky that my parents, emotional wrecks that they may be, were financially responsible and I will inherit a home to live in from them and some money.

>>83408142
Oh, you are so annoying but I'm not so sure about the supportive part.

>>83408154
I'm a secret fourth thing.

Also who the hell is kris?? Can i get a qrd?

>>83408263
Just one of the regulars in this thread.

>>83408201
Sometimes a serious situation like that requires a serious solution. Get out of there any way you can even if you aren't fully prepared. You can worry about stabilizing yourself after. Once you get yourself settled and a few months or even a couple years pass make your feelings known to your family how you felt and try to heal. i'ts the best you can hope for my fellow crip

>>83408215
Good for you, anon. At least you're not one of these annoying faggots that were born into a privileged position and somehow think their advantage is a consequence of their own doing. I get to enjoy being a son of an ex heroin addict who was too lazy to take care of his teeth and plundered the saving of my mother to fix his shit, spend tons of money as a long term jobless bum larping as an "artist" and somehow has the nerve to feel superior about us "ants" that work for our money instead of bleeding his relatives dry while getting either fired from every job after weeks for being useless / full of himself / annoying. Fucking useless hippie who was supported his whole fucking life by others and wasting his time painting "abstract" paintings no-one wants to buy or see. If he had done NOTHING we could have invested the saved money to build a small nest-egg but nooo, the artist comes first and fuck his own family and their future. Why did this faggot even get kids if he didn't want to be a father? I was SHOCKED to learn that parents of normal families keep track on the progress in school of their children and help out if they struggle or get lazy. I had NONE of that. I spare you the part of him trying to pimp me out to his perverted art friends and this reminds me of the joke that crimes against kids are so easy to get away with. May be rot in hell.

>>83408268
I'm only familiar with mike off the top in this thread. 47 likes to poke in, but idk if you'd say he's a regular. I can identify certain posting styles, but I don't know if they have a name or anything. I'm even worse with avatars because I pretty much ignore anime pictures honestly.

>>83408309
47 is a conglomerate and a blanket name for every person that tries to demoralize mike. aren't you caught up with the anti mike discord lore?

>>83408292
I will not waste another SECOND on my shit family. The gas-lighting attempts of them to make their physical/mental abuse go away. I mean, wow. That at least shows me that they knew that they were doing something wrong but fuck it, it's just a functionally mute kid right? Who does he have to complain about this shit, right? He was taught that nothing he says/wants matters so he wouldn't tell anyone what happens, right? Who would fucking believe what they have done to me at home? It sound so fucking insane and unbelievable that I don't even blame people for thinking I just made it up. It doesn't make ANY sense besides them shitting on the ones that can't protect themselves because they were fucking losers getting shat on by everyone for being absolutely stupid and also arrogant. May they rot in hell.

that "im so quirky" hoe and her equally insufferable twin, yep they're in on it too

>>83408368
>"im so quirky"
Can you be a bit more specific? That describes like 50% of the non-thot female population.

>>83408343
Not at all. I've been playing the star ocean 2 remake. I pop in to the board maybe twice a week these days.

>>83408352
some people are impossible to work with and that anon has no clue how bad things could be. just ignore those people.

my mom seriously is more willing to work things out with the MULTIPLE men who sexually and physically abused each of her children than with her kids. My mother is not a safe person to be around. The only reason why she doesn't talk to two of them is because they're now dead. If I talk to her, she tells me about how she showed my picture to random men and how they're asking to take me out. WTF!

Some people think their families are bad, but they have no fucking idea. I'm lucky things weren't any worse than they were, because I don't know how I would've escaped if not.

Also rant: I hate people who act weird when others complain about their nasty parents. My mom used to shit talk my sibling and I in front of us and would make fun of us when we'd cry. Why should a person like that deserve any respect? bc they made their kids jump through hoops to get what they needed? It's such a bad take to think all parents are deserving of respect idk.

I always knew something was weird about my mom. We started to argue when I was like 9, but even before then. That's around the age the abuse I dealt with worsened and when I had my first mental breakdown - accusing my mother of covering my dead sibling's murder. My mom and dad used to stuff socks in my paralyzed, speechless sister's mouth to prevent her from making noise or screaming for their attention.

Some families are not worth recovering. I have two family members I care about deeply. The rest of my immediate family can go to hell. I already know that I'll feel nothing except for relief that I'll never see them again when they die.

If you're telling people that space is a universal solution to dysfunctional families, you have no idea how bad things can be. I'm not even saying I had the worst parents/family, things could've been way worse.

https://youtu.be/_941jhR6Q5U?si=kMbshU4ytPuUs4yh
cried watching this scene because I'd often wonder if the only way to get out was doing this. obviously I did not bc I was still rational enough to understand it's not worth ruining my life and staining my soul for anyone or anything. BTFO if you haven't had a thought like this once in your life.

>>83408495
Oof, yeah, can relate to having a mother that constantly talked shit about my sister and others, for things she couldn't do anything about like her gate being a bit weird because she, as a parent didn't get my sister enough vitamin d which caused her legs to be crooked. She used to make fun of her gait whenever my sister walked to school and as we waved her goodbye from our window she said something like: she walks clumsy like a retard and gave her a dumb nick-name that was Japanese meaning "someone who walks without grace" - 'noshi noshi" or something stupid like that. She made fun of my speech impediment my aping it back when I had my spasms due to that shit and I don't want to know what she talked about me behind my back. So funny how she got really embarrassed when I made a joke referencing how she used to hit me in the face as punishment or threatened to cut off my hands with a cleaver when I was caught stealing toys from other kids because I was a dumb kid thinking they won't even notice having a room STUFFED with toys while I got to play with the clamps we had to fix laundry to the drying lines. I hope she's dead.

>>83408635
are you japanese or japanese-american, anon? I'm surprised your mom even knew that phrase if not. and I'm surprised you're posting here if you're a full on jap

I lost all passions and enthusiasm. Most of what I do nowadays is just do the bare minimum and pass time by videogames, youtubes videos and such.

>>83408649
Nah, not full jap, not jap-american, either.
Also not dumb enough to dox myself by posing my other half.

>>83408662
that's cool, not trying to dox but that sucks.

My mom was more of a needling type. she took immense pleasure in my failures, used to always talk about the worst case scenario any time I attempted anything, then rubbed it in my face when I did fail and said I told you so. just a vindictive cruel person in general, no warmth whatsoever, pathologically cheap and miserable, won't lift a finger to help anyone but needs constant help to do the slightest things, incompetent at absolutely everything. has enormous amounts of money but will not part with a penny of it for anyone. i wouldn't be surprised if she did some boomer "leaving it all to charity" bullshit when she dies just to spite us.

I know you gave up in highschool, and desu it dosnt get all that much better. Yolo EVERYTHING into gamestop and sell at the end of jan 2021. the economy will be turbo fucked. Also chnage out the stupid fucking bag for a coffe can in the front. If you dont the house fire will fuck your life. Unless somhow get a fuckload of money by getting lucky there is no hope. YOU ARE FUCKED

You have forced my hand.

I am doing to reinstall my operating system.

Goodbye.

>>83407668
C is disgusting.
Despite the lies you told her about me, she still loves me.

I'll never give up on her.

the attempts to have her perceive me negatively and see you in a different light when you are a conniving spineless weasel.

You continue to broadcast lies and deceptions because you only have one card and once that burns out because she sees it you're done.

The truth prevails, and she knows our truth. True love

Maria and I never wanted this bullshit that happened in between.

Let's cut this pos garbage narc out.

Then let's start from where we last looked into each other's eyes and told each other we loved each other more and we're so excited to be home with each other. I still remember your voice and I know you remember mine.

I don't give up on her. I'm stronger than your lies.

>>83408689
Jesus, I'll never understand how some parents are so shit to their own kids. I know about parents being jealous about their kids as I'm the first in our family who finished an apprenticeship and later became an EE and instead of being proud of me she shat on my final work claiming she expected something "excellent" while she didn't understand ANYTHING about the algorithm or data and she knows shit about computers. She was so surprised that I wouldn't be an absolute failure like the rest of my family (at least academically) and I think she knew that I will wise up on how neglectful they were after I learned how other families operated.
She couldn't even cook healthy food that had balanced nutrition. When I moved out at 17 and started to cook my own meals I learned that constant heart-burn and having high blood-pressure that my veins in my legs popped out wasn't normal and it was her being shit at providing her own family with proper nutrition. They failed their own family in any metric imaginable but somehow talked on their high horses or whatever, it's really strange, must have been cope for being so incompetent at everything.
God I fucking HATE talking to new people that tell me about normal families and then fucking ask me and I also hate to lie so I say they live in japan and we don't see each other.
I wish I was good at lying to avoid these awkward situations but instead I just avoid social connection in general to not get reminded of my shit "family". They're such fucking disgusting parasites that they went back to japan to basically squat in the house of my grand-parents and they even looted the valuables together with my sister. I was so embarrassed seeing them looting my dead grandparents. Such disgrace but somehow I'M the asshole for working for my shit and not participating in that kind of honor-less behavior? Great that these fuckers now have a nice house my hard-working grandfather built while I can barely afford to rent a studio apartment.

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Once we have our trip together everything will fall into place, We will live our dreams that we've had of each other for too long now.

>>83408842
Do you really think you'll get away with making your own young daughter suck your dick? Fucking degenerate, die.

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>>83408858
she's been dreaming about doing it with me every night

>>83408858
>>83408882
what the fuck is going on here? originalpost

>>83408882
I've read your pathetic emails in which you grossed out your "dates" by telling them you're a degenerate who doesn't like pubes. Disgusting kid fucker, die.

>>83408923
Nah, I don't react to your lies, deceptions, conniving spineless Weasley behavior.

Your lies just reflect on what a shitty deceptive manipulative person you are

I'm the person who has stayed for her through everything, more than anyone else has and will ever do in her lifetime.

I'm the person who completes her and the love of her life.

Compatible completely in love and lust.

We are the same and it's always been that way.

The same emotions, the same thoughts, the same reactions, just everything

We fit together and complete each other in ways we are missing in each other

We are in the in between. We are almost out of it and back with each other where we will have it all and it is going to be worth everything.

(he has her instagram, but can't just message her for whatever reason)

There's a reason that after all this time she still looks for the comfort from my voice in every moment that she feel sad and alone.

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>>83401782
It's no secret I'm a lifelong porn addict. As much as Freud is reviled within my particular intellectual circle, his psychoanalytic framework of Superego, Ego and Id along with Madonna/Whore complex are compelling explanations for my particular desires in the fairer sex alongside ideal traits and flaws. These three women are canvasses reflecting my own desires, flaws, thoughts and more.

Maggie as Superego: The well-bred White woman from a solid bourgeoisie background. Deeply perfectionist, groomed from childhood towards excellence and trained in a way that feels eugenic. Beneath her irksome political activism and bougie sentimentality lies something rarer than ideological alignment: raw humanity. Stripped of politics, this is the sort of woman who inspires higher platonic and romantic ideals: spiritually clean, wholesome, perfectionist, emotionally in tune and soulful. Consequently, casual fornication with her feels utterly dirty while she herself is far from asexual. This is the sort of permanence-inspiring woman to build civilizations with. She means well, and even though she probably would be an utter pain-in-the-ass with a terminal case of main character syndrome, she would inspire you to be a better man.

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Rosaleigh as Ego : Ah, SuicideGirl Rosaleigh. Before being swallowed up by hardcore pornography later, this was a woman I had developed an intense crush on. We traded messages and I even sent her an LP and birthday card one year. We later became online associates elsewhere, but slowly, we drifted apart as we never knew each other in real life. We learned that our chemistry would be effectively nonexistent. Someone later informed me she went into hardcore pornography which shocked me as she had an stable relationship with another man some time earlier and even expressed desires of becoming a mother. Upon seeing her fucked on camera, a small part of soul died as I jacked off to her scene. This is one I mourn.

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Meltymochi as Id: Desire made flesh. This is a woman who lives to perform for the camera with fellatio being her craft. Every flick of her man's glans, every slow and deliberate suction of his shaft, every kiss and every dirty word she utters caters to your every fantasy. In my mind's conscious, she swims laps in the lake of sperm. Unfortunately, she is probably the worst sort of woman to pair up with as she is utterly narcissistic and probably toxic. By her own confession, she would cut any potential offspring out of the will and testament were they to object to her lifestyle. Much of her online presence is dedicated to amassing material possessions, and rare are the posts that go beyond "look at me!" Unfortunately, she might have been destined for this early on. Suspicious looking scars are visible on her right thigh even underneath the tattoo which suggests self-mutilation. Coupled with her empty flexes, meltymochi couldn't be a worse woman for any man yet she lingers in my conscious and keeps me company during my loneliest nights.

Tell me, what do you make of all this?

>>83409472
>Tell me, what do you make of all this?
Gay, but you can overcome this. like omg this is a lot of words about porn actresses bro.
If a man loved me so much to write about me this much, this romantically, I'd cry. Just be normal bro. Find a wife that will let you watch her in the shower and that wants to watch you shower too :3

I watch one porn couple, but I'm not sure if I can be defined as a porn addict. They're very vanilla and I imagine myself. idk is that bad?? maybe it's really bad if I have a mental bookmark of a xnxx page name... deltonlove ;oo;;;

Anyways stop being a porn addict and find real love because sex with someone you love is way better than porn. I wouldn't watch that porn account if I had a bf to do stuff with, but I don't sigh..

do it lady

i wanted to (You) you in solidarity for trying to talk some sense into that projecting cuck (tfw it's not even about securing the most accessible bang meat but indulging tranny fantasies by proxy of being the head whiteknight for the image board cognito casualty pawg grandma of the month) because as someone who has literally been here since babby it's insane to want nothing more than to be left to your anonymous posting but to constantly get
>OMG CRACKY IS THAT U
>OMG CREEPY IS THAT U
>OMG SPOONY IS THAT U
>OMG MARKY IS THAT U
>OMG ERICA IS THAT U
>OMG SCOTTY IS THAT U
>OMG (irrelevant anywhere post-second-wave WFC/marc's eharem egirls trying to emulate chanwhores of yore) IS THAT U

i refrained because he would probably accuse samefag but you're my favorite poster on the entire board at the moment. If I am ever to return it is only because of this spark you have given me that I carry forth. orz

Don't let the newfucks or the jewbuxx get you down

>>83409457
>>83409464
>>83409472
Comes across this creepy

>>83409585
Love is worth more than porn in every way

>>83409585
First one isn't a pornstar. She's a famous musician:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WdrNXRdkuG4

If you are an actual woman, this is rather encouraging. Biggest reason I've kept from dating is that I never had my own place or held a job that wasn't in the family. Once I can start living independently and be gainfully employed or self-employed, I feel I will have enough confidence to start dating.

Oh so he can see the creepiness in other people, that's rich

Not concerned over your comments because Maria truly know me and remember me from our time together. That I have difficulty with typing because of a dyslexic issue and that who I am irl with her is what matters.

>I got in there early enough to groom and manipulate her reeeaaaal good so she didn't have the healthy foundation to identify my creep shit as creep shit

All that work for nothin', huh? Dang. Must be rough that all it takes to unravel years of trauma conditioning is a relationship with a non-pedophile.

>>83409814
That's not what happened.

You're only saying that to deceive and manipulate her with lies.

Just as you always have done. Lie and manipulate.

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I truly do love her and always have. The only difficulty we have ever had is through your deceptions and lies.

Everything is only gotten worse for her ever since we lost each other. Her health, her happiness, everything.

We will overcome this and find each other again.

I trust and have faith in her because we are complete in each other

I wouldn't still be here over all this time and put up with all this bullshit If it was about something like how she looks.

I love her for who she is. She's my Maria, my moon. We complete each other. True love, our truth. Stronger than Time distance and your lies.

>>83409716
yes I am and that's fair, honestly. it's best to not jack off to idols tho. It'd be good to replace your masturbation habits with more productive activities. I masturbate a few times a month, but more frequently during certain parts of my cycle. Idk how it is for men. I don't listen to a lot of pop music really so I just assumed she was an OF creator from the pic lul

>>83409717
yeah lmao.

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I Remember her for who she is and how we were when we were together.

She is worth more to me than your petty manipulative deceptions.

>>83409889
>it's best to not jack off to idols tho.

Honestly, I'm so fried, I can't even jack off to nudes anymore. I can muster an erection, but I can never masturbate to completion from nudes alone. I have to see a woman at least suck dick or take dick on camera. Unlearning this habit will take some time.

>>83409929
just stop jerking off for a while :3

>>83409889
>I masturbate a few times a month, but more frequently during certain parts of my cycle
Ok creep. How do you like to masturbate and what do you typically do after?

>>83409953
Longest streak I did was 9 days. The blue balls got the better of me.

>>83409963
-_-
that's a secret and idk it depends. sometimes I fall asleep thinking about my crush. if it's during the day I get on with doing whatever I need to do. maybe I'll read manga after. half of the time I'm horny I roll around like a loser thinking about doing stuff with my crush and what he would sound like if I got to please him.

I just stress my crush out. My dog was supposed to be a stud, but he stressed the older bitch out. I imagine it's sort of like that except I'm the young bitch stressing him out. He kinda stopped talking to me so I unadded him.

>>83409966
I don't understand that. How can you get blue balls, but need to jerk off to porn?

>>83409987
I didn't think you'd actually answer. You're not supposed to answer questions like that.

>>83410031
well I didn't tell you that much. when I roll around, I'm not actually masturbating. it's deep mental visualization. I'm one of those people that can see the full apple ykwim? ok also you got me thinkin about it and I sort of just type straight from the dome without much thought as to what I shouldn't include. also is it that big of a deal to share that sometimes I fall asleep or go do other things? I'm big on washing my hands because I'm scared of getting pink eye or something.

guys how do I get my crush to love me (I don't)
SIGH. it's too much work right now. I'm going to return to him in a few months. the downside to that is that he's like the last slice of yummy bumpy cake within however many miles. reeeeeeeeeee at least him and I haven't really done anything lewd so we can just be friends :3
but I'm not good enough to be his friend right now I don't think. I don't really spark his interest. meh

Hope youre having a shitty day dumb bitch whore hope you get an STD

i haven't had sex in nearly two years so i know yer not talking to me

I'm just going to wait until I'm 30 to have sex again desu and then I'll groom some 28 year old to be my husband. if my crush doesn't want me it's sover p much

WTF does it mean if a man tells me I'm not ugly and then asks if I'd date a medium ugly guy (I would)

>>83410091
Obviously not then retard talking about somone that fucks homeless dudes for 5 dollars worth of meth 4 days after they meet your parents

>>83410081
>how do I get my crush to love me
I wish I knew. I can't even get my crush to be friends with me. They think I'm trying to trick them.

>>83410081
Have you tried slapping him across the face and pinning him down?

https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=5oHCGgbr6c4&list=RD5oHCGgbr6c4&start_radio=1&pp=oAcB

Notice how your distrust of others has grown the longer you've been there. Notice how your mental and physical health has declined the longer youve been there.

>>83410238
ip tracker

I still have the gift I got you for when you land. I like to dwell in moments like when I think about your smile when you open it and how you tell me something physical like that really doesn't matter when we have each other

take initiative and show up to her house

I suffer each day. The world kicks me and spits in my face. I will get up every single time. I will be great. Not because of my suffering; in spite of it. The world is only so cruel because it is scared of me. It knows I can achieve anything I set my mind to, for my spirit is unstoppable.
-D

Fuck off bitch im not falling for whatever fucking plan your cooking up. Go fuck yourself creeeeeeep blackmailing pieces of shit.

>>83410355
Again, you are insinuating creepy shit because you are manipulative and attempting to cause perceptions of me.

>>83410373
This

>>83410091
>omg no sex two years im asexual now
try seven years hoe i feel like a virgin again

12:23 wish made

>>83410413
12:23:31

11 22 33

Good to see

I don't know how you think I could do something like that to you.

You will never be too much for me and you will never be a burden

Basically because of what a POS you are with what you did to manipulate and twist perceptions and emotions. This is covert blackmail. The person was just not aware of it.

>>83410425
Kind...
>>83410437
I've only ever leaked (1) nude picture and it was my ex who cheated on me and I still feel bad about it.

>>83410444
<3
Trips of kindness

>>83410458
>posting revenge porn is kind

>>83410463
I was young and stupid.
>>83410458
Not sure about that

And if you're wondering what I mean by
>Basically because of what a POS you are with what you did to manipulate and twist perceptions and emotions. This is covert blackmail. The person was just not aware of it.

You basically did a
"How do I threaten someone with larping/lies/deception in a way that they emotionally react to do and Make the decisions of what I want"

>>83410463
I didnt see that part

>>83410474
She cheated on me three times in the span of a year long relationship. I was justified sending a pic of her and what she does to her newest victim (boyfriend).
In fact, he thanked me. Doesn't mean I don't feel bad about it, though.

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>Maria, what time am I picking you up from the airport?

>I'd like to dwell there too

Nope did not get better. Not even a little bit

>>83411208
have you considered getting gud

>>83411333
Yeah, but it didn't work

This feeling isn't great. It sucks. I don't know how to put it, but it feels like I'm stuck in a cage and out of breath, even right now when I'm not doing anything. I'm just depressed over a show, and I know that if I move on to another show, I will stop thinking about it. But I can't start a new show, and at the same time, I don't want to rewatch something I've already seen. I don't know anymore. I guess it might have to do with the fact that I don't know if I'm going to make it to 2026, so starting a new show just feels bad, and watching the same stuff just gives me this dreadful feeling.

>>83410211
I've sort of pinned him down before. It's whatever. I'll just crush on him for many years or until he gets married.
g2a gambling bc I'm a brokie loser but I want to play more games here are codes:
HIIYV-Z74BK-FTJW4
8JJKN-LP888-BWYWG
6PGCH-0IQ7V-3CVTR
ZEI0V-TDTYJ-YGITC
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>>83411401
I actually feel kinda great right now

>>83411678
did any of u guys input the steam codes ;_;

I'm playing pathfinder and they p much lied to me that I'd be able to select beautiful curly hair

I never said we were in a relationship you retard. Stop blaming me for everything anyone says to you.

I feel really great right now

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Solid safe and secure.

>>83411678
>g2a gambling bc I'm a brokie loser
dawg why the fuck aren't you just pirating shit instead of throwing money away?

>>83412485
You don't seem it. You seem like a raving lunatic pining for a girl he hasn't spoken to in 4 years who posts her nudes on /b/.

You were whining I "changed". Yeah it's called being happy and finally getting good dick no shit I changed. Go get drunk and throw yourself in the river

>>83412810
This nigga spittin

>>83412810
You should have made me delete everything if this was your attitude.

>Go to therapist with the most retarded victim complex ever
>Expect them to validate all your shit with some trauma related diagnosis
>They start diagnosing why you go around traumatizing people instead
>Time for a new therapist

I wonder how many times each of you has done this.

>>83412743
No, I'm the one who loves her over all else and has stayed for her through it all.

Here is the issue:

And if you're wondering what I mean by
>Basically because of what a POS you are with what you did to manipulate and twist perceptions and emotions. This is covert blackmail. The person was just not aware of it.

You basically did a
"How do I threaten someone with larping/lies/deception in a way that they emotionally react to do and Make the decisions of what I want"

The medication is helping keep me sane and here. However I still feel like I've lost a big part of who I am. I can barely hear myself talk inside my own head, and throughout the day I don't have many original thoughts. I guess this is what being partly dead is like.

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I know that Maria truly does love me and that we are each others. We made promises to each other and I'm keeping that promise I made to her.

>>83412743
Do you see how conniving underhanded Weasley This comment is attempting to shift our perception of each other for you to see me in not a good light and to shift my perception of you to a used whore?

This is exactly what he does to blackmail you

>>83412501
bc I used to do that until I downloaded a miner or something bad.

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All it takes is one warm step forward and our eyes meet again.

Why didn't they just prescribe the antipsychotics first instead of five years later? Oh, right. You don't even care, or otherwise you wouldn't have told that guy from Ohio to do that

When will i have friends to send memes with, i feel the second I join a cord i'm going to be given a png file with malware on it. fml

Wow that morality, liberty, and justice compass forms a multidimensional horseshoe!

So THAT is why you showed me her crushed skull and told me that she and others like her kill themselves!

Technically

This power would have prevented all those deaths in Ukraine, Palestine, Sudan, etc.

I mean

Considering that this power has been available for like

What
15 years?

Or was it

50 years?

Those fellas were unusually slow to take those down btw

You laugh now but it took ISIS centuries to destroy Nimrud
You are almost as slow as them!

Watch as I sabotage that cute little romcom that you set up in 2019 after she showed me that she drinks coffee-flavored Monsters.

Watch this watch this some guy is gonna comment that he hates coffee-flavored Monsters or something

How professional of him to yawn at me in 2013 instead of calmly discussing the pros and cons of such a

Well

You get the idea

Or otherwise they would not be programmed to laugh

Why did I wait until 2015 to listen what everyone in mid-2013 was telling me to do again?

John Wayne, is this me?

*slow clap clap clap mimicking the clappening in Star Trek's mirrorverse*

Like a Bond villain!

>>83413872
also I'm a digital hoarder with bad storage so reinstalling windows or whatever is not appealing

Hey what was the point of getting banned from Fillmore again since those two were dead from the start?

I think I hear that nurse's decapitated corpse outside

Or is that you?

They're gonna assume my gender incorrectly as if it matters in the grand scheme of things, aren't they?

Oh I get it

I am supposed to be dead instead of scheming on how to marry Ferguson before Christmas in London or something

Or was it supposed to be Ms. Bradley? I wonder how many more unfortunately coincidental names I can drop before I realize that I previously forgot to insert the word "should"

Truth be told: I don't see it working out with Ms. James a decade from now anymore than today. But you already knew that, because otherwise why would you arrange for a marriage for three years--far longer than you did with the other three chicks?

You would think that my pussying out in my trip to Long Beach would suffice but I guess I am not quite done restating the obvious

Their loudmouthedness from 2022, 2023, and 2025 wouldn't be nearly as bothersome if it weren't for the fact that their loudmouthedness wasn't so reminiscent of the others' loudmouthedness and the combined efforts of them trying to outloudmouth each other about three years ago.

How cathartic her oddly familiar smile is. Now if only I could apply my droll Saturday morning cartoon villain humor, as if existence hadn't already been desensitized to seeing a human face get crushed by a boot for eternity

Eternally deaf across the finite void

Much deep

So wow

>>83415697
How are you spying on me? Did you wiretapped my phone? fucking ridiculous. I never buy coffee-flavored monsters and you make a post like this. and yes I don't like them prick. Stop stalking me you cocksucker

I have faith in my moon
I'm excited to spend time together and have fun

I submitted a complaint to the feds hopefully your ass gets sent to prison.

letter thread love and romance no hate edition next after this because this shit is so annoying
>>83416126
how will you feel if she's not around on christmas?

Oh look the clockwork elves are at it again

Hm well gee how to respond this time around that would be superior to my responses in 1999, 2009, 2016, etcetera

Don't gasp. The last hundred times you gasped; I merely descended deeper into Hell awaiting rescue by the angel in the attic

Or was it another nurse this time around? The one that flashed her tits in 2022?

>You think the Devil cares how stupid he is before he actually kills you for real this time?

Now that I think about it; I never stopped believing that the Devil existed. God's existence is a lot harder to see, however

>>83416245
Thats not very love and romance of you to ask

>>83416283
it's not hateful to ask someone who posts about something daily how'd they feel.

I've never seen somebody apologize so often over something that they feel apologetic over--which they repeatedly carry out only to be followed by more apologies daily!

What good are short- and long-term memory if they can't even help one recall how bad the apologetic fellas' memory spans are?

I guess this is the part where I pull a Braveheart by laughing my sides out

Something that might happen in SpaceJam before being told of its ficticious nature

>>83409457
>my particular intellectual circle
Elaborate

tfw no nerd pervert hhusband FUCK

There was a Simpsons and Cowboy Bepop episode that reminded me of the babe

>>83416398
what babe?

Apparently fixing her gastrointestinal issues 30 years ago would have prevented all of this from happening

Because otherwise I mean why the fuck else would you still be here bitching over six years later instead of having her take groundskeeping classes like I did and nobody would have heard her bitch about being too busy to get a proper education for 80 years

Would the divorce even have happened?

The marriage?

Her third childbirth

I fell for it hook line sinker

YOU LAUGH BECAUSE THINGS ARE DIFFERENT NOW

I LAUGH TOO

BUT I ALSO LAUGH BECAUSE THINGS ARE THE SAME

AND ALWAYS WILL BE