>no career, either unemployment or min wage jobs>no house of my own, still living with parents>no love or romance, just fapping to disgusting porn that makes me want to kms>no friends, just anons who I'll never know irl>health problems accumulating and chronic pain>already old and past my prime, I was ugly but now my looks are in free fallIt's over.
I cope by self-harming and doing reckless shit that might get me killed one day
>>83424762I cope by being a video gamer.
she was killed, it wasn't an accident
but have you genuinely lost all hope? I cope by thinking it will all turn around for me.it probably wont but hope is cope
>>83424792yeah I lost all hope. Not sure why I haven't kurt cobained myself yet