>>83425631
Looking back in my history I've realized video game addiction cocked blocked me quite a few times.

It's ok, you weren't ready for that at that point in your life. everyone's path is different

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>>83425631
Hello fellow retard!
>cousin ask on her friends behalf if I wanted to make out with her, I say no and go back to play vydia with my friends
Still remember it, 22 years ago, another funny one
>Girl with biggest tits on school says to my face "you and X are the prettiest boys on the school", i say thanks, the same day I see X tongue kissing her and then bragging how he grabbed her tits
Both bitches got divorced, both bitches got used, did i lose anything? not really, but still don't know what is a date and i'm still romantic and would say no to any and all woman no matter how pretty she is unless she is a virgin, i still got the same bizarre mindset 22 years later, how is that possible?.
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>>83425631
My mom got her friend to show me the ropes. Forever grateful to her for that

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>>83425631
>Hung out with a cute ginger girl in 8th grade would play fight and play footsie and never talked to her again after that year
>2 girls in a scene/emo group asked me out in 9th grade. Finally said yes to shut one of them up but barely did anything before breaking up and friendzoning each other because we couldn't see each other outside of school because my parents didn't want me hanging around those devil kids. Still could have at least fucked her with a minimal effort but never tried.
>Slutty younger cheerleader invited me over to her house and I turned her down because I had to go to football practice
>One of sister's softball friends flat-out asked me out and I thought she was joking
>Another one of sister's softball friends told me her cousin thought I was cute and to go talk to her, never did
>Waited too long to ask out the only girl who I ever could have loved who made every first move short of explicitly asking me to be her BF, ended up as her orbiter / backup BF for 4 years
>At same time friendzoned a ginger watergirl on my football team who came up with a stupid fake BF scheme as a way to get me to flirt with her
>Girl I orbited for 4 years tried to drag me out of the friendzone before giving up and moving on because I made it obvious to her that I was too retarded to be anything more than just friends
>Girl who probably had a crush on me when we were in school starts soon after we graduate dropping shittest hints to suggest I'd be dateable if I wasn't a neet manchild faggot. Years later often see her at the gym and we start flirting after she breaks up with her BF, never try anything more before the gyms shut down due to coof and she moves for a lockdown-proof job
>Much younger cute Walmart cashier flirts with me for 6 months and gave me easy ins to ask her out, and could only muster out a "haha yeah that sucks" when she told me she was going off to college and we wouldn't see each other for awhile

>>83425631
there are a lot of people here who are not incels but might as well be

>>83425701
>Looking back in my history I've realized video game addiction cocked blocked me quite a few times.
mine was just autism
I didn't think girls wanted to get naked and bang if they didn't even know you

>>83425631
Your pronouns are Ob/noxious

>>83425773
A cougar took advantage of you, Anon. You don't realise it.

>>83425631
If you had gone on a practice date with a practice girlfriend and had practice sex, you could have had a practice son by now.

Don't feel bad about it, you're a different person now.
Even if you said yes all the way back then, you still would've thought about only one thing: video games.

>>83425631
My first bj and handjob was my sister and her best friend together after a sleepover they discovered i have a huge penor lol

>>83426412
There aren't enough truecells on r9k anymore, nowadays all I see is foid, chadlite and normie bro posting shit and it's really demoralizing. The black pill is real man and it's evermore consuming moment by moment.

If I ever had a wife I don't even think I would just accept the beta bux, like I think I would never even request sexual relations with said woman and id stay chuddy forever just so i don't cuck myself by trying to have sex and then facing the immanant reality of my inadequacy.

And even then im never even gonna have the chance to betabux so what dose it even matter?

>>83425631
hindsight is 2020
does it invalidate all further rejections and jestermaxxing?

>>83427688
Greentext this please I'll goon to it