>ask people in real life and online about being suicidal>get banned online, told to call up the suicide hotline>call up hotline>get told that they cant help and to go get therapy>go to therapist>get told they cant help and they redirect me to a specialist>specialist is inaccessible and doesnt contact me
>>83426277People are largely unprepared to discuss suicide in a normal fashion because it's such an abnormality and it's heavily stigmatized. It doesn't help that most suicide attempts are cries for help from women who don't have real problems. Your best bet is to find an actual friend who will make time for you to talk about how you feel and encourage you not to. DON'T go to an AI about it, it won't help.
what kind of stuff do you bring up when talking about suicide?
I'll just deal with being suicidal I don't need some 20 year old dweeb or woman telling me how life is worth living. Bitch I'm 31 and youre 20 youre going to be where I'm at in a few years. therapists are just as depressed as you are