What's the point of being rich, bros?Is it really just, to have excess of resources?What the hell am I gonna do with all the excess?
>>83427612Early retirement.
>>83427612Security and stability. Like not having to worry about losing food/shelter/safety, etc. Being able to afford nice things is a bonus.
>>83427641>early retirementand then do what?I still have to eat, I still have to sleep...>>83427646Nothing in this life is nice enough for meI want something else, manI want to somehow hold... God
>>83427612Never have to work or worry about not being able to eat, afford a house, having to work a bad job with coworkers or boss that hate you.
>>83427653Sounds like depression. I was there too. It got better after I got a job. A busy mind doesn't have time to worry about nonsense.
>>83427653yeah, i know just what you mean. all the books and sages go on and on about freeing yourself from attachment, and how wealth is worthless and so on, and how true happiness is peacefulness or whatever, but i'm here chilling and i truly don't care about it at all and it actually sucks.>>83427661i disagree. i thought more about these sorts of things than ever before or after when i was working.
>>83427716https://youtu.be/cDCS19EOsrA?si=oXRryL9FhVZOg-mvI've genuinely just put this on repeat and just do whatever that needs doing...
>>83427725i try to do the same with Lustmord's The Word As Power album but it's not really very convincing, in the end. like you say, from time to time you catch yourself and you ask, what's the point? and i always feel like there isn't any
>>83427738>Lustmord's The Word As Powerooh I like that
>>83427612There are many things to enjoy materially and there are also many things to do. It sounds to me you just do nothing, so just find stuff to do and try.
>>83427780>do nothingI have ADHD, anonsI do lots of thingsThe point is that I've gone so far inward that I've reduced it allThis year, I've slept in 7 different beds, either weeks or months on endI've tried many different, foreign foodsI've gone to places I'd never imagine myself going like gay bars and mosquesIn terms of "struggle", I've crashed my car, fought a pack of dogs, almost died due to anaphylactic shockI've done so much and I have to do so much more
Nothing in this material world satisfies me anymore, anonsI need to hold the Divine, I need to somehow reach the Most High for me to cope with living in the Lowest Lows
