for years I've wondered why i was the only one who didn't get it. i always start panicking before i even get that high. but i figured it out bros. ive been coping with weed heavily cuz im trying not to drink, and i realised its just a mental thing! if i find the right things to distract and stimulate myself, i wont panick or get anxious. i figured this out when i thought i was 'greening out' and trying not to have an anxiety attack, and i just started gooning. my mind was numb and it felt so good to switch between youtube and porn for 3 hours as i calmed down. for the past 4 days i've been sleeping, smoking in bed, jerking off, watching tv, watching porn, eating junk. and its so perfectly mind numbing. i still wish i was drinking tho :/
i shouldn't have doubted the earlier boyfriend was an attempt to upset me either
>>83428068You have serious issues. Maybe use ssri.
>>83428076i dont want to deal with shrinks