>guy who was trying to befriend me in uni goes cold>brother too busy with work, other people and himself>online weirdos have found more rewarding people to spend their psycho energy on>crushed by the issues of my own life and don't know how to lighten the load anymorei must be such an unbearable person, christ. i'm crying and dying and shitting. i need a fucking waaambulance. if only i could go live in a lighthouse or something. i'm going insaaane save me state-run alcoholic drink monopoly