I've been really hopeless lately. Things just seem to be getting worse and worse everywhere I look. I'm so anxious and worried about everything and I can't help myself. I don't want to die, but I'm miserable. Does anyone else feel this way? It feels almost addictive, like it comforts me. I almost don't want to get better.
>>83432751Been like that for years. I hate it, but I know I'd never find the willpower to change anything even if I could.
>>83432865It just doesn't seem like there's a point to it all. Everything is worse all of the time, nothing is getting better. It sucks.
>>83432751I have been like that for as long as I can remember and I just act as if everyone has. But recently I REALLY feel like that.
>>83432751>Does anyone else feel this way?Yes but I do want to die. More accurately, I don't want to HAVE to die but I've accepted that I have to. Max of three years, hoping my plan wont fall through. I'm trying to get notes and instructions together as of now
>>83432751Yep. It's not addictive. It's not comforting. You're just perceiving reality accurately beyond the gaslighting. Saying it's addictive is like noticing the sky is blue is addictive.
>>83433530This year has just been so shit for me. I'm not even excited about Christmas.>>83433545I hope you don't go through with it. As much as I feel what I said, I don't think death is the answer.>>83433650I don't WANT to be nihilistic, but man it's hard not to.
>>83434045>This year has just been so shit for me. I'm not even excited about Christmas.Makes sense, the year overall was whatever for me but winter is B R U T A L, it is very hard to enjoy yourself in the winter. I feel no Christmas cheer, I have never been this devoid of it; I don't even remember what it feels like.
I want to tuck myself in forever underground, under the earth where no one can ever bother me
>>83432751>Does anyone else feel this way?Used to when I was in my 20s, but then I learnt to not worry about shit outside of my control like it was my problem to fix.It's simplifying shit a bit, but I dunno, you get better at dealing with this shit untill one day it's kinda gone.
>>83434077I hate everyone, I want to be alone where I'm unbothered. People are just awful.
>>83432751>does anyone else feel this way?hopeless yes for 8 goddamned years as for the addictive compfor part no it sucks and i hate it and have been trying to find a way out, at this point i dont think there is one. this world is just hell
