The loneliness always comes in these waves. I'm so used to it that I usually don't think about it but whenever I don't have anything to distract me the feeling absolutely crushes me and it gets worse every time. After a day or two I'll forget it again but now that it's here I gotta admit to myself I AM FUCKED! I am royally FUCKED! Every single day I dream of living with someone who loves me. Every single day I dream of living with a happy family of my own. Normies consider six months single unbearable. For 21 years I've lived and I still haven't held hands with a woman I like. I'm going to end up a wizard aren't I?Thank god my relatives are still alive. Without them I would have killed myself by now. I can't talk to them about this though. I can't let them feel sad for me. I need another drink.
>>83432960Just go to a community college or something and pick up a girl failure.
>>83432960>21 Years I've livedDont worry bud it only gets worse youre actually considered a "kid" in the minds of a lot of normans. They will think its sweet or some other retarded shit. Once you hit your mid 20's is when the majority of people will actually consider it pitiful, god forbid someone finds out you're in your 30s
>21 yearsYou have no idea how bad it can get lil bro
>>83432960>I'm going to end up a wizard aren't I?you have a decade left, hard to say from that description aloneanyway it's good to not get overdramatic over something you can't be sure to be as good as you imagine, consider the pain in the ass that's missing you that comes with interacting with another person
