I have to face the fact that no one is ever going to love me the way my bpd tranny r9k gf did, or at least will make me believe they do
At least someone loves you, even tho it's a bpd tranny r9k gf
>>83433083Past tense unfortunately, also idk if that kind of love is real
>>83432981BPDs don't really love, they romanticize and fixate on an idea of you they create in their minds. That's why they bitch about you stepping an inch out of line and ruining the fantasy.
>>83433302That seems apt from a lot of the stuff she did
Why don't you date a girl?
>>83433853idk I have never felt like one liked me
No shit when I was 20 I dated a 60yo dude who wasn't homeless only because all the lucky stars aligned perfectly for him. Nobody adored me the way he did. Like, he really really wanted me to be around, instead of vaguely tolerating me, like all other people.Damn I miss him.
>>83435373I haven't gotten close to one but I feel bad chatting with 20 year olds, it is young and they could have a life and not waste time talking to a pathetic 35 year old man
>>83432981tranny bpds are like lizards, they don't have feelings. Don't let this lizard ruin your life, in fact all women are lizards
>>83435488I don't have a life to ruin, that is the most significant thing to happen in my adult life
>>83435611just do something else that matters to you. Because caring about lizards hurts you