I have literally zero interest in my job. I work in a trade. I kinda just fell into it honestly. I just needed an income. But now I've gotten too deep into it and I don't think I can change careers. I'm not even naturally mechanically inclined. Like I can do the work and I don't suck at it. I understand it to a degree. But fact of the matter is I don't really enjoy it. I'm intellectually inclined. But I hide this. I'm mismatched between what I do and what I actually am interested in.