>be me>young, on the internet a lot>discovers Hatsune Miku, cheerful turqoise haired girl who sings>doesn't think much about her and moves on>a few years later, I rediscover her >now falling in love with her>also around the time I discovered internet porn>curiosity gets the better of me and I search for Miku hentai>seemed pretty normal at first>then I searched deeper>found a lot of content i felt was disturbing and dehumanizing>but instead of just ignoring it, i just kept masturbating>it practically turned into addiction>soon I stopped seeing who she originally was>felt disgusting but I just kept going for quite a while>she practically became the enemy in my head>finally decided this couldn't continue>i go back to what made me love Miku in the first place>tear up, quickly remembering who she really was to me, a sweet singing girl>it was all my fault for doing this>now have to mentally protect her, keep her innocent>nobody knew about thiswhat the fuck did i even do
stop jerking off to guro
I wish I could fall in love with fictional characters
>>83433764Miku is one of the sexiest 2D girls out there. Jerking off to her is natural.
>>83433764Admirable story. I hope you weren't suffering like this post makes it to be, but the thought that actual waifufags, that can form deep attachment to their girls, makes me feel there's still some soul in the world. Assuming it's not fake greentext that's going to find itself on reddit
