>be me, 28, close to wizard status, NEET KHHV shut in, abandoned all hope>girl with every meme red flag appears out of nowhere, introduced by a friend>ignore her for months because I don't find her attractive nor trust her>chases me because she never faced rejection and she hated it>I yield and have sex with her>I didn't feel anything when kissing her, I didn't feel anything when seeing her naked, didn't feel much during sex>whatever, try a few more times>she starts arguing over bullshit more often because I don't call her pretty nor treat her like a girlfriend, which she wasn't >not horny enough anymore to put up with drama for the sake of having a consistent fuck, so we stop talking>realize that a girl being interested in me never mattered, I don't actually give a fuck about women beyond post nut clarity>existencial dread because I thought this mattered
>>83434230>friend>abandoned all hopeabsolute state of greentexts
>>83434230you are no longer worthy>>chases mehow?>>83434239as soon as you realize it doesn't matter if it's true or not, the sooner you'll be free
>>83434230Have you tried with a male instead of a female?
>>83434281>>>chases me>how?She started flirting with me more and more directly, wanted to hang out alone several times, and at one point when we were hanging out at my friend's house while he wasn't there she literally said "You know, x was worried we'd be fucking here when he left. I wish". To be fair, part of it was because I was pretty autistic to flirt and make moves, but I wasn't into her either, so I just deliberatedly tried to ignore it for a while until I caved>>83434310I questioned whether I was just a faggot or not, but the idea of having sex with men repulses me, I still only get horny by women when I watch porn. Maybe years of porn was part of the problem
>>83434230>NEET KHHV shut in>has IRL friendsreal and straight
>>83434333sounds like a giga-slut, guys are usually the willing to be the dominant one so I can understand why forward girl like that could be off-putting
>>83434411Well, it was revealed later that her body count was over 20. She was my age. That turned me off even more.
>>83434442Now that I think of it, you can't use the "no pussy, no work" excuse, get in the wagie cagieI don't understand why some guys try their best to lose their virginity only to not be virgins. Straight way to simpdom from there.
