do you have paranoia issues r9k? someone offered to help me take my mail home once (i walk a few blocks to grab it and it was hard to carry) but i thought he might have bad motives for no reason and rejected the offer of help like an asshole
You never know in this world, he really could have killed you.
>>83435292i live in a pretty safe place i feel thats unlikely but ya ig
>>83435286this is one of the (many) reasons i dont go outsidei also make like 999 fake accounts because i think someones gonna look for me or something
>>83435319have you had smth like this happen?
>>83435339not really lol its just schizoparanoid behaviouri have a feeling that every single person is evil too so yeah i just dont interact with anyone in person
>>83435389it sucks being like this lowkey i wish i was more trusting
>>83435397were you always like this? what led to it in the first place? i've already accepted that it's gonna be this forever.
>>83435413idk i have memory problems. but my family are paranoid religious types so that probably contributed to it from a young age
>>83435286I shower with the shower curtain open because I always feel like someone or something will be standing behind it if I don't. If my phone rings I have to stop touching my phone and let it just ring, because if I decline they'll know I was at my phone. I can't walk by windows at night, because I'm scared someone will be standing outside watching me. I've said no to every person who's ever asked me out, because I've always thought it's either A joke, or they're trying to get close to me to hurt me. Anytime anything bad happens to me, even if it was just an accident caused by someone else, I always feel like someone is actually out to get. I think my family actually wants me to kill myself and so they make my life way more difficult than it has to be so I'll eventually do it. Anytime someone says something bad about me, I think they're attacking me and trying to fight me. I can't bring my phone with me to the bathroom because I think my phones recording me use the bathroom. I have many backup accounts on everything, and I also block anyone I personally know. And I can't be alone with people because I think they'll do something to me. Anytime I go outside I feel somebody watching me. And during covid time I thought I had prophetic dreams and I would have dreams about the president killing me, so for a year I was in fear of the president killing me. I'd freak out anytime I saw someone in suit, anytime I saw a cop, or anyone who I thought just looked like they'd work for the government.
>>83435428oh... you have it way worse than me. im sorry anon. do you try to manage it with anything or have coping strategies?
>>83435455No I just try to push through
>>83435465i see. i hope things get better for you
