30+ ThreadYear's almost over editionHow are you doing anon?Are you feeling hopeful about next year?
>>83437308>Are you feeling hopeful about next year?it will be my last year
Hope died a long time ago.
>>83437308>How are you doing anon?lol>Are you feeling hopeful about next year?lmao even
>>83437308im gonna jump im gonna fucking do it jk i wont do it im sure the next year is going to be A M A Z I N G, but i really need a horny gf that likes ANAL this year
>>83437308>Are you feeling hopeful about next year?Indifferent. I'm struggling to even think of what to look forward to next year, no plans for the summer or anything. I suppose that's the main problem of just drifting along in life and waiting for death, a whole lot of nothing.
I wish I would be able to lose weight just realize that it doesnt change anything.
>>83437318>it will be my last yearPlease do not harm yourself. Thanks.>>83437870Same. I was happy gaining weight at first because my whole life I got picked on for being so skinny. But now I got too fat so its time to put the burgers down and go exercise. >>83437308>how are you doingI quit my job and am living off of savings. I feel amazing after quitting. It's been 2 weeks and I have not once regretted my decision. That job would make me kms if I kept doing it.>Are you feeling hopeful about next year?Yes. Thinking to move somewhere more rural. I want to get chickens and grow my own food and detatch as much as possible from society. I hate cities so much I'm ready to leave the city for good. Being NEET again has allowed me to spend time with friends and also get in touch with myself again. I feel more motivated than ever.
>>83437976>I got too fatDid people start treating you differently?
>>83437308Hopeful? Maybe. But it will probably be more of the same. It's funny how in your 20s everything seems so intense and serious and emotional. And then somewhere in the middle 30s (if you dont an hero by now) your mind just says "YUP. Still alive. Another year. More of the same shit. Mmhmm."
I might join a gym next year I realistically need to lose 50 lbs to look semi presentableits not even my fault im this fat it is the antipsychotics they got me on, I gained so much weight from themor I might not idk it all seems so futile at this age (38)
to the anons that managed to escape the mental prison of neetdom, how did you do it?genuinely
>>83438535one of my cousins started his own company and it got pretty big, he hooked me up with a sinecure
my dyke sister has such a chip on her shoulder about being raised in a perfectly normal middle class boring household. we didn't have any major drama, our parents weren't abusive and tried their hardest to give us everything we ever wanted growing up, but you can clearly tell she wishes we were either dirt poor or rich growing up. what is with women and resenting an average and honest life. she's so lucky she found her rich and successful dyke wife and can larp and pretend to be upper class and not one of the peasant working class anymore. they both have issues and enable each other so i hope they have major issues down the line and i can laugh about it. truth be told i think they will never leave each other though since deep down they know nobody else would put up with either of them in a relationship.i just try my best not to rock the boat and be invisible as the fuckup failure of the family but she just always wants to start shit and drama during the holidays with my mother and it drives me insane sometimes, and it's all out of resentment for my parents being too boring and safe growing up. she's such a fucking weirdo, i thought we were similar for years but women are so illogical and schizo i don't understand them.
I'm not feeling very good, yet some days I still feel hopeful and motivated.Main goals for next year is start working out again, move to my own place, fix my teeth and buzz my hair and stop coping about balding because it has a lot to do with how I feel right now.
>>83437984>Did people start treating you differently?Not really, no.
>>83437308Doing pretty good. Busy as fuck at work, on my second double with one more before I'm off. Then gotta do family shit tonight on top of that. Thankfully my MIL is driving so I'll either:>A. Take a nap on the way>B. Play around with her in the backseat like the good ole days
>>83437870MeLost two hundred lbs over 18 monthsMore depressed and anxious than I've ever been in my life and I just traded food addiction for alcoholismWalking a shit ton and lifting almost every day to keep all the alcohol calories at maintenance but it's only a matter of time until that slipsI tried getting sober and switching to psych meds to deal with it in a healthier way but they refuse to prescribe anything anti-anxiety that actually does anything so I went back in a couple weeks
>>83437976I dream about quitting my job almost every day. It has made me lose any joy I once felt towards computers.While I fancy the idea of the countryside too I'm sure I'll miss my family.
I want to actually get a gf and live in a comfy place with her.The fact that I'm probably at my lowest both physically and mentally doesn't help though.
>>83439141have you tried simply not drinking?
>>83439193Yeah it wasn't worth it
>>83437308>How are you doing anon?Its been a year since my ex left, at first it was really rough and I started drinking pretty heavily again, which thankfully didn't last too long. I was getting much better over the summer and into autumn but relapsed extremely hard into depression once winter set in, mainly cause of it being a year since my ex left but also other reasons, the realization I'm almost 35 has hit me like a brick to the face, and a lot of regrets about my own actions and resentment around various circumstances in my life outside my control have been kindof overwhelming me lately. I've achieved things in my life, but I think like a lot of us it hasn't turned out how we imagined when we had all the time in the world. >Are you feeling hopeful about next year?No. My life feels emptier than it has done in almost a decade and at the moment I don't really see a way out of that. There are some days better than others but the current baseline is merely existing, not living.
>>83439306i don't think you really tried then.
>>83437308Is there a difference between love and respect?
>>83439306Same here. Went without for three months and the result is that I simply don't enjoy being around people.I'm a moody fucker and a little bit of booze helps me a lot.
I find myself longing for things I never paid much attention to, like being closer to family or a sense of community.I keep saying I want to move out so I can have some piece of mind and privacy which I lack right now leaving with my parents and all the things I could do if I had my own space. Well they are out this weekend and today I just read for a bit, sat in front of the computer, went for a walk, watched TV and that's it. While making dinner I thought "so this is it?".I don't know, I need to find a goal, some higher meaning beyond work 40h then entertain yourself with stuff that isn't really fulfilling. And talking about work, yeah it is "comfortable" but I don't enjoy it at all, I work for a company that belongs to an industry I hate and I think it is ultimately meaningless, to the point I feel more respect for the job a janitor than mine.
How are you doing anon?>Hot as fuck (ausfag)>Playing Dwarf Fortress for the first time in like 5 years>Practicing guitar a lot, still horribly bad (1 month after buying it)Are you feeling hopeful about next year?>Depends if I make further progress into active imagination
>>83438535>to the anons that managed to escape the mental prison of neetdom, how did you do it?I got a casual reception job a few months after getting fired from a call center job. I was a lot more relaxed around people despite stressing over the job, made small talk but didn't try and converse greatly until I was on-top of everything.Now have a far far better job (business analysis which I for some reason love) just from doing some short courses and showing I know how to use excel/power bi
>>83439332Nta but its just boring without it.
>>83439912Obviously.I respect people who have strong dedication/have good traits that they constantly show.I love my family despite sometimes not overly respecting them
if your age was determined by developmental milestones, what would yours be?
>>8344087718. But those are just for gauging how complete people are as taxcattle. Mentally I'm more like 88, still unfortunately bound by this aging physical body. Incarnating into this realm was fucking stupid.
>>83440877It's pointless comparing yourself to others.
>>83439121>>B. Play around with her in the backseat like the good ole dayshol up
rest in piss, last 5 posts were mine
>>83437308If you're over 30 and post on /r9k/ fucking KYS.
>>83443569that's be you soon
>>83437308>How are you doing anon?im drained, tired all the time, i just work then wait for the weekend to drink, at least i started lifting, dont even have proper form but im lifting out of rage, i cant heal from my own shit, i started to want to fuck everything i see but its hard because im ugly as fuck, i hate my job and started to lack, who cares, dying seems like heaven, like a dream, to just fucking rest>Are you feeling hopeful about next year?not at all at least i want to be strong physically when the end comes so i can at least zero some motherfuckers before im flatlined also i want to be healthy so i can keep drinking and doing cocaine until i die
I'm a bit jealous of zoomers for growing up with these creepypastas. Do you remember your youthful imagination? They must have been quite scary.
>>83443569Anything to keep the thread bumped
>>83440877Hard to say because socially/romantically Im would be 12 but career wise like 20.
>>83438048my mind did that a long time before 30
when i don't work i have no reason to get out of bed in the morning except to take a shit and eatif it wasn't for that i would just stay in bed my whole life
I live in complete abject misery,.my siblings who were the only people in my life for years now have come to pity me and be repulsed by me in equal measure. If I killed myself they would hate me for it because I would be piling the consequences of my terrible life choices and cowardice onto them. I am trapped in a pathetic life and town, I can't function socially so I can't get a non minimum wage job that would allow me to leave this place. I am stuck in my hometown watching everyone except me get lives and succeed.
>>83437308>30+ Thread>Year's almost over edition>How are you doing anon?I just want to be a Hikikomori and or part time neet. I'm tired of dealing with rude normalfag people. >Are you feeling hopeful about next year?Slightly, I'm not sure.
Man going to the store sucks when you're 30+ especially this time of year. My brain just switches off to cope with the obnoxious christmas music and endless braindead boomers shufflling around being in my way. I always leave having forgotten to buy a load of stuff cause I just want to GTFO as quick as I can.
Wrapping presents is such a pain in the ass. All for five seconds of enjoyment ripping it off.
>>83439141Who the fuck do you see? Might switch providers. There's so many meds that could help with this
>>83446151You can always blast them with piss
I don't really have big plans for next year and the things I want to do most could be achieved with a mindset change and some willpower.>take care of my health>dress better>get my teeth fixed>work out seriously again>find new outdoors hobbiesAlso I should probably stop browsing this place.
