Dying is so scary. Whether it's suicide or a natural death, it's terrifying. Unless you're insanely lucky and die in your sleep, or something quick happens, it's going to be bad, really bad. Everyone who is born is doomed to die, and that feels so deeply unfair.I honestly don't think anyone should be forced into existence just to be condemned to death and possibly a horrible, painful life. It's terrifying. There's no help coming from above. Nobody is coming to save us. There's no rescue, no intervention, nothing.And that's what makes it so frightening. We all die in horrible ways, one way or another, unless you're incredibly lucky. I'm really, really scared, because I'm suffering more than I can handle, and every possible way out feels terrifying to me.
>>83440048Your fear of dying stems from insecurities about your lack of accomplishments in life. That's why old people with successful families are ready to go by the time they get there.
>>83440065>Your fear of dying stems from insecurities about your lack of accomplishments in life.No, it stems from the very real possibility of fucking up my suicide attempt and ending up a cripple for life
What a gay little soft 13 year old reddit thing to say, but it's my fault for coming here and getting mad at it
>>83440048You are just a pussy. Dying is literally the best feeling ever
My life is awful interspersed with little nice partsI long for death but I cant end it for some reasonI have made sure my will is set up so my family gets my money and stuffWhen death finally comes Im gonna go with a huge smile on my faceIm not scared of it at all
>>83440048Dying isn't scary. It's the ultimate liberator from this scary life.
>>83440065You've clearly never considered what the experience of dying is like. I've considered suicide as well and when you really get down to methodology, you realize how many things could go terribly wrong. It's easy to fuck up and agonize for ours or cripple yourself for life as the other anon said.It's no different outside of suicide. You either die in a painful accident or in a painful dragged out way unless you're lucky. My grandpa is currently losing his mind. It looks absolutely horrifying to experience. His achievements in life don't change that.
>>83440137Why delay then? You could've kys instead of writing that post, damn edging degenerate.
>>83440389Death isn't scary (if you believe it ends there), but dying sure is.
>>83440493You're right but I can't find a good way to do it or a good place
ever since I did a stupid dose of liberty cap mushrooms (I ate as many handfulls as I possibly could for quite a while until I became so intoxicated the stipes of the mushrooms on the table lunged at me, spooking me) I do not fear death anymore, in my experience I thought I was genuinely dying, had my life flash before me and I ascended, I remember leaving this physical existence, I phased out of it entirely, I completely forgot who I was, that I had a name, that I ever had existed as a person or that 3d reality existed at all. Looking back it was just a completely different experience, it was so scary passing through but I felt this almost bliss like state as everything that was faded and transitioned, cant really explain where I ended up as it was so far removed from what we sense on earth, it was more like being energy and sort of experiencing multiple dimensions at once, like it had layers to it, which is the only way I can describe it and I could enter others energies. There were also entities which had no physical form.But one time insane dose druggie rambling aside (I dont actually do any drugs this was years ago I dont even drink) the point is that death is scary but it sort of isn't once it happens, to me I genuinely felt like I had died in the moment then forgot it all ever existed in the first place, I was away for what felt like an eternity, was so confusing coming to and actually having a body in a 3d world. Even if nothing happens after you transition into death your brain releases calming chemicals so you'll at least feel at ease.
>>83440639Good for you. I did 5g of golden teachers and felt like I saw through the veil. If I trust in those experiences, reality is worse than you could possibly imagine. Being in and of itself is cursed beyond measure. I genuinely hope death is the end. I could not take an infinite existence.I also don't do drugs (outside of that one time). I don't even drink coffee, let alone alcohol.Anyway, you're missing the point. OP is talking about the experience of physically dying, not death itself.
>>83440501>if you believe it ends thereIt likely won't. But regardless of whether there is or isn't, life is still scary. That much we know already.
>>83440468>His achievements in life don't change that.isn't it fucked that you could try to do everything right in life and still suffer unbearably in the end
I've been ready to leave for the past 5 years now. I know it's disrespectful to those suffering, but I seriously wish I could get some chronic illness or disease that sends me to my death, since I'm too afraid to take myself out on my own... Oh well!
Death is scary only on a animalistic level. Of course your brain tricks you into doing anything to avoid it, because thats the point of life. But when death comes it will grab you all at once you will have no way to fight it. It isnt nearly as horrible as you think. Because it will be all consuming and soon enough you'll be unconscious. Death is as natural as life and fighting against it is pointless
