I want to have a e-gf for myself but whenever I do that, whenever I reach the e-gf-haver status, I don't do anything with them, we could play games, watch movies, call, sleepcall, esex, instead I do nothing and spent most of my time alone until they feel neglected and leave. It's like I have no initiative to start anything with them. This has happened a few times now. What is wrong with me?
often having is not as pleasing as wanting
>>83445283I'm no expert but off the top of my head>avoidance because you're scared of messing up and her leaving you/you getting hurt>not knowing how to conversate and prevent awkward silence>not truly being attached>not truly desiring love and preferring to be alone
You are a lazy faggot afraid of intimacy. Chasing is easier than maintaining because courting just involves putting your best foot forward. Anyone can wear a mask it takes some degree of courage and humility to really connect. You are rejection sensitive with a fear of failure so it paralyzes you from exploring these relationships further. You hold yourself at an emotional distance to protect yourself while simultaneously cucking yourself out of a true relationship.
>>83445324>you're scared of messing up and her leaving you/you getting hurtTrue>>83445333TrueBrutal
>>83445283Fuck off, retard. If you've had even a single girlfriend, IRL or online you should get the fuck off this board.
>>83445283where does bugs bunny having an armpit fetish fit into the looney tunes lore
>>83445283eSex? Wtf is that? Do you control her dildo-vibrator over the Internet while she does the same for your fleshlight?
