>wake up>take copious amounts of stims>get anxiety and stress out about life and problems and suffer from paralysis by analysis and what problem to tackle first>keep ramping up my stress and fatigue and just fear of life until burning out and becoming so mentally fatigued I have no energy left to do anything and just lay down because I have to ease my mind burning out and being so stressed>never get anywhere>repeaetwhat mental illness is this
>>83445445That's not a mental illness, it's just plain immaturity. Someone with a more serious outlook on life would just the work despite there being so much of it.
>>83445457>Someone with a more serious outlook on life would just the work despite there being so much ofsoon 40 years of age and I still have no clear things to work on, what to do, what to move forward with, there is no clarity, there is too much clutterI don't know what to focus on, I don't know the wayI feel like a retard no matter what I do, everything is the wrong wayI feel like an idiot doing inefficient things when there is always something better I can do for more faster results (money)I am clinically retarded