I don't need your pity >:<

>>83451200
>>83452876
i really like being pitied

>>83451200
Same. I like when people validate my problems and offer me advice. I like when they give me hope it'll get better. It makes me feel like people actually care about me

i like giving sad people attention and randomly cut off contact due to mental issues and then immediately start giving them attention again
Im sorry

adorable vasil :3

File: baaaaaa.jpg (79 KB, 480x480)

79 KB JPG

>>83451200
Are you the anon who make threads about japan and post pics of kylar from degree of lewdity and like omori so much?

File: file.png (648 KB, 725x874)

648 KB PNG

>>83452876
don't lie to yourself nonny
>>83452890
you have my attention
>>83453093
indeed he is :D
>>83454304
im not him but i talk to him too and post omori stuff too sometimes

File: 817949011574.jpg (1.77 MB, 1400x1400)

1.77 MB JPG

>>83454412
>im not him but i talk to him too and post omori stuff too sometimes
damn you guys are almost identical. I start to feel it's actually you but just trying to hide it both of you like omori and are attention seekers
Maybe you have two personalities or something

File: file.jpg (741 KB, 2036x2048)

741 KB JPG

>>83454449
are you sure that we are that similar? I could never be him. Being aboard in another country all alone.. i freak out if i have to do anything besides buy groceries and go to the doc. Nah, we are nothing alike. In that sense at least.

>>83454412
AGHHHHHHG I've been so lonely, I've been looking for threads of him everywhere, got really bored and everyone was being mean to me. Did he leave Japan btw?

File: O.jpg (306 KB, 2000x2000)

306 KB JPG

>>83454467
>Being aboard in another country all alone.
I actually was really curious he was acting all anxious, lonely type but LITERALLY traveled to japan all by himself having panic attack but somehow managed

File: file.png (1.52 MB, 888x951)

1.52 MB PNG

>>83454469
uhm while im not him we could still maybe talk about something if you'd like. i won't be mean.
>Did he leave Japan btw?
i think so. there was a thread i think but i didn't have time to look further into it. maybe im just misremembering things...

>>83454488
yeah and went to a concert and cosplayed too. i don't get it but im still happy for him.

File: a.jpg (23 KB, 640x709)

23 KB JPG

>>83454503
>i think so. there was a thread i think but i didn't have time to look further into it. maybe im just misremembering things...
you talking about this one?
https://desuarchive.org/r9k/thread/83419901/#83419946
Thank god it's archived I could save all of his kylar art cute
>yeah and went to a concert and cosplayed too. i don't get it but im still happy for him.
are you the family friend he was talking about? he said he only have like 2 friends one he met 6 months ago and went drinking with in japan and one is a family friend who he didn't go to japan with
>uhm while im not him we could still maybe talk about something if you'd like. i won't be mean.
i don't know

File: file.png (1.93 MB, 2048x1244)

1.93 MB PNG

>>83454540
>you talking about this one?
mhm that one i think.
>are you the family friend he was talking about?
uhh what makes you think that. he talked about these tyhings in his threads so i got it from there. but i think that im friends with everybody in the whole wide world so kinda!
>i don't know
you don't *need* to but if you want the option is there..

File: something.jpg (17 KB, 736x444)

17 KB JPG

>>83454567
>uhh what makes you think that
I was just assuming cause he doesn't seem to have many friends
> im friends with everybody in the whole wide world so kinda!
No
>you don't *need* to but if you want the option is there..
sure I'm bored but you see uncomfortable like you are frocing yourself into it or something

File: file.png (905 KB, 1020x1513)

905 KB PNG

>>83454611
>I was just assuming cause he doesn't seem to have many friends
well you don't need to be best friends or something to feel happy for someone.
>No
we could work towards it maybe?
>sure I'm bored but you see uncomfortable like you are frocing yourself into it or something
i don't know why im like this really. im in sort of a mania when talk to people but im not forcing anything really. i have nothing to do right now so i thought i could talk to someone you know.

File: nein.jpg (118 KB, 1200x1200)

118 KB JPG

>>83454651
>we could work towards it maybe?
That's just impossible anon you can't satisfy everyone
>i don't know why im like this really. im in sort of a mania when talk to people but im not forcing anything really
It's okay
> i have nothing to do right now so i thought i could talk to someone you know.
Same what you wanna talk about? how old are you btw i'm 18

File: file.jpg (698 KB, 1624x1963)

698 KB JPG

>>83454699
>That's just impossible anon you can't satisfy everyone
well. you can be open to the idea of being friends with everybody that wants to at least.
>Same what you wanna talk about?
im not too sure actually, i thought that maybe you had something you wanted to bring up.
>how old are you btw i'm 18
i am two years older than you are.

>>83454748
>>83454699
is the japan guy here?

>>83454766
probably now. He would make himself known if he were and i never saw him post outside of his on threads

File: csa.jpg (23 KB, 442x442)

23 KB JPG

>>83454748
>well. you can be open to the idea of being friends with everybody that wants to at least.
Not really that's not how relationships work but ok
>im not too sure actually, i thought that maybe you had something you wanted to bring up.
umm I was thinking me and friend should make a youtube channel where we make game and anime reviews and rage bait people by seeing the stuff they like suck so we could get so many views out of it hehe
>i am two years older than you are.
Cool I'm kinda scared of having number 2 in my age feels I'm getting old or something I wanna be old but at the same etime I don't want to be old
funny thing is almost always the people i meet are always older than me or my friends

>>83454776
I'm just wondering is he's still sick
it sounded very rough
I know a guy who broke his leg in which on vacation in china
apparently it was a shitshow and ruined his trip

>>83454766
doesn't seem like it
I remember I came across his twitter account here https://x.com/basilrum/

>>83454793
>I'm just wondering is he's still sick
I don't know about that he seemed like his faking for attention or something

File: file.jpg (1.88 MB, 1481x2016)

1.88 MB JPG

>>83454788
>Not really that's not how relationships work but ok
well then explain it to stupid me. i don't really bother with this stuff if im honest.
>should make a youtube channel where we make game and anime reviews and rage bait
hmm. do you gave any special ideas to make your channel stand out from the rest? Rage bait alone is pretty potent but is that all you want it to be? Still a pretty funny idea.
>I'm kinda scared of having number 2 in my age feels I'm getting old or something I wanna be old but at the same etime I don't want to be old
its not a good feeling i know. i don't think that i would want to reverse the clock but im not happy with this also. Well at least you get more opportunities to do stuff so there's that.
>funny thing is almost always the people i meet are always older than me or my friends
do you mean just online or in general?
Anyways most people on here will naturally be older than you as its an 18+ site.

File: file.jpg (39 KB, 595x499)

39 KB JPG

>>83454865
>well then explain it to stupid me. i don't really bother with this stuff if im honest.
People have different needs, different habits and overall all people are different you can't just befriend with everybody for example can you be a friend with someone who hurts you all the time obviously no
>hmm. do you gave any special ideas to make your channel stand out from the rest? Rage bait alone is pretty potent but is that all you want it to be? Still a pretty funny idea.
Most channels that do that are actually not rage baiting but infact expressing their opinion honestly while our channel is gonna straight rage bait it's so stupid that some people may realize it's fake but some of them won't which is the good part we keep ignoring all comments and criticism and let them bark which will make us gain a lot of views out of it we gonna make fun of other youtubers and reference them in our videos we gonna do memes it's really fun
>its not a good feeling i know. i don't think that i would want to reverse the clock but im not happy with this also. Well at least you get more opportunities to do stuff so there's that.
I just want to hang myself at this point anon
>do you mean just online or in general?
mostly online, in real life it's really weird if i hang out with people older than me like way too much
>Anyways most people on here will naturally be older than you as its an 18+ site.
i know I don't know i feel like older people can be more understand and fun to talk to unlike others my age all they do is talk brain rot instead of doing something fun or talk about interesting stuff

Sorry for late reply btw

File: file.png (798 KB, 798x1024)

798 KB PNG

>>83454965
>you can't just befriend with everybody
yeah i know. it sadly really is that way. i just like saying that because i like the idea and others tend to be happier after reading that.
>while our channel is gonna straight rage bait it's so stupid
>let them bark which will make us gain a lot of views out of it we gonna make fun of other youtubers and reference them in our videos we gonna do memes it's really fun
ah. yes that sounds really nice. i don't remember seeing something like that before, but then again i don't watch a lot of youtube in the first place. Good luck with your channel. I hope that it grows nicely and that you might share it here one day. Any games or anime in particular that you wanna start out with?
>I just want to hang myself at this point anon
i know how it is. Sadly i don't know how to get out of this hole so.. But just keep going anon and it will get better. Im sure of it. Its not that bad after a while.
>in real life it's really weird if i hang out with people older than me like way too much
huh is it? When i was still in school everybody sorta looked up to the older ones. Im sure its different when you're an adult but i don't know, i don't hand out with people irl.
>all they do is talk brain rot instead of doing something fun
ha. there is still plenty of that around here. there is lots of this brainrot here even if it looks different at first. might take a bit to learn the difference between genuine posting and baiting depending on where you look. Also please be careful as there are some really bad actors around here, some are even after young adults specifically. Never migrate offsite and don't share socials if you didn't know already that.
>Sorry for late reply btw
Its an imageboard its fine. Sometimes there are days between replies and everything is fine.

File: __kylar_degrees_of_lewdit(...).jpg (211 KB, 850x1214)

211 KB JPG

why are people talking about me
>>83454766
>>83454776
hi
>>83454793
im better now!!
>>83454798
how did you guys find my twitter thats where i cutepost sighh

File: .file.png (119 KB, 471x469)

119 KB PNG

>>83455101
>But just keep going anon and it will get better.
no it won't but it is what it is
>huh is it? When i was still in school everybody sorta looked up to the older ones. Im sure its different when you're an adult but i don't know, i don't hand out with people irl.
I meant being an 18 and hanging with someone whos 28 it's kinda weird
>there is lots of this brainrot here even if it looks different at first
at least it's better than short videos they send here you can read and skip and ignore whichever thread and so on
>might take a bit to learn the difference between genuine posting and baiting depending on where you look.
Rage baiting in what sense exactly I really still don't get this rage baiting thread thingy where someone posts something and everybody is like bait used to believable shit like that you know what i mean
> bad actors around here,
What do you mean by that?
>some are even after young adults specifically
They can fuck off
>Never migrate offsite and don't share socials if you didn't know already that
sure thing privacy first hehe

File: he.jpg (65 KB, 850x658)

65 KB JPG

>>83455197
Hi there, been waiting for you to post for quite some time been so lonely

>>83455197
>how did you guys find my twitter
What if someone is actually stalking you?

File: 16c9b68381376895614a0d9c9(...).jpg (111 KB, 1024x1040)

111 KB JPG

>>83455220
not much to post about after i left japan sadly uwahh
been kinda depressed n stuff, miss my friends and getting attention in cosplay

File: sample_f2efbc449245e624df(...).jpg (436 KB, 850x1134)

436 KB JPG

>>83455235
id be into it if they were hot
i proably just posted it before and forgot about it sighh

>>83455242
NO WAY YOU ARE JUST LIKE ME FOR REAL
It will be really hot if someone actually cares enough for me to stalk about and figure shit about me and stuff amazing
>>83455239
>not much to post about after
laaaaaaame

File: file.png (1.36 MB, 1000x1300)

1.36 MB PNG

>>83455206
>I meant being an 18 and hanging with someone whos 28 it's kinda weird
oh yeah that would be kinda weird. i just had a smaller time-frame in mind.
>at least it's better than short videos they send here you can read and skip and ignore whichever thread and so on
well not really. you will see soon enough. it gets tiring after a while of seeing this spam.
>you know what i mean
i think i do. but basically lots of threads on here are just here to make your enjoyment of the site worse or to 'mark territory'. sorta hard to explain but you will learn eventually. one very good way to tell if a thread is like that is to see if it has been posted before. Look for people reusing the same template and phrases in the OP too and soon enough you will notice that a lot, if not half, or all activity is wasted on these copy paste threads. Btw lots of the "look guys im a girl" type of threads on here are actually made by baiters too so don't get fooled. Lots of catfishing around here.
>What do you mean by that?
offsite groups. most use discord but there are others too. there was one that got kinda exposed for grooming people but most just spam their fetish and try to make it look like you are obsessed with them. Its really weird and annoying.
>sure thing privacy first hehe
thats good. some new people are not that wise and regret it fairly quickly.

>>83455197
>>83455273
oh hi also. nice to see you again :D

File: 1766337704990978.png (13 KB, 250x278)

13 KB PNG

>>83451200
We should kill every traumaslop anon but so quickly that they miss out on the masochist bliss

File: sample_74d9a9e6f3b830f493(...).jpg (207 KB, 850x1033)

207 KB JPG

>>83455259
it would be so cute
thats why i love kylar
>>83455277
hi anon!

File: owo.jpg (9 KB, 270x270)

9 KB JPG

>>83455273
>it gets tiring after a while of seeing this spam.
I'm already tired of the spam esp on r9k i thought this board is all about not positing the same shit over and over again
>but basically lots of threads on here are just here to make your enjoyment of the site worse or to 'mark territory'.
Excatly
>Look for people reusing the same template and phrases in the OP too and soon enough you will notice that a lot, if not half, or all activity is wasted on these copy paste threads
It's pretty easy to spot for some reason. At some point I started to feel like everybody is an npc they complain about the same shit, saying the same shit over and over again and got tired of it eventually so I only look for not very active threads so I'd chat with like one or two people instead of a thread where they are eating each other cause someone said this and that you know what i mean
> Btw lots of the "look guys im a girl" type of threads on here are actually made by baiters too so don't get fooled. Lots of catfishing around here.
Lmao Rule 30: Girls do not exist on the internet
Who would look for getting to know girls in 4chan from all places I know /soc/ but that place is retarded
>offsite groups. most use discord but there are others too. there was one that got kinda exposed for grooming people but most just spam their fetish and try to make it look like you are obsessed with them. Its really weird and annoying.
Ohh I get it

>>83455304
>why i love kylar
Wait so his a stalker? i don't know i havent played the game
Also why are you so obsessed with this character?

File: file.jpg (978 KB, 2411x2298)

978 KB JPG

>>83455325
>i thought this board is all about not positing the same shit over and over again
haha you get what i mean. that makes you smarter than 90% of the people on here in my opinions.
>At some point I started to feel like everybody is an npc they complain about the same shit, saying the same shit over and over again
can you imagine what sort of person would do that? I know its not genuine but who sits around all day and just posts fetish threads all day or milks the same simps again and again. what do they get out of it? Probably just "clout" or "respect" in their little discord groups but why man..
>Who would look for getting to know girls in 4chan from all places I know /soc/ but that place is retarded
well because in theory some might be nice but the thing is that these nice girls don't say that they are girls. get that i mean? What would they gain but a billion simps spamming them you know? Only ones that are not really good want that audience but people don't get it. Or maybe they do and they want just want to simp for some reason.
>Ohh I get it
yeah this site is sort of a battleground for offsite splinters sometimes. the recent hack was caused by one of those groups also.

>>83455304
heyy. im sorry i couldn't talk a lot but i wanted to remind you that you are still nice and still good and that you matter and stuff you didn't forget what i mean right? or me for that matter..

File: file.jpg (244 KB, 1920x1080)

244 KB JPG

>>83455393
>what do they get out of it? Probably just "clout" or "respect" in their little discord groups but why man..
That's what i'm trying to understand WHY why would someone waste time or do shit like this? even the rage baiter and trollers it's not fun at all to troll someone o rage bait him to farm lols like they did with chris chan I read more about that guy and it's devastating what they did to him you may disagree with me and tell me nah he deserve he could've easily ignored the trolls but his an actual autistic who has actual autism not just like everybody is pretending to be cute or whatever they do this days the way his life turned is miserable and ughh
>Or maybe they do and they want just want to simp for some reason.
I think they do cause they are maybe into something not good
I've heard that 4chan has a history with doxxing and stalking women who post their social media accounts or pics of themseleves ironically 4chan is literally an incel community after all no? so having simps and creepy guys who do crazy over women is justified not i mean it's a good thing it's a horrible thing to do but choices have consequences
Heck even the femcels and girls who got nobody can still easily get a boyfriend but they are just dumb and look for attention at some point

>the recent hack was caused by one of those groups also.
this makes me actually reconsider the privacy thingy I don't want my Ip to get leaked and shit I say get leaked for everybody to see lol

I'm very sorry for my spelling I'm typing fast without checking it I may say something not understandable or stupid sorry

File: file.png (3.05 MB, 1630x2048)

3.05 MB PNG

>>83455462
>miserable and ughh
everything about this is just so miserable. i don't know. but even the 'simple' spam is just so stupid. how do these circlejerks even find people posting fetish shit and stuff like that impressive. its just spam so whats the deal with them liking it so much.
>I think they do cause they are maybe into something not good
some get obsessed but not a lot. most people that post in these threads are just thirsty for female attention and nothing more. i just don't understand what makes them like this.
>I've heard that 4chan has a history with doxxing and stalking women who post their social media accounts or pics of themseleves ironically 4chan is literally an incel community after all no?
not really to both things. As i mentioned previously there are some obsessed people but i don't think that i have ever seen a women get doxxed really. most that fish for attention here know the risks and are sorta careful probably. And the incel stuff, its sorta split. I wouldn't call it the 'incel site' but there are lots of demoralized guys here yes. Lots of them are edgy too but there is also a large portion of the site that is not like this. this board is mixed i would say.
>I don't want my Ip to get leaked and shit I say get leaked for everybody to see lol
that was a one time thing hopefully. mods are on high alert now probably so another incident like that probably won't happen again. you should be careful of course but ip addresses on their own are not that useful and most people go after other info. i wouldn't want everybody to know mine obviously but you don't need to be scared.
>I'm very sorry for my spelling I'm typing fast without checking it I may say something not understandable or stupid sorry
its fine. im like that often too. i understood everything so far anyways i hope

File: b6bc62f7aad890253623fcf7c(...).jpg (160 KB, 850x814)

160 KB JPG

>WWWWAOW I LOVE INTERNALIZING MY ANGER AND HURTING MYSELF. I'M SUCH A MASTER OF SELF-CONTROL. THE NEGATIVITY I PERCEIVE FROM OTHERS IS NOTHING BUT JUST SOMETHING I CAN TRANSFORM INTO SELF HARM AND IT IS TOTALLY DEALT WITH. WITH A DRAMATIC FLAIR! Y'ALL JUST TRIGGERS TO ME, NOT HUMANS BUT MERE TRIGGERS. I'M SO SUPERIOR AS I DEHUMANIZE OTHERS, BECAUSE I ALSO DO PHYSICAL SELF HARM!
lmao nice thread, anal fags

File: file.jpg (159 KB, 846x1200)

159 KB JPG

>>83455561
>i don't know. but even the 'simple' spam is just so stupid
exactly
>how do these circlejerks even find people posting fetish shit and stuff like that impressive. its just spam so whats the deal with them liking it so much.
I'm surprised just as much as you anon it's seriously so fucking weird for real. Finding bunch of retards gooning to loli porn on some discord server all together bunch of degenerates
>i just don't understand what makes them like this.
Same maybe they are lonely or something. I mostly don't care about women and having this bf/gf relationships is of waste of time if it's not serious, people are just bored and lonely at this point
>this board is mixed i would say.
I think figuring out this board exist is probably worst thing I have ever done lol
>that was a one time thing hopefully. mods are on high alert now probably so another incident like that probably won't happen again
that's good I'm kinda of a paranoid guy myself
>you should be careful of course but ip addresses on their own are not that useful and most people go after other info
you're right

File: file.png (552 KB, 1000x1000)

552 KB PNG

>>83455634
>Same maybe they are lonely or something
but they still end up lonely in the end so what is the purpose? but almost everybody should also know how bad the catfishing situation is so why to people just ignore that part? Its so confusing. It a site-wide phenomenon btw.
>I mostly don't care about women and having this bf/gf relationships is of waste of time if it's not serious, people are just bored and lonely at this point
same. i wonder why so few see things this way. its a lot calmer when people don't care about that sorta stuff and just chill with each other. Its an anon site anyways...
>I think figuring out this board exist is probably worst thing I have ever done lol
there are worse things but im not gonna traumatize you so I'll ceep it to myself hehe.
>that's good I'm kinda of a paranoid guy myself
i think that the hack also proved that nobody really cares about breaking the site. it would happen more than once if people wanted to do that. but if the site is down what would people do all day you know? don't expect too much out of the mods however. there were some recent changes that are nice to see but at the same time you wonder why there is so much spam if its against the global rules.

File: sample_d460cd213edcba5ce0(...).jpg (164 KB, 850x567)

164 KB JPG

>>83455337
he is a stalker yah
i like him because i relate to him and hes cute
>>83455393
thank you for being kind anon

File: file.png (156 KB, 356x343)

156 KB PNG

>>83455704
>what is the purpose?
they try so bad not to be lonely but end up being lonely. purpose is not be lonely but they keep failing at it cause they are socially awkward which still doesn't make sense to me cause i'm socially retarded not even awkward hahaha and have friends and all of them are nice and cool yes maybe annonying at times but it is what it is
>but almost everybody should also know how bad the catfishing situation is so why to people just ignore that part?
trying to understand 4chan users and humans mechanism is general is tiring I seriously don't understand nothing about people or life like what you said is right why would someone fall for a catfish if he indeed knows it's a catfish or he just be careful i serioulsy don't know maybe people are just desperate for literally any form of connection cause those people like you said are mostly old in late 20s or 30s
>Its so confusing. It a site-wide phenomenon btw.
I did notice yeah
>there are worse things but im not gonna traumatize you so I'll ceep it to myself hehe.
you can traumatize me as much as you want I'm already traumtized I've seen plenty of horrible shit and i got used to it at this point
>i think that the hack also proved that nobody really cares about breaking the site
It's literally a board from 2003 with only losers on it hahaha
> it would happen more than once if people wanted to do that. but if the site is down what would people do all day you know?
Well no shit same people who got it down are the same who still want to use it
>don't expect too much out of the mods however
I've seen a lot of spam, a lot of weird shit and I rarely seen anybody got banned
> there were some recent changes that are nice to see but at the same time you wonder why there is so much spam if its against the global rules
I've seen people talking about 4chan being moderated in the past when moot was the maitain it, is it true? only thing i have noticed getting changed is the captcha and that's it probably

File: file.jpg (78 KB, 1920x1080)

78 KB JPG

>>83455704
I gotta go now anon it was really nice chatting with you I will probably be back but hopefully the thread won't get archived by then
>>83455714
>i like him because i relate to him and hes cute
so you are a stalker as well?

File: file.png (1.27 MB, 1580x1780)

1.27 MB PNG

>>83455774
>purpose is not be lonely but they keep failing at it cause they are socially awkward
not because there are actually so few women and so many trolls on here? ignoring social skills i think its impossible to find a gf here.
>like you said are mostly old in late 20s or 30s
but they should have learned that things just don't work that way at that age. how long is it gonna take them to learn that the gf thing doesn't work and that other types of anons besides women are nice and interesting too?
>I'm already traumtized I've seen plenty of horrible shit
if you say that r9k is the worst thing them im not so sure anon. anyways have fun discovering things on your own. Be careful please!
>I've seen people talking about 4chan being moderated in the past when moot was the maitain it, is it true?
im not that knowledgeable about this site. i would have started being a regular when was really really young to know more. Generally people say that its worse now however.
>>83455781
oke it was nice talking to you too. have a nice rest of the day if you don't return.

>>83455714
>thank you for being kind anon
its only natural!
but you know what i mean right? from last thread

i didn't think that this thread would turn into anything really

File: sample_568681858bb7a783d4(...).jpg (340 KB, 850x1130)

340 KB JPG

>>83455889
i think so!!
my memory is very bad

File: 1747136427774954.png (2.43 MB, 1448x2048)

2.43 MB PNG

>>83456891
no need to overthink. you will always be niceanon to me

File: file.gif (865 KB, 637x358)

865 KB GIF

>>83455850
finally I'm back
>i think its impossible to find a gf here.
Yeah you're right
>but they should have learned that things just don't work that way at that age. how long is it gonna take them to learn that the gf thing doesn't work and that other types of anons besides women are nice and interesting too?
yeah that's why I said it's desperation that leads to this in the first place being a 30 year old with no bitches makes you do crazy shit and don't forget the anonymity of 4chan that makes people say stupid shit without any consequences maybe it's stupid but giving way too much freedom to people and they will go crazy and abuse the system and fucks everything up
>if you say that r9k is the worst thing
Nah I've seen way worst
>anyways have fun discovering things on your own. Be careful please!
have fun? lmao why should i have fun discovering horrors of the internet but I already probably done that many times

File: sample_21139d9af7bac450a6(...).jpg (272 KB, 850x1244)

272 KB JPG

>>83456983
thank you even tho im a piece of shit

>>83457907
>tho im a piece of shit
Why would you think of yourself as that?

File: 1756700766335156.png (3.14 MB, 2048x1448)

3.14 MB PNG

>>83457866
>yeah that's why I said it's desperation that leads to this in the first place being a 30 year old with no bitches makes you do crazy shit
maybe im too autistic to get that. i always imagined that you grow out of this stuff eventually. i wonder if they deserve to be pitied
>Nah I've seen way worst
huh uehh lines are sorta blurry, just noticed i didn't fully reply either sorry my head is like this
>but I already probably done that many times
why do it if its not fun?

>>83457907
you are nice and good and all that even if you think that you are not im changing my mind and even if i were to it would be useless because its a fact

File: 50dcca1b3f14993c6145839a2(...).jpg (137 KB, 1240x1754)

137 KB JPG

>>83457942
i am one
>>83457991
it isnt
i am a horrid person who shouldnt be alive

File: 1749054131871003.jpg (1.58 MB, 1424x2048)

1.58 MB JPG

>>83458004
you just say that because you are all needy and cutesy and stuff. you know that you being nice is true don't deny it~

File: file.jpg (94 KB, 1280x1280)

94 KB JPG

>>83457991
>grow out of this stuff eventually
that's how it should be but I guess everyone is autistic at this point
> i wonder if they deserve to be pitied
Hell no they are full grown ass men
>why do it if its not fun?
I don't know cause i'm a masochist or something I always do weird shit just for the sake of it, had to do a lot of digging on a lot of shitty stuff that I shouldn't but its good experince you learn new shit about the internet and changes your pov and all, I remember once I found a source for pirated content by accident and oh boy that shit was a gold mine tone of useful shit scattered everywhere it was probably the best thing that happened to me not that I didn't use to pirate before but I learnt a lot of stuff about how everything works and what to do and what not to do

>>83458004
>i am one
Ok why not trying to be one, be more nicer I guess

leave him the fuck alone u bunch of bitter pathetic losers, picking on a kid online won't make your life's failures go away, all this toxic shit only betrays that you're envious of him, nothing more

>>83458094
>picking on a kid online won't make your life's failures go away
???
>all this toxic shit only betrays that you're envious of him, nothing more
ha??
>leave him the fuck alone u bunch of bitter pathetic losers
lol his the one posting in the first place so gotta deal with that
also it's not like we are bullying or something cry about it

>>83458053
>Hell no they are full grown ass men
yeah that is what i am trying to say, like uncs should know better you know. argh i just don't get it.
>it was probably the best thing that happened to me not that I didn't use to pirate before but I learnt a lot of stuff
but you had your fun in the end righht. so you sorta do it for fun even if its not immediately obvious. people usually start doing stuff to avoid boredom, the opposite of fun.

>>83458094
what do you mean? who is being picked upon here? did somebody say something wrong?

File: file.jpg (139 KB, 735x1056)

139 KB JPG

>>83458131
>but you had your fun
I won't call it but I gained knowledge from it which is great and met a few nice people in discord but was a horrible time as well cause people in there were pretty toxic you know how discord is like
>so you sorta do it for fun even if its not immediately obvious
I'm not enjoying anything like I used to be anon, I get scared to start a new game or a show I feel really annoyed and envy people who enjoy stuff while I cannot I literally boot up my pc and i keep switching tabs like a retard all day instead of playing or doing something I like i hate it
> people usually start doing stuff to avoid boredom, the opposite of fun.
that's what I try to do but it never works either way can't have fun or distract myself or do stuff to avoid boredom. boredom was never good

File: 1742625795811603.png (1.45 MB, 1296x1689)

1.45 MB PNG

>>83458229
>but was a horrible time as well cause people in there were pretty toxic you know how discord is like
i never really really was into discord. im too anxious to use it but i know what some servers are like yes.
>I get scared to start a new game or a show I feel really annoyed and envy people who enjoy stuff while I cannot I literally boot up my pc and i keep switching tabs like a retard all day instead of playing or doing something I like i hate it
i know. im the same. it started around five years ago but since then its like a time capsule sealed everything. im not sure what causes that but im sorry that you have to experience it.
>that's what I try to do but it never works either way can't have fun or distract myself or do stuff to avoid boredom
its hard to avoid boredom when you are all like this but you really gotta try to do something anon. you can sorta wait it out in my experience and some day something cool pops into mind but yeah if it were that simple you wouldn't be complaining.

File: file.jpg (74 KB, 720x710)

74 KB JPG

>>83458315
>but i know what some servers are like yes.
Oh boy discord is a pile of garbage thank god you are not using that shit public servers and servers in general is full of weirdos and people will ban you for no reason at all, lots of drama, it's just so ass
> it started around five years ago
omg me too
> im not sure what causes that
same same
>but im sorry that you have to experience it.
hey don't be sorry like that nothing to be sorry about and it's my fault and my issue anymore i'm the one who should be fixing that. You don't have to be sorry for that it wasn't something you caused it's my fault hehe
>you can sorta wait it out in my experience and some day something cool pops into mind
cool shit always pops up into my mind but it's all crazy shit not something that you actually can do

File: 1756326857001437.jpg (3.12 MB, 2583x4096)

3.12 MB JPG

>>83458522
>omg me too
im getting scared anon
>and it's my fault and my issue
but is it really your own fault? people don't tend to just get sad because of themselves. its usually people around them and the environment that makes it so. i don't think that its your own fault, don't blame yourself.
>You don't have to be sorry for that it wasn't something you caused it's my fault hehe
i still feel bad that i can't do anything about it. its like this every time. anon says or implies something sad, i relate and want to help but i never can. nothing you say will change that. im sorry that it's like this and i hope that things get better.
>cool shit always pops up into my mind but it's all crazy shit not something that you actually can do
yeah. things are just so sad. but it will get better still.

File: doesnt-matter-dont-matter.gif (431 KB, 640x362)

431 KB GIF

>>83458662
>im getting scared anon
feeling of being scared is kinda thrilling anon I love it, I get scared for literally no reason
>but is it really your own fault?
I guess who else I will blame other than myself it's me and always gonna be me even it still not me I don't like to blame people for shit like that
> its like this every time. anon says or implies something sad, i relate and want to help but i never can.
same I want to help everyone but I can't I sometimes feel words will never work I don't think telling someone who is suicidal not to be one it's not gonna change anything we have this suicidal girl in my class and i feel so sad for her nobody gives a fuck about her only me I wanted to help but I can't it makes me feel pathetic not helping each other humans like that like why I want to help but I don't know how heck sometimes i even regret helping cause some people won't even apperiate makes you hate yourself even more or somethhignk dgfdfpasfasfas It doesn't matter
> im sorry that it's like this and i hope that things get better.
DON'T BE SORRY. you make me want to cry whenever you say that
>yeah. things are just so sad. but it will get better still.
I hope

File: waaa.gif (10 KB, 220x124)

10 KB GIF

Gosh me and my terrible English sorry for that.
Hope you manage to understand the gibberish I posted

File: 1762945557494143.png (453 KB, 700x700)

453 KB PNG

>>83458728
>feeling of being scared is kinda thrilling anon I love it, I get scared for literally no reason
well i hate being scared. i don't do anything scary because i feel bad for a very long time afterwards. i don't like the adrenaline
>I guess who else I will blame other than myself it's me
you don't *have* to blame anybody but you have to not blame yourself when its not your fault. its just not good stop it please. don't talk down to yourself like that.
>I wanted to help but I can't it makes me feel pathetic not helping each other humans
i know.. its just yet another sad situation after another... i don't know what to say anon. i never do.
>It doesn't matter
well if you say so but i have a feeling that that's not true and that it actually does matter.
>DON'T BE SORRY. you make me want to cry whenever you say that
i will try to keep these things to myself ok

>>83458764
its mostly fine. i see what you wanna say. if you wanna improve however i think that punctuation is probably a pretty good place to start. but its no biggie so don't feel bad

File: file.jpg (95 KB, 1024x1024)

95 KB JPG

>>83458848
>you have to not blame yourself when its not your fault
But it's all my fault and it's always gonna be
>its just not good stop it please
But...
>don't talk down to yourself like that.
I can't I just hate myself so much, I'm very sorry if that's makes you feel bad then I won't do it
> but i have a feeling that that's not true and that it actually does matter.
Well that's just me, I know stuff does matter but I'm just done with everything at this point
>i will try to keep these things to myself ok
Why do you keep apologizing for no reason? I feel like you are very anxious and nice in some way

File: 9148283ed2d9917466b6d7f51(...).jpg (120 KB, 1157x1189)

120 KB JPG

>>83458030
its not!!
im a horrid person
i deserve to be tortured and killed
>>83458061
because i hate myself and im miserable
i try to be nice to others but i still suck as a person

File: 1741877255896863.png (2.58 MB, 1602x1590)

2.58 MB PNG

>>83458990
>But it's all my fault and it's always gonna be
im not so sure about that. and im slowly beginning to think that people like to blame themselves instead of admitting that the world is cruel sometimes. i see this kinda often sadly. mhm yeah self blame is good when appropriate but very often its not and its just so sad to witness. i don't know how exactly you feel about this but its not bad or selfish to not blame yourself with these things.
>But...
no buts. its simply bad and there never ever was a situation where that kind of behavior helped.
>I'm very sorry if that's makes you feel bad then I won't do it
no I'd rather you be honest and speak your mind than avoid some things to not make me feel bad or something. i know how you feel anyways so there is no point in hiding.
>Well that's just me, I know stuff does matter but I'm just done with everything at this point
i still wanna know what you wanted to say if you don't mind. you can't really be done with things you still bring up. but don't share anything you don't want to. i know what its like and this question is a bit greedy.
>Why do you keep apologizing for no reason? I feel like you are very anxious and nice in some way
i already said that i don't know. its just sorta this way. dunno if im really all that nice. im kinda selfish and cold actually.

>>83459130
no no nooo. you deserve a nice massage (or anything else comfortable and comparable) and a good and healthy life. you don't deserve these bad things. you deserve the good ones instead!

File: file.jpg (105 KB, 736x980)

105 KB JPG

>>83459162
>no buts. its simply bad and there never ever was a situation where that kind of behavior helped.
....
>i still wanna know what you wanted to say if you don't mind
nothing really I'm just fed up with everything and want to end it all that's it I know it matters but I can't I just can't
>you can't really be done with things you still bring up
I'm serious I'm just done with everything me myself, my friends, the place I live in, my life style, people amongst me literally everything
>but don't share anything you don't want to
Not much to share to be honest anon if I did it will be just me complaining for 4 hours straight which I don't want to, people get really annoyed by that everybody got their shit dealing with they don't need some other mf complaining and think it's some thearpy session or something you know what I mean
>im kinda selfish and cold actually.
Hey that's not cool, don't be like that

File: 1738018899153382.png (1.56 MB, 1041x1877)

1.56 MB PNG

>>83459243
>nothing really I'm just fed up with everything and want to end it all that's it I know it matters but I can't I just can't
>I'm serious I'm just done with everything me myself, my friends, the place I live in, my life style, people amongst me literally everything
i don't know many uplifting words im afraid. but i hope that you can still somehow push through and manage to get through life somehow. i felt the exact same way, was (and still sorta am) considering the terrible way out but anon you gotta stay hopeful, with time things get easier or you get stronger depending on the perspective. it really does get better. sounds like the usual cookie cutter response but it really does. these terrible feelings don't last for ever. I pray you understand that that it gets better.
>don't need some other mf complaining and think it's some thearpy session or something you know what I mean
i get it. but you know if i weren't so emotionally retarded i would have much against it. there are a couple of other anons on here that i know that are better at this sorta stuff, they welcome these type of things even. im always afraid of saying something bad on accident.
>Hey that's not cool, don't be like that
i know i just said not be that way but that always comes up in my mind when i hear somebody say these things. its hard to explain and i don't wanna overshare too much but urgh i don't know im sorry.

>>83452881
same also sorry i missed your post im stupid

File: not a file.jpg (187 KB, 1224x1632)

187 KB JPG

>>83459413
>i don't know many uplifting words im afraid. but i hope that you can still somehow push through and manage to get through life somehow. i felt the exact same way, was (and still sorta am) considering the terrible way out but anon you gotta stay hopeful, with time things get easier or you get stronger depending on the perspective. it really does get better. sounds like the usual cookie cutter response but it really does. these terrible feelings don't last for ever. I pray you understand that that it gets better.
Listen anon I already know all of this. I know I have to stay hopeful and think positively, it's just I can't I reached to a point where whenever I start to have fun or have a good time or have a really nice day I get scared I feel like why I'm happy like this something is wrong something really bad is gonna happen afterwards you know what I mean and yes my guess is always somewhat correct crazy shit happen what you said is 100% true and I know it
I pray for stuff to get better anon yeah and tthank god every sec for everything but still, I always feel something is missing something is really weird going on, something is off
>i get it. but you know if i weren't so emotionally retarded i would have much against it.
It's okay, just don't lie to me and be honest, we are just having a friendly chat that's all no?
>i know i just said not be that way but that always comes up in my mind when i hear somebody say these things. its hard to explain and i don't wanna overshare too much but urgh i don't know im sorry.
huh what do you mean? you don't seem cold or selfish if you are hiding your true feelings then that's not nice you can just tell me to fuck off it will better than pretending to be nice

Anyways oh shit it's 12am for me right now I gotta sleep now take care anon, love you so much it was really nice attraction we had. I wish I could have some other form of contact to get to know you more outside of 4chan

File: sample_91657bff5794fe3bff(...).jpg (255 KB, 850x850)

255 KB JPG

>>83459162
why do i deserve anything good
i already have everything good and im still miserable
i deserve the worst

>>83459512
although I feel like we should keep it this way instead, I hope I will bump into you on another thread tmrw or some other time
BYE NOOOW! gn

File: 1752444249423035.png (2.94 MB, 2048x2048)

2.94 MB PNG

>>83459512
>I always feel something is missing something is really weird going on, something is off
i get it
>just don't lie to me and be honest, we are just having a friendly chat that's all no?
yeah its a nice conversation but what i mean is that when i try too hard i put things in weird ways that are easily misunderstood. accidentally say mean things when all i want is to be nice. that sort of stuff. thats what i mean. im not good with words and i don't want to say wrong things on accident. it has happened many times before and i feel so terrible afterwards.
>you don't seem cold or selfish if you are hiding your true feelings then that's not nice you can just tell me to fuck off it will better than pretending to be nice
no i don't have anything against you and i liked talking today. its the duality of some people saying that im cold and have no soul and of people that say otherwise that i find so confusing. im just confused. the good description i recently started to hear is sorta new to me you know.
>Anyways oh shit it's 12am for me right now I gotta sleep now take care anon, love you so much it was really nice attraction we had
Its kinda late for me too just noticed. Was a nice conversation thats true, have a good night anon.
>>83459528
>I hope I will bump into you on another thread tmrw or some other time
im sure we will. im sorta online a lot haha

>>83459520
you deserve good because you are good! and if you already have everything good, you can still have more good! It really is that way.

ah if this thread dies without a response from me its because i don't want to respond but because im asleep or close to it. take care and good night. I liked everyone so far.

File: sample_f71a2cb045295cb99b(...).jpg (184 KB, 850x1020)

184 KB JPG

>>83459607
why do you think im good
i dont understand.

File: 1763944838655602.png (2.85 MB, 1578x2048)

2.85 MB PNG

>>83459607
>from me its because i don't want to respond
i mean its not
ahh this is the sorta stuff i was talking about
when i don't respond its because im sleeping. not because im mean.

>>83459732
well all you gotta understand is that you are good and its fine. but if you really wanna its because of a really good gut-feeling. i talked with you, i (e-)drank with you, read the threads a bit and related a lot. you just are good. Same goes for the other anon i talked to a lot here. Its just facts.

>>83459770
that and i think that people are by default good and i haven't seen any reason to make believe that you are otherwise

gn gn gn

File: sample_0729e34a2ab1d582f6(...).jpg (167 KB, 850x993)

167 KB JPG

>>83459770
idk. i dont see it i guess
thank you for the kind words though
also that basil art is so cuteeee, i love that oufit of his
its why i cosplayed it specifically