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>>83448218
>I hate people who do me wrong. They're the ones who cause me distress and lower my lifespan. There wouldn't be a need for hostility if they weren't against me and left me alone.
do you also feel lonely?
>Anyway, why did everyone give up on these threads?
maybe ppl just don't want to take it easy?
>>83448510
what's it about?
>>83448778
how long have u been doing archery 4?
>>83450247
what r u farming?
have u ever done it b4?

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>>83455616
>how are you faring, anon?
im kinda starving and distracted but thats about it
what about you ?

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I went to take a nap and then slept for 8 hours

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>>83455630
>do you also feel lonely?
I don't. Online interactions are enough for me. The presence of people around me also matters, even if they're total normalfags who can't understand me.
>maybe ppl just don't want to take it easy?
Want my theory?
>yes
Everyone got bored of the same old circlejerk, including you and it shows. You also insist on being straight and that's a turn off for r9k users.

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>>83455994
why not eat something then?
>what about you ?
could be better
>>83456813
how r u feeling, eiki?
>>83456860
> The presence of people around me also matters, even if they're total normalfags who can't understand me.
wdym by that?
>Everyone got bored of the same old circlejerk
maybe
>including you and it shows
i just got more depressed
>You also insist on being straight and that's a turn off for r9k users.
y would I lie and say that i am gay?

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>>83456921
>why not eat something then?
food doesn't make me feel good. instead of eating i could use my computer you see. Just had a little bit of pizza however.
>could be better
what couldn't... i hope it gets better sooner than later for u

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Trying to take it easy, might not be a neet much longer so am pretty sad. How do ppl who work not have a drug or something to abuse when they get home?

>>83457229
but they do have one: alcohol. also sorry for your predicament. i hope you can go back to NEETing some day

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>>83455616
i hope life's treating you well, kaguyanon
... i also almost read this as
>how are you farting, anon?
fuck.

>>83457229
a lot of people do, and it's usually booze
why do you think wagies are broke and why they're having meltdowns left and right over the economy? :^)

>>83456813
happens often with me, that's why i set an alarm

>>83455616
>How are you farting anon?
Pretty gassy today but it isn't stinking that bad

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>>83457291
oh you fucking clown, i am totally NOT cackling like a hyena at something this stupid

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>>83457248
>>83457254
Yaaa im not allowed to drink anymore they'll juss keep sending me away to institutions, but once I get a job ya im drinking again 100%. Been a neet over a year and they act like I've been one my entire life.
>why do you think wagies are broke and why they're having meltdowns left and right over the economy? :^)
Hehehe that was me, yas.

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>>83457229
>How do ppl who work not have a drug or something to abuse when they get home?
they are illegal unfortunately
>Trying to take it easy, might not be a neet much longer so am pretty sad
where will u work?
>>83457254
could b better ig
>>83457073
pizza is nise
i hope it was good
>what couldn't... i hope it gets better sooner than later for u
it is what it is
>>83457291
haha

>>83456860
>Everyone got bored
i don't have anything positive to post

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>>83457353
>Been a neet over a year and they act like I've been one my entire life.
sometimes people are just pure evil. im sorry it is this way anon. i know that feel all too well

>>83457378
>i hope it was good
it was but im not hungry so i didn't eat a lot of it. like half

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>>83456921
>wdym
Wdym wdym, I thought I was clear. My parents are usually around, that counts
>it's le depression
Sure I'll believe it
>y would I lie and say that i am gay?
Not saying you have to, it's just my theory. Also you can't be OP and not be a fag, that's not how it works on the 'chan
>>83457229
>something to abuse
We do, it's called porn, but you're a woman so you wouldn't geddit...
>>83457395
Nobody has in a while, everyone takes it hard here now

>>83457353
>im drinking again 100%
don't overdo it, anon
maybe there's a reason people keep sending you to institutions, drinking every now and again is okay but overdoing it will obliterate your liver
gotta take care of yourself

>that was me, yas.
lol, damn
i'm sorry, i thought that'd make a good joke but shit man it struck too close to home lol

>>83457378
>could b better ig
but it's getting better, isn't it?

>>83457722
>everyone takes it hard here now
that's awfully gay of you, anon
don't project, man
i still take it easy, i just enjoy lurking moar nowadays (it's never enough anyway)

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Would there be any interest in streaming a Christmas movie?

>>83456921
>how r u feeling, eiki?
I could be better. I could also be a whole lot worse.

>>83457229
>How do ppl who work not have a drug or something to abuse when they get home?
I mostly just sleep...

>>83457254
>that's why i set an alarm
I do that but then hit snooze for 2 hours. At this point I figured I just need the rest and figured I should be out for as long as it takes.

>>83457771
>I do that but then hit snooze for 2 hours.
leave your phone or alarm clock out of reach so you're forced to get up to turn it off
it's a trick that often worked for me when my alarms started to fail me, but thankfully they don't anymore

>I figured I just need the rest
maybe so, gotta get 5 cycles in which is around 7:30-8h a day

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>>83457378
>where will u work?
Probably work in restaurants again, its good only in tips but the constant socializing is rage inducing bahaha... did u ever have a job guya?
>>83457469
Wahhh!! I know they wont stop until everyone's a wagie and as miserable as they are. I dont wanna go back
>>83457722
Guess not baha ! Do doujins count? c,:
>>83457747
>overdoing it will obliterate your liver gotta take care of yourself
Ya i cant be around it at all, I did drink last week but I stopped cos it almost got me sent back again. Idk I really love the euphoria but its not worth the problems it causes. I wish I could drink normally
>>83457771
>I mostly just sleep...
Same, do u average more than 10 hours a day too?

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>>83457877
>they wont stop until everyone's a wagie and as miserable as they are
i just wanna cry anon. im fresh outta school and after just two months ppl started complaining.. what happened to the one year break everybody was preaching and promised...

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>>83457771
I know I barely participate in movie nights (apologies for that, my time perseption is all over the place) but I interested, Eikianon.

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>>83457800
>leave your phone or alarm clock out of reach so you're forced to get up to turn it off
That's a good idea, but to be honest I usually fall asleep using it now...

>>83457877
>Same, do u average more than 10 hours a day too?
I'm not actually sure how long I sleep at this point, it's kind of all over the place.

>>83458018
That's okay, it's hard to find a good time for everyone. Is ~3pm UTC good?
If so, I'll do my favourite Christmas movie Jingle All the Way

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>>83457722
>Wdym wdym, I thought I was clear. My parents are usually around, that counts
would u rather they not b around?
>Sure I'll believe it
:pensive:
>Not saying you have to, it's just my theory. Also you can't be OP and not be a fag, that's not how it works on the 'chan
is every OP le gay?
>>83457469
>it was but im not hungry so i didn't eat a lot of it. like half
i am barely hungry 2
i only ate one meal 2day
>>83457877
>Probably work in restaurants again, its good only in tips but the constant socializing is rage inducing bahaha... did u ever have a job guya?
yeah when i was in norgay i worked in a laundry place 4 2 months
is there a place u would like 2 work at?
>>83457771
>Would there be any interest in streaming a Christmas movie?
mby
>I could be better. I could also be a whole lot worse.
yeah ig...

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>>83457747
>project
You can't deny the undeniable upon observing the observable, there's no projection in a statement based purely on analysis of recent events, it is simply the truth expressed with grammatical correctness by using the antonym of "easy". Your post however includes the word "gay" which, contrary to "hard", has only one meaning in (modern) English, and the sole explanation for why someone would think of such a word in a context that has nothing to do with sexual preference, is projection, fag.
>>83457771
>Christmas movie
I'd join but I'm about to begin another hermit arc soon
>>83457877
>doujins
Yes of course, I myself am a 2D-exclusivechad
>>83458417
>would u rather they not b around?
Not sure about that, I might not like being completely alone after all. Having family around makes me feel at ease despite everything wrong with mine
>is every OP le gay?
Yes, but don't let that discourage you
Anyway how's your guitaroo journey going? Can you play it yet?

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>>83458746
>Not sure about that, I might not like being completely alone after all.
no one is
>Anyway how's your guitaroo journey going? Can you play it yet?
i can play like 2 chords
the spider exercise is rather hard
my fingers r almost completely rigid

Fujos love this thread

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>>83457922
Wahhhhh same same same same !!! Well not the school part I never been to school but my moms like ur getting a job if ur gunna live with me and im defeated unless these neetbux come thru.. hope u got a lil bit of a break tho
>>83458161
>I'm not actually sure how long I sleep at this point, it's kind of all over the place
Mine was too but they said having a morning routine is healthy but I dont see how. Waking up early asf juss for a cup of coffee and be tired all day.. blah
>>83458417
Wat was the laundry place like? Seems laid back atleast
>is there a place u would like 2 work at?
All I know is waitressing so ill probably fall back into that.. so much social anxiety dealing with people so not looking forward to it
>>83458746
>Yes of course, I myself am a 2D exclusivechad
Bahaha ! Im on SSRI's so thats over cx

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>>83458999
i don't see any fujos here
>>83459245
>Wat was the laundry place like? Seems laid back atleast
yeah it was
i had 2 put washed blankets and towels on folding machines. They let us listen 2 music 2
>All I know is waitressing so ill probably fall back into that.. so much social anxiety dealing with people so not looking forward to it
Is there anything u like doing? Like a hobby or smth?

i managed to take it easy for some days and will continue too. Atleast this week.
Hows guitar going
origg

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>>83459336
r u excited 4 the holidays?
>Hows guitar going
could b going better. At least i can play some chords. Still need more work. The excercises r hard, my hand is almost completely rigid when i try 2 do them

>>83458417
>i am barely hungry 2
>i only ate one meal 2day
do you know a reason for that?

>>83459245
>but my moms like ur getting a job if ur gunna live with me and im defeated unless these neetbux come thru
uaaaa world's so sadd. i hope everything works out anon. and thanks i definitely need a break now :(

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>>83458818
>i can play like 2 chords
Me too fr
>my fingers r almost completely rigid
At least you don't have baby fingers
If you get bored of the spider try this
https://youtu.be/ra_TbQGH6wg?t=346
It's harder but it lets you practice a lot of different things at once. String transitions are one of the hardest things you'll have to deal with so make sure to learn how to alternate pick properly
>>83459245
>Im on SSRI
Oh I know the feel, I used to be on goypills too for a while. Being unable to coom was absolutely awful for me so I quit taking them

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>>83459829
>do you know a reason for that?
maybe le depwession, who knows
>>83459902
>Me too fr
I don't believe u
from what i've heard you can play really well
>At least you don't have baby fingers
what are "baby fingers"?
also, how many reps should i do per day for maximum efficiency?
>It's harder but it lets you practice a lot of different things at once. String transitions are one of the hardest things you'll have to deal with so make sure to learn how to alternate pick properly
mby when my hands become moar dexterous...

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>>83459792
yes i am, chillin at my hometown, seeing the senpai and i get a new guitar for christmas

whats your holiday plans?
And what style do you play on the guitarra

oregano

>>83459934
>yes i am, chillin at my hometown, seeing the senpai and i get a new guitar for christmas
ur getting a guitar 2? How nice!
>whats your holiday plans?
I will most likely stay at home, alone, like always...
:pensive:
>And what style do you play on the guitarra
so far i only do strumming because my hands aren't dexterous enough for anything else
still struggling to play that f#m chord...

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>>83459953
yeah im hyped. i can already play the guitar reasonably well ,but aint got now one to share it with in my town. Its one of the very few things in life im really passionate about, but its hard to find other people who are interested in flamenco, be it dancers, singers or other guitar players. even some rythm guys would be a joy

but i know the loneliness, have you tried picking up a sport? some simple stuff like calistenics or jogging. Great way to kill the time and get you fit.
And if you manage one barre chord, you will maange all so keep exercising.
What guitar do you get?

fuck the captcha original

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>>83460027
>yeah im hyped. i can already play the guitar reasonably well
that's nice
how long have u been playing?
>but i know the loneliness, have you tried picking up a sport?
honestly, i'm not really a fan of sport. I don't have the lungs for it and i am very clumsy
>Great way to kill the time and get you fit.
i found that i hate solitary activities. Except maybe playing instruments
i enjoy those by myself
>What guitar do you get?
an Alamo electro-acoustic

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>>83459309
Ahhh ya id rather do something like that honestly, atleast u doing have to interact with people much i suppose
>Is there anything u like doing? Like a hobby or smth?
Not really honestly, besides vidya c,: i love mmos and pokemon, nothing productive tho bahaha, hby?
>>83459829
>uaaaa world's so sadd. i hope everything works out anon. and thanks i definitely need a break now :(
Ya i hate it wahh !!! I have no idea wtf im doing out here c,: imm gunna enjoy the last days as a neet atleast, hope school works out for u ! Is it interesting atleast?
>>83459902
>Oh I know the feel, I used to be on goypills too for a while.
Im genuinely considering juss flushing them honestly, like they made me abit happier at first but that didnt last long at all now I juss feel empty and asexual. Absolute slop I should flush it uggh

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>>83460276
>Ahhh ya id rather do something like that honestly, atleast u doing have to interact with people much i suppose
it paid very well as well
that's norgay 4 ya
>Not really honestly, besides vidya c,: i love mmos and pokemon
mby u should start a gaming channel?
>hby?
i'd love 2 do sciency stuff like chemistry

>>83455616
I want you to know, your persistence has really made me come around. I'm glad you're here and taking it easy. Where I used to ignore you, now I'm happy seeing you in the catalog. Ganbatte!

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>>83455616
It's been okay. I'm still living.
I'm still wrestling with the disappointment I feel with the world and the want to continue to live within it.

>>83458746
man, that's a lotta words to say you're a projecting gaylord in denial :^)

>>83458161
>I usually fall asleep using it now...
then get yourself a cheap alarm clock and place it away
i'd suggest a second phone but alarm clocks are just cheaper, get one of those old bell ones if you can since those are extremely loud

>>83457877
>I wish I could drink normally
yup... sounds like a real big issue there, not gonna lie
i'd suggest having someone else pour the drinks for you as you no longer can control the doses but then again, why not just go to rehab at this point?

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>>83460332
i'm glad my threads make u happi!
how have u been?
>>83460465
what's causing the disappointment?

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I'm not sure what day it is anymore. I need to sleep at some point but I'm not sleepy yet...

>>83458746
>I'd join but I'm about to begin another hermit arc soon
Good luck with your hermit arc. Any games planned for it?

>>83459245
>they said having a morning routine is healthy but I dont see how
I think it's less the routine and more waking up at a consistent time. I know what I'm doing is really bad for me...

>>83460598
>then get yourself a cheap alarm clock and place it away
That's probably a good idea. I'll see if I can find a fun novelty one.

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Hey anon. I'm not taking it easy. I feel incredibly lonely right now, wondering why I can't seem to make friends, wondering if there's something wrong with me. I've been having these thoughts of loneliness more and more often. Coping with hobbies doesn't make me feel any less lonely. Hanging out with people doesn't make me feel any less lonely. Something feels very, very wrong.

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OK maybe I'm just depressed or something, not everything needs an elaborate explanation.

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>>83462827
i've been wondering the same thing, mio anon. I don't rly have anyone to hang out with though...

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>>83463161
Even if I told you that you had plenty of people to hang out with, it wouldn't fix the loneliness, would it? That's how I feel, at least. I don't know, I just feel like I haven't found the thing I'm really looking for yet. (Maybe I just want a girlfriend rn idk.)
Do online friends fix your loneliness at all?

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>>83463178
>Even if I told you that you had plenty of people to hang out with, it wouldn't fix the loneliness, would it?
i think It would, but i don't know
>Do online friends fix your loneliness at all?
i'm not close enough with most of them as much as i would like to be

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>>83459929
>play really well
I wish
>what are "baby fingers"?
My fingers, they're short. I'm a handlet...
>how many reps
As many as you want but preferably at least 15 mins a day. You'll need a proper daily workout routine eventually though, the spider alone isn't gonna get you far
>when my hands become moar dexterous
No baka, that's what's supposed to make you better
>>83460276
>Absolute slop I should flush it uggh
Oy vey that's dangerous! You are nothing without your happy pills, please reconsider it!
>>83460598
>using le no u card
Won't work with me sorry. If you're serious about your heterosexuality you should be able to type out an essay that scientifically proves it, any less than that and you're a fag in my book
>>83462224
>Any games planned for it?
I was gonna look for some good ones because all I have so far is normoslop and horrorslop... and EU5 if I stop falling asleep during the tutorial, though it might not be a great game to play on a laptop screen made for ants.
Also Hypnospace has been nice so far, got to watch Chowder Man's xmas song video a few days ago. Very memorable game, thanks for recommending it.

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>>83458818
When did you start playing guitar? Very cool :o

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>>83463212
last friday, when i bought it...
>>83463194
>I wish
i've heard what u can do
>My fingers, they're short. I'm a handlet...
at least they're not rigid like mine...
>As many as you want but preferably at least 15 mins a day. You'll need a proper daily workout routine eventually though, the spider alone isn't gonna get you far
any other exercises i should know of?
>No baka, that's what's supposed to make you better
but how am i supposed to make use of an exercise if i can't do it properly?

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>>83459929
>maybe le depwession, who knows
that would make sense. sadly..

>>83460276
>I have no idea wtf im doing out here c,: imm gunna enjoy the last days as a neet atleast
why are you so meee wtf!!!! but im not in school anymore so its not boring me at least. everybody said that you can take a year long break to think about stuff but after only two months of said break people started to be all mean and stuff. how am i supposed to think about my future in peace like this?? Im stressd out all the time

>>83462827
oh hi mio anon! long time no see. i hope you can feel better soon. it kinda does after enduring the loneliness for a while i think

>>83455616
>how are you faring, anon?
I feel conflicted, as much as i'd like to say anything i don't believe people give a shit, after all it's not that interesting to them.

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asked brother for advice
all he told me is to "clean up my room"
real helpful...
>>83463477
>that would make sense. sadly..
yeah
>>83463478
what's making u conflicted?

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>>83463256
>i've heard what u can do
Maybe I'm above average for being self-taught and having only started 2 years ago but I could've done a much better job. Exercises tend to make me sleepy after having played some actual music snippets so I'm getting kinda lazy with it... although most stuff I play is almost fucking impossible so I guess as long as I can't play it it counts as a good exercise (any real guitarists reading this pls confirm)
>any other exercises i should know of?
I personally like Bernth's exercises a lot because he tries to make them melodic and not boring, but there are probably other guitarists like him doing the same thing, just look em up and learn what sounds good to you
>if i can't do it properly
The moment you can do it properly it means it's time to raise the bpm or ditch that exercise and look for a new one. You aren't supposed to play properly during your exercises. I'm sure you can at least hit one note every 10 seconds and that'd still count as progress...

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>>83464188
>Maybe I'm above average for being self-taught and having only started 2 years ago but I could've done a much better job. Exercises tend to make me sleepy after having played some actual music snippets so I'm getting kinda lazy with it... although most stuff I play is almost fucking impossible so I guess as long as I can't play it it counts as a good exercise (any real guitarists reading this pls confirm)
have u managed 2 play any songs that u like?
>I personally like Bernth's exercises a lot because he tries to make them melodic and not boring, but there are probably other guitarists like him doing the same thing, just look em up and learn what sounds good to you
i am so hyped for the time i become decent at this! I wanna play like bocchi does!
>The moment you can do it properly it means it's time to raise the bpm or ditch that exercise and look for a new one. You aren't supposed to play properly during your exercises. I'm sure you can at least hit one note every 10 seconds and that'd still count as progress...
i'll keep this in mind!

>>83457771
you should stream the muppets christmas carol. Or charlie brown, those two are lovely desu

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Ughh slept rough, miss my old cozy bed
>>83460313
>it paid very well as well that's norgay 4 ya
Bahaha ! Ya most jobs in my country pay shit, another reason why being a neet was too cozy to pass up
>mby u should start a gaming channel?
Why one fren said I could be a vtuber since I play more niche games I suppose? But thats too much attention and cringe cx would be nice tho
>i'd love 2 do sciency stuff like chemistry
Do u have a lab u go to for that? Chemistry always been interesting to me too most cos of breaking bad tho
>>83460598
>just go to rehab at this point?
Oh I juss got out of one not even a month ago was in there for 52 days. It def works im not trying to finesse some alchy mostly juss try to hide and play vidya.. but ya its a shit drug that I love way too much makes me so happy c,: but my frens would tell u it juss makes me crash out and cry but idk , both I guess ahaha
>>83463194
>Oy vey that's dangerous! You are nothing without your happy pills, please reconsider it!
Baha ! The funny part is all it did was make my bod way worse at first until it leveled off. Now im back to normalish c,: waste of time i miss fun pills like oxy
>>83463477
>how am i supposed to think about my future in peace like this?? Im stressd out all the time
Hurry up get a job anon everyone else has one why dont you have one dont you want to be at work all day everyday? They're the fyucjing worst they think im the worst when I was a proud neet but I was the happiest in the room c,: sucks u dont get a longer break tho wtf aren't u supposed to try and figure out a good place for long term employment atleast? They're deff bullies hmpf fuck then wahh !

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i promised myself today that i wouldn't complain but im sorry i can't keep this promise.

>>83464828
>Ughh slept rough, miss my old cozy bed
i hope you have better luck next time. you deserve sum good sleep
>Hurry up get a job anon everyone else has one why dont you have one dont you want to be at work all day everyday?
i want to die instead, no thanks
>They're the fyucjing worst they think im the worst when I was a proud neet but I was the happiest in the room
what is so bad about people like us neeting anyways? i don't understand why people need to push and be angry and shit like that. like damn, maybe make this life worth living and i would consider putting some effort into it. sorry for that little tangent
>aren't u supposed to try and figure out a good place for long term employment atleast?
i can't. ignoring the situation at home i just can't find a place in general. nothing that wouldn't make me want to kms even more at least. what does a sperg work as? i don't know what to do anon

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>>83462863
I think it's probably this, to be honest. But I hope whatever it is clears up for you sooner than later.

>>83463194
>I was gonna look for some good ones because all I have so far is normoslop and horrorslop...
Maybe try some GameCube-era stuff like Pikmin as a palate cleanser. Maybe Animal Crossing if you want a slow burner.
>Very memorable game, thanks for recommending it.
Glad you're enjoying it.
>ywn go to Coolfest '99

>>83464819
I could stream those as well. There are a lot of Christmas specials I'd like to do, but it mostly depends on everyone's availability.

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>>83464620
>have u managed 2 play any songs that u like?
I do know a bunch, but mostly just riffs and solos. Everything I play is too hard for me anyways...
>I wanna play like bocchi does!
Man you sure are autistic... Whatever works for you I guess, it's nice to have motivation, hold onto it
>>83464828
>make my bod way worse at first until it leveled off
That was my experience too, they just numb you and mess with your brain to make you less anxious i.e. turn you into a zombie, not worth the trade-offs imo
>>83465704
>Pikmin
I have that on my backlog, supposed to be decent. I just remembered about Silksong today though so I might play that instead, or stick with the arcade normoslop I have downloaded if I don't have enough time for that
>Coolfest '99
It's impressive how much music they stuffed into that game, the webpage that explains all the various genres is one of my favorites

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>>83466065
>I have that on my backlog, supposed to be decent.
It's pretty good. I like 2 more than 1. I've heard good things about the bug game. Is it the best thing since sliced bread?
>It's impressive how much music they stuffed into that game
I'm upset that the sequel got canned, but at least they plan on doing stuff with all the art and music they made for it. I can't think of anything else that has such detailed lore on media that doesn't exist. It goes a long way to making it feel real.

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>>83464828
>Bahaha ! Ya most jobs in my country pay shit, another reason why being a neet was too cozy to pass up
well at least u can b a neet in ur country!
>Why one fren said I could be a vtuber since I play more niche games I suppose? But thats too much attention and cringe cx would be nice tho
maybe u could enjoy smth like that
>Do u have a lab u go to for that? Chemistry always been interesting to me too most cos of breaking bad tho
yeah
i love working in a lab
>>83464972
it's okay
what's been weighing u down anon?
>>83466065
>I do know a bunch, but mostly just riffs and solos. Everything I play is too hard for me anyways...
is there a song u rly wanna learn?
>Man you sure are autistic... Whatever works for you I guess, it's nice to have motivation, hold onto it
...is that autistic?

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>>83466889
>it's okay
i don't think that its ok. always complaining is not good.
>what's been weighing u down anon?
couple of things. i don't want to type up a storm but its a lot kinda. im stuck with people that don't like me and i struggle with moving out. it should be easy to get bux in my country for a couple of reasons but im too retarded. then today i realized (again) my attempts in being happy don't work out and i got all sad again. i don't know. i could sit here all day and write about this and that but there is no use. nothing ever had. everybody is doing stuff and is chasing dreams or hobbies but i can't make myself enjoy my vidya or do anything to improve my life despite me quite literally depending on it. today i ate almost nothing
i don't know what specifically is on my mind but its sorta everything at once. everybody told me that 'ohh you're so smart you will make so much money' 'you are so kind and innocent' but then im all like this now dwelling on my misery and everything is sorta like this. im sorry this is kinda corny..

>>83463194
>If you're serious about your heterosexuality
weak, pathetic, and homosexual bait
i'm confident enough in my heterosexuality that i don't even feel the need to prove it, but you on the other hand have to type all these words to let everyone know you're a fag in denial
it's okay man, it's 2025, being faggy is socially acceptable now :^)

>>83462224
>I'll see if I can find a fun novelty one.
do post a picture if you can find one
the digital ones are good too, especially since they may be more difficult to like, run ahead or behind
but yeah the bell ones are extremely loud, i used to wake up to that shit on weekends when i was a kid, at 5 am that shit would ring so loud i'd jump

>>83464828
>I juss got out of one not even a month ago
oh wow, are you doing better then?

>I love way too much makes me so happy c,:
... i know someone else who feels the same about alcohol, lol
just as long as you develop temperance, it's all good
work on that, drinking is okay when done prudently

>my frens would tell u it juss makes me crash out and cry
well, does it?
i guess it just makes you more emotional then

>>83467293
well told me these things when i was young. now i don't speak with people outside of here

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>>83467293
i feel the same a lot of the times. Idk what else to say, other than you're not alone in feeling this way, anon.
>>83465704
how r u 2day eiki?
>>83467298
how r u 2day, junas?

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>>83467721
>how r u 2day eiki?
I'm alright. A little sleepy.
I've done all the preparation for the stream though. It'll be about an hour later than usual and probably go on for a good while.

>>83467721
good evening, kaguyanon
today was a good day ending on a somewhat tense note, lol
i'm playing fireman here and trying to extinguish some fires with some important people around me
this sucks, i wish i could take their troubles for myself and deal
but i just have to deal with it, and support them as best i can, and so i shall

but there were wholesome moments too, kek
i'll save you the trouble though because it's... rather inappropriate to talk about those in this board of all places
but they happened

what about you, how was your day today?

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>>83464972
Tyyy ya hopefully better tn sleeps so important but I try not to do it for 10+ hours i suppose
>i want to die instead, no thanks
Bahah ya honestly fuckin same.. never wanna go back
>sorry for that little tangent
No im 100% with u its excruciating like even if im contributing to the housenlike foodstamps n stuff oh no thats not good enough she needs to get a job. Meanwhile they all hate their jobs vocally ugh
> i don't know what to do anon
Ugh that makes two of us, hope u had a good day atleast im juss now getting home at 22 >.< es funny people offer suggestions and they always sound so lame too c,:
>>83466065
>That was my experience too, they just numb you and mess with your brain to make you less anxious i.e. turn you into a zombie, not worth the trade-offs imo
Yaaa luckily im retarded enough where I juss overpowered them over time I suppose, was a nice effort but ya they may aswell be sugar pills at this point. My sis is on them too and shes still depressed aswell baka
>>83466889
>well at least u can b a neet in ur country!
Hehe yaa surprised i lasted this long i guess theyre finally realizing im huss too incompetent finally !
>maybe u could enjoy smth like that
It would be fun but id need to be drunk or id be too nervous? Idk maybe i could sober id get cancelled but worth a shot
>i love working in a lab
Oh do u have ur own lab or is there one u visit?
>>83467298
>oh wow, are you doing better then?
Yaa kinda I dont drink every single day now cos I get busted and chewed out and I dont wanna go back ;--;
>drinking is okay when done prudently
Ya they say once an alchy always an alchy but these harsh punishments are getting me to learn to.pace and not let myself go off the rails often
>well, does it?
Bahahaha ya they gathered evidence cx ya its the only times I can actually feel.emotions but theyre too powerful. Idk they say I has bpd butni dont think.im a bpdemon o-o. I've seen some in action and theyre juss fucking gone

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In a moment of abject stupidity I managed to break both an HDMI cable and a DisplayPort cable at the same time. Now I need to go out and buy some new ones.

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I'll be streaming Christmas stuff in ~7 hours.
Got about 5 hours of stuff for it so hopefully there'll be something you'll enjoy.

I think I made a mistake leaving the house today. Too many couples.

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>>83467721
>Idk what else to say
no its probably one of the best things you could say actually. thanks

>>83468902
>Meanwhile they all hate their jobs vocally ugh
they really do. i will never understand these meanies. crabs in a bucket? gobberment prints money out of thin air anyways so whats the big deal...
>hope u had a good day atleast
yesterday? not really. but it beats coming home at 22 at least.....
>im juss now getting home at 22 >.<
woah thats terrible. im sorry. i hope that today will be better for everybody :D

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>>83466415
>Is it the best thing since sliced bread?
No idea because I haven't played it yet. I did play the first one and I enjoyed it, but it's a metroidvania with soulslop elements so it can get kind of annoying.
>It goes a long way to making it feel real
It really does. I liked the Linkin Park parody band, it was the one that made me nostalgic the most.
I wasn't really an internet kid until like 2008 and back then I didn't know any English yet so I missed out on that old part of the web. The game does feel a lot like what you see on Neocities though, minus the tranny flags and obsession with sexuality.
Maybe we should make our own webring...
>>83466889
>is there a song u rly wanna learn?
It changes every few weeks, but ultimately I wanna be able to play Playing God from start to finish without interruptions
>...is that autistic?
Y'know, people usually learn guitar because they like real bands and guitarists, not some anime girl... Not saying it's wrong, just unusual. What sort of playstyle do you aim for?
>>83467298
>type all these words to let everyone know you're a fag in denial
Nothing about what I typed was meant to prove my own heterosexuality, only to disprove yours.
Anyway we can drop this since you are pro-homo and I can safely assume why that is.
>>83468902
>overpowered them over time
It's natural to build tolerance to meds, then you have to increase the dosage until it becomes poison. That's what the jews don't want you to know because it's not profitable for them to actually help people, they just want to make you depend on them for as long as possible.

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>>83468504
Hopefully moar ppl will join!
>>83468902
>Hehe yaa surprised i lasted this long i guess theyre finally realizing im huss too incompetent finally !
Mayb u can do smth
U just haven't discovered it yet!
>It would be fun but id need to be drunk or id be too nervous? Idk maybe i could sober id get cancelled but worth a shot
It could b a great exercise 4 u 2 overcome ur alcoholism
>Oh do u have ur own lab or is there one u visit?
Not at the moment, no
>>83468555
It was okay i suppose. My brother is here so i gotta be quiet sometimes... ugh...
>>83470965
Im glad i made u feel better!
>>83471162
How hard is it?
>autistic
Eburynyan has their own motivations i suppose
What r urs?

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>>83471418
>How hard is it?
You should give it a listen, it's nice
>What r urs?
Vibe and have fun like muh favorite guitarists do

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Christmas stream in an hour-ish.

>>83471162
>it's a metroidvania with soulslop elements so it can get kind of annoying
I see. That explains why people hype it up so much...
>so I missed out on that old part of the web
It's pretty accurate from my recollection. My family was online really early for some reason so I got to experience the tail-end of Web 1.0 around 2006.
>Maybe we should make our own webring...
That would be cool.

>>83471418
>Hopefully moar ppl will join!
I can dream...

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Alright, stream is starting now. Same place as always (cytube) /r/TIEMovieNight

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>>83472933
Starting off with The Snowman, then the Father Ted special, then the Muppets Christmas Carol (in about an hour).

>>83473113
Muppets Christmas Carol starting in about 20 minutes. Probably the best Christmas movie.