>20>unemployed, never had a job>no interests or hobbies>not in a relationship>failed my driver's>no true friends>struggling with addiction>average 1-2 meals a day>every day feels like the previous one>not enough courage to rope
>roping cause no drivers license and no joblittle nigga, listen to me: go do that drivers license thing till you fucking get it ok? specially if you live in a rural area now for the other thing i would recommend doing some community college and get a cashier job or whatever stop putting so much pressure over your back
This child of an OP is going to let roasties who fail their test 17 times then go on to crash into a family of 5 beat him at life.
>>8345988220 is still a baby shut up bitch nigga
>>not in a relationshipNon-virgin detected. Get out, normalfag.
>>83459882what are you addicted to little man? If its weed don't sweat it.
>>83459882I'm over a decade older than you and the same except for the addiction part. Yet my life rules. Maye stop being a junky.
It gets worse than that the more you wait.>t.23M
>>83460061>my life rules>on r9k
>>83459882Are you in the US? Depending on your state the test is either super easy or something you need to prepare for. Take driving lessons, pay for them, pass the test. It ain't that difficult
>>83459985based, I will now smoke my bong and jerk off
>>83459882i understand how you feel anon.first off, get your license. i failed the first time too when i was 19.honestly, try picking up reading. as dinergoth as it is, blood meridian is an amazing beautiful and easy read.try getting into tarot cards. its generally considered bad luck to buy your own decck, as they usually should be gifted. if youre interested im genuinely willing to buy you a deck, since ive received 2 and never gifted one.also, as kitschy as they seem, clubs are pretty fun. if youre around houston, numbers is pretty fun. lots of old people though.again not kidding about the deck. just send me youre discord and prove youre the op
>>83460154Not OP. I'm guessing either gay or trans. You're wicca, practice tarot, trans, maybe goth and like music other than goth. Is this correct?
>>83460205not gay or a troon. not wiccan, just saw lebanon hanover live, and i love siouxsie and the banshees.my father got me my first deck, i lived with a cousin who was really into the occult and we did tarot readings for each other. been to a couple theosophical society meetings. just did too many drugs in high school and started buying into it i guess.but yeah i do seem like a poser lol, and troons are gross
>>83459882same but 22 f, lets learn to drive together
>>83460274>same but 22 fIndian male spotted
>>83460270I would literally blow you and pay you for a tarot reading. I don't trust the fake crap and those fake sanitized services. I'm not joking about paying you, in minecraft
>>83460338send your discord, kinda in the mood to do some anyways
>>83460399Will make one, will send screenshot of this thread so u know it is me
>>83460399Mannequin_return
>>83459882sounds like ykno whatcha wana do to get out of the hole you're in?some exercise can help get your mind working on solving those other issues in your life, even if you don't care in the slightest about your appearancemeditation, too, can help immensely w/ focus & self-determinationhang in there buddy, please go easy on yourself <3
>>83459903actually moved me, thanks champ
>>83460154I'm not really the spiritual type, therefore I'm a bit stubborn when it comes to something like tarot. Reading is actually sound advice though, might have to look into it. Thanks in advance
>>83460484I feel like I'm actually quite self-aware, it's just that I do the bare minimum when it comes to solving my issues. Has hitting the gym actually helped you in the long run? I don't mean just gains, but more so personal growth. I appreciate the kind message Lainbro
>>83459882all this shit is fixable if you put your mind to it.
>>83459882Got my first job at 24 and lost it after 3 weeks. There really isn't a difference in being employed and unemployed. I was scared too and felt like a failure and blahblaublau but I did well at my job, I lost it for other reasons. Now Its whatever, i can NEET forever or just work at Home Depot or wherever else, it doesn't matter. I made it seem way more harder in my head than it was in actuality.You're going to be depressed either way. Friends would be nice but I always lose them, too much effort to keep them for what you get out of it. Same with a relationship. Honestly, just keep feeling shitty. Eventually it will build up and push you into doing something different or you learn to live with what you have and it doesn't feel as bad. There's nothing to gain here out of this life, organic entities are an anomaly and biological processes are an abomination that exist to feel pain. Just let it all go, anon. You have to realize that you only do what you want to do. If you have to piss you make every excuse to go pee. If you really wanted something you'd make it happen. Either the pain of failure isn't worth the reward or you just don't want it like you think you do. Obviously, you don't want to play the game. You don't have to rope, you can just let go of trying and breathe and accept what you are and focus on the things that make you forget you're alive. I like plants. Goodluck anon
Idk how it is for you, but I am genuinely terrified of driving. Getting behind a wheel in causes my hands to start shaking.
>>83459882please continue trying to find a job. having money will help you do the things you want and increase your quality of life. at least until you find a better position
>>83459882I'm 21, have interests and hobbies, a job and a car but I relate to the rest. It probably doesn't get better but whatever.
