>be 30 neet loser who suffered from depression all his life never could hold down a job>meet 33 year old woman in an game online who is also a neet on welfare with a 15 year old son>I started healing a year ago, started meeting people again online, but still drink alcohol daily>we start talking, start dating online>fall in love, tell her lies that my last relationship was 10 years ago because of depression, when in reality I never fucked a woman, nor kissed one>We get kinky, write sex stories to each others, basically ERP>Talking about meeting each other etc>Don't know how I would meet her without alcohol I can't talk freely>Don't know what I will do when I will start kissing her, even though I practice on my hand and basically know what to doMy GOD what have I gotten myself into. We really love each other but I build it up onto lies..because I'm so ashamed.
>>83461874>with a 15 year old sonlolHonestly she has way more baggage than you and for that reason way more reason to be embarrassed
There isn't this magic sixth sense that women have if you haven't kissed or had sex before. You're obsessing over retarded shit that makes no sense. If you reach the point where you're in physical proximity to this random woman you met online, she's already decided she's willing to fuck you. Assuming that she already knows what you look like.In no world does a christmas cake welfare woman with a borderline adult son randomly disengage from a guy because she detects he's an inexperienced kisser. Get real
>33 yr old with a 15 yr old son>father nowhere to be found>also on welfareLol, lmao. The fact that you're even still trying to meet up with her is fucking pathetically hilarious. Please livestream the meeting, I'm sure hilarity will ensue.
what game OP? i'm curious to know where two 30yos can meet
>>83461874so she had a kid at 18 BROOOOyou're gonna date the remains of what happens when teenage foids chase chad and get pumped and dumped? you're gonna date the aftermath of all the single moms you see on dating apps?christ on a bike anon
>>83461874holy fuck this is my dream. well other than the 15yo lmao. Tell us the game OP, fuck we need our own welfare queens!
Tell her the fucking true, in a propper time. If she feels something strong for you she will be there after that
>>83461874thats kinda beautiful though good luck
