I should make a youtube video about some e-celeb and spend two hours explaining their "rise and fall" it's a neat idea, should be able to pull if off this time, what do you think Abdul?I love watching videos telling me about someone's life and why they're a terrible person and why they are a failure and horrible and stupid, because it makes me feel very smart and good and much better than them. I'm not like them. I'm smarter. I watch those true crime detective interviews for the same reason, wow these people are so stupid haha, and evil, not me though.Jesus is who He claimed to be. I'm so exhausted, so tired every day, and I don't know if anything can fix it. Uncle Dunkey truly truly is getting old. I am a low energy person more than ever. Motivation and caring and stuff matter too. But-- anyways it's a whole thing.
