i have extreme trauma (schizophrenia)im trying to cope with the pain. the pain in my heart is overwhelming, most people will ignore their hearts. we all carry with us a baggage of trauma, ones you learn how to inspect and disect your heart's wounds, love and joy will eventually emerge, atleast that is what i'm guessing is going to happen once i manage to get done with this healing process. best of luck anons.
>>83465018I thought schizophrenia was a mental illness which made you struggle to understand the cause of your mental illness?Like your brain will come up with any explanation, the government is broadcasting stuff into your brain, you're actually Napoleon, or something like that and that's why people think you are crazy but you're not.
>>83465018>i have extreme trauma (schizophrenia)kek
>>83465142yes but it's a defense mechanism that arises from having experienced immense unresolved trauma related issues.
You don't know how lucky you are that you can actually feel pain. At least you're not a depersonalised insect.
>>83465018i got accused of rape 2x, ended up homeless, and struggled for years (still struggling honestly). before i was about to be homeless for the 3rd time i went into psychosis. what about you?
>>83466216i simply thought my classmates were planning to kill me, final year of high school, went into psychward, then afterward i had repeated paranoia attacks, thinking the government was after me all that stuff, people planing to kill me. a life of constant fear.think of schizophrenia as a form of PTSD, only more psychotic. this channel provides the necessary information. just one video, he has plenty of videos talking about dealing with trauma, which in turn cures all mental illness, socioopathy, schizophrenia, bipolar, you name it. but it is hard work. i recommend heart chakra meditation (yam mantra)https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=f6HGS0O9yEg
>>83466216i mean the trauma that led to it, divorced parents, sadistic father, overbearing mother, and bullying in school, i had social anxiety prior to psychosis. and yeah, i become absolutely insane (still am) i might sound coherent but i'm trembling with fear every time i go outside. I dont see stuff, i just get paranoid delusions
>>83466237>>83466324yeah i think they overmedicate too and rely on it all too heavily.yea i have really similar symptoms. i dont socialize date or even spend much time with family, i dont like extended trips outside or away from my house, etc. i didnt see stuff either but in my case i thought i had repressed memories that i had forgot but the more "memories" that "came back" the more they veered towards god being involved and talking directly to people i know and me being a type of messiah (i thought id be reincarnated as jesus next time)
>>83465018...It's like I'm smart enough to over-think things, and if I go about them the wrong way, I loop around to being a total retard and causing severe pain to myself, man...>>83466237You can still recover from that, yeah...
>>83466901>You can still recover from that, yeah...god wills it
>>83467206right on, now, man. I'm sure I can definitely get better, but I'm in such a weird screw-hole that I think I may be a bit scared and confused for a long time...
