>stay inside just playing vidya for days in a row>feel fine even content with life and have fun>go outside for once because I have to go somwhere>think about wanting to be dead and how much I have messed my life up and how inadequate I amI can't live life like this obviously. Why am I so bad at life?
>>83466868This is why monks never leave their neet temple hills anon. I often wonder if most monks would continue to be monks if they were forced to witness the lifes of others they claim have no desire for. But yea vidya and comfy food at home beats any normie bs we are supposedly missing. Lived that life myself and desu it was nothing but fake people and fake goals for nothing but not enough. Godspeed OP.
It's because gaming alone is stimulating but not fulfilling.
