what do you do as you're getting older...one of my yearly highlights was hanging out with my aunt and going on hikes and stuff with her but i'm 24 now...i'm too oldi don't have any other friends or anything but i she was the last person to treat me like a childidk what to do anymorei feel like i'm completely alone in this world
>>83467427I just focus on my own thoughts and taking care of the people around me. That's largely all I have left anymore, but it's not helping too much.
idk. sometimes i thank the gods that i have the capacity to hyperfocus on specific tasks so i dont have to think about the world in a general sense too much. my life pretty much consists of >hyperfocus on particular interest>forced external responsibility>back to hyperfocusi tend to get into extremely destructive mental loops if im too idle so i try to always have some personal project or thing to learn to keep my disiilusionment at a distance
>>83467427Can I hang out with your aunt?
