ive never seriously browsed or used 4chan before really, which is surprising (to me) given my circumstances. but like where else do i even put this right?>be me (20f)>be fucked with a personality disorder because im a product of a 17yo teen mom and a 20 yo chudtard father who never even dated>go through my k-12 years being too normal for weird kids and too weird for popular kids>lie about my age to erp with people on miiverse and kik because my older cousin touched me>move in with dad at 8 or 9 because mom hits me>dad is a chudtard and now im misogynistic as a woman>self harm for the first time in 5th grade>troonify myself in middle school bc i hated women >get suspected of being a school shooter because i was publicly obsessed with columbine>get phone raided by parents >they read all my messages>they find out i was cooming to crazy porn and sending photos of myself to people online and take my phone for like a year>be embarrassed and never ever fully unpack this in my head>get a hideous bf and be obsessed with him because i think im ugly>get sexually coerced and assaulted by him at 13 the first time you hang out >get cheated on multiple times and finally break up with him after a year, but stay attached and in contact with him for 6 more years>be embarrassingly obsessed with my next ex bf after he gets a new gf>become a freak cyberstalker>meanwhile dad gets weirder and compares mine and my younger sisters boob size nonchalantly at the beach (mine are smaller)>i finally move back in with my mom>do the exact same thing as before with my next ex bf except this one lied about being a virgin to take my virginity so obviously i stalk and obsess over him for 2 years>my mom kicks me out a week before graduating and i move in with my grandma>i flunked 9 classes over the course of highschool and made them up online 3 days before graduating by cheating>socially isolate for 2 years>finally apply to community college and start january>today
>>83467533if u was a virgin id date u but i am still a virgin so i wanna date a virgin
>>83467533>>be me (20f)200+ replies incoming.You will find a guy in college and be happy that is it why do you even come here just to taunt lonely men it is really not nice. Please leave you don't belong here sexhaver.
>>83467566valid, id feel too guilty if i ever took someones virginity i wish i was a virgin again so bad
>>83467533>never browsed or used 4 chan beforethat really is surprising, alot of foids can relate to you. but will they comment on your thread? NOfoids are so fucking weird(maybe one might, but 8/10 girls here can relate to this so 1 is a massive undershoot in representation)
>>83467592u should get a normies bf or help me find a virgin wife cause id be actually loyal unlike ur ex
>>83467581im naively optimistic for the future and i rlly posted this because i cant perceive myself and figured this is where id be honestly perceived. i didnt mean to taunt if anything i hope this is inspirational in some way. to clarify, any job ive had ive quit within a few months and i live off food stamps, im going to college off a neet grant
>>83467592same it fucking sucks. I wanted to experience the whole world with only one person. Now Im forced to fuck around instead. Why would you watch a movie with someone who's already seen it?
>>83467612i have a normie boy fetish i need to biopsy their brains and corrupt them. also i dont have any friends so i cant help you there
>>83467533The American pie pic got me to reply since I always liked the series and I am surprised that the internet didn't capitalize more on all the meme potential the movies had.Anyways it's very unfortunate for you to have gone through all that, as a wizard with no sexual experience and no social experience with women, my best and only advice is for you to focus on school and opt out of all sexual things. Don't have sex, don't do anything sexual with guys, focus on advancing your life and blocking out harmful distractions. That's the best I got for you. Hope this helps. Merry Christmas.
>>83467618So what you will still have a happy life just by virtue of being a woman, you can not lose unless you keep fucking up until you are in your 30s and even then there are enoug betbuxxer who would take you. You had sex and a relationship while you were young, you are even going to college you have it better than most here. I haven't even hugged a girl or held hands and I am in my late 20s, I am too old for any good woman and I refuse to ever betabuxx for a 30 year old woman who wants to settle down and abuse me that way.
>>83467602i avoid anything im not used to/dont understand most of the time and this place is initially crazy overwhelming. fellow foids please reply please can we have a sleepover please
>>83467533>going to college>not just neetbuxing forevershiggy diggy
>>83467632i LOVE the american pie movies, finch is my favorite. wedding is my favorite out of the series! and your insight is great, ive been messing around with a guy who will only let me give him kirk but wont fuck me, and ive been havily considering abstinence so thank u
>>83467636id rather have been not touched at all than touched the way i was, but i see your point
>>83467533Can relate to a lot of what you've said here, 24f, BPD, shit parents, dreamt of marrying first bf, didnt work out, go batshit insane over that.Please govern what kinda fuckass moid you let into your life, dont give them the benefit of the doubt and ignore red flags because "Oh, maybe I just have a wrong impression of him, I shouldn't judge a book by its cover!"Be smarter than I was, saves you even more trauma to your already traumatic life.Take care
>>83467533i dont believe you because a normgroid wouldnt want to go on 4chan and if they did they would go on /adv/ instead of /r9k/
>>83467641this place will mostly be moids replying since fembots are anxious little gremlins, to see this place with no moids go to crystal cafeIT SUCKS
>>83467644going out of sheer shame and boredom, wont kill myself out of spite. also im taking art classes lets be realistic here
>>83467682I post on cc and I'm a moid
>>83467686Why lol it sucks
>>83467672thank you this is all incredibly true. ive turned to never taking a man serious
>>83467689I get a rush out of it. I'm a moid posting on cc. They all think I'm a foid. I feel like James Bond. Also I want a cc manhating gf
>>83467533Oh boy, here come the orbiters.
>>83467682i didnt come here for just the opinion of fellow foids
>>83467676ive been on the internet my whole life ive heard more about r9k than whatever adv is
>>83467533Having a woman stalk and obsess over you has to be one of the greatest feelings on earth
>>83467705I know you came for my pp obviously
>>83467713adv is r9k but you have to use your brain and not spam. it's cool but not as fun
>>83467714sounds better than it is, i harassed my ex bfs new gf and told them i hope their unborn baby dies. (alas it did and he came to me for sex later how joyous)
>>83467725booorriiinnnggguh
Nothing matters if you're a woman you can make retarded decisions and fuck repulsive men and nothing bad will happen to you. You literally live life on easy mode.What advice do you want nigga you can just slut your way through life and come out better than 99% of people who post here.
>>83467727>tfw this is the kind of girl I'm always attracted toCan some take me out back and put me out of my misery?
>>83467734silence goyim for i am tortured by the hell of my own mind
>>83467744>goyim as singularholy fucking larper
>>83467736make the most of it and ruin your life in a cool and fun way
>>83467756its just more fun to say than goy im sorry for not jewing right
>>83467727Are you serious lol? I would love that. To have someone be this passionate about you is a god damn blessing. Even if it gets violent like that, it's a godsend.
>>83467764so many moids say its a blessing but alas i am moidless...
>>83467773That's by your own choice
>>83467757Well if some bpd girl wants to fall in my lap and ruin my life I'm all for it but most of them don't want people like me so I think I'm safe
>>83467773>alas i am moidless Then there's something seriously wrong with you because you literally live in the most simpish time in history. Men will literally throw their own relatives under the bus just to have mediocre sex with some random woman who is willing.
>>83467778 all my choices are flawed im a failure of a woman bro
>>83467773>so many moids say its a blessing but alas i am moidless...Are you unhappy with that? You just need someone who will match your level of intensity. A relationship where a man obsesses over you as much as you obsess over him.
>>83467789the goal is to not have mediocre random sex but someone who actually wants me
>>83467817thats the ideal, i yearn for it but try not to focus on it because desire is pathetic
>>83467818>the goal is to not have mediocre random sex but someone who actually wants meWell get in line, almost everyone has that here.
>>83467831durrrrr thats why i posted this here silly goose
>>83467838>i'm the same, bro! No you're a woman. A woman can get a guy with ease. This is your world, basically. A man is totally fucked because he is at the mercy of women's taste. And since most women don't even want a family means it's all just going to end with a lot of miserable old people.
>>83467533okay im out of here and off to watch house md. thank you for your guys' opinions and making my first 4chan experience not the worst ever kekers i wish the best for all of you (3
>>83467849I barely got hard in this thread, fuck you fembot
>>83467847replying 2 this before i leave just bc i saw it, i DO want a family. i want a man i can cook and clean for and hold while he cries, and carry his children and raise the future of our bloodline together. life aint always kawaii
>>83467805So don't complain about it
>>83467860>i want a family A little late for that now that you already gave your virginity away but whatever.
>>83467858mmfff yeah you cant get it up? what a fucking loser ugh im so pathetic let me play with your half chub to get you hard for my own validation /joshing
>>83467533>too weird>had several boyfriends before 18You a failed normie. The most pathetic group of people on this board.
>>83467873no lie thats kinda doing it for me
>>83467825Desire isnt pathetic. Femanon, as you can probably tell, there are a lot of men that seek someone like you. Why not entertain them?
>>83467880like 69 percent.yeah ok this is an acceptable level of chub, you can leave now fembot your duties are complete. D tier work.
>>83467896no it is pathetic that's why it hot
>>83467533million dollar question - how ugly are you?
>>83467905That kinda sounds sadistic desu
>>83467533So, what am I supposed to comment hereI think you weren't fair with your father, though it's hard to say with just this little info
>>83467926I want to be her father so she can be unfair with me and I could punish her for it
>>83467909id say mid tier becky but idk all the terms kekers im 5'7 and 125 pounds, white but jewcoded
>>83467926he once told me life isnt fair as a kid after i got jealous of how he favored my half sister over me soooo life isnt fair i guess
>>83467953How are you jewcoded? You look eastern European or have brown eyes? It'd be hard to be mid Becky tier then.
>>83467971was the thing you mentioned about comparing you and your sisters boob size the extent of how bad it was? doesn't sound bad
>>83468004eastern european girls are beautiful compared to other white girls
>>83467533I'm a femanon too nona, and my life has been nothing but bad thing after bad thing. Nothing even feels real. I just got my driver's license finally and I'm finally trying to turn myself around. I'm very isolated and all my dreams are basically unreachable rn because of physical limitations from injuries, and fucked genetics giving me a disability. Only thing that's been making me happy lately is watching hockey videos. I watch the videos and imagine myself as them so I can ignore other parts of my life. It makes me so sick when I realize it'll never be like that. It'll never be like that because my parents basically set me up for failure
>>83468026>hockey girl againI'm not the guy you were talking to I just recognize you
>>83468010A small subsection of them, sure. The rest are trolls.
>>83468008no that was just a weird thing that stuck out, the actual abuse was just regular verbal and domestic abuse which sounds boring
>>83468030Hi anon, sorry I keep talking about it. But I just can't stop thinking about it. I've been watching videos of it all day, and rewatching my favorite clips
Did not read kys you fucking stupid attention seeking pity mongering whore. All of your problems could be solved by going to the gym and not being a fucking slut./thread
>>83468044I was not complaining you can talk about whatever makes you happy
>>83468004brown kinda wavy hair, brown eyes, prominent nose, olive skin. i look white but not white passing enough not to be questioned and called jew by kids in school lawll
>>83468026itll get better hockey girl!!! congrats on your drivers license im still driving on a permit, thats a huge step seriously!! wishing nothing but the best for you lovey
>>83468061Then you're not a Becky, you're probably relatively ugly. Sorry Nona.
>>83468058Oh okay, sorry >>83468078Thank you anon, I wish the best for you as well. And also on getting your license in the future
>>83467533>Pic Looks like that guy from dead poets society
>>83468044Lol, sent this a while ago but I also meant to add, that yesterday I purposely mentioned it in a thread just to see if I could get that anon to talk to me again because I wanted to talk about how I was upset that on the 21st my second favorite team lost their game
>>83468820But I think Sens lost their game today. Fuck my life
>>83467533>wordswordswords>nonvirginnobody cares lmao piss off from MY board you stupid slut, and you probably deserve it anyway
