Another year without a gf, another year being alone. I can't take this anymore I will be 30 next year, never experienced the touch of a woman. Always being ghosted, lead on, rejected over and over and over again. I never had young love and now I never had love in my 20s. The only ones left are either mentally ill women who are into older men and have a daddy fetish and I am not like that or 30 year old post walled former sluts looking for a betabuxx. There will be no sweetheart for me, no happiness only darkness. This is the world I have to live in, never never having experienced real playful love and just a woman wanting me. Idk how I can keep going I often think about suicide, I don't have any joy in this life anymore.
>>83471920You need to find a gf now. The situation is not good.
>>83471982>just find a gfLast time I went to the gf store they would refuse to even let me in.
>gfWho needs women when you have motorhead?
>>83471999Go on soc and message one of those women maybe you'll get lucky
>>83472070>/soc/I am never going to use this board ever again. The women on there are either all whores, mentally insane, serial ghoster or just friend collecotrs. They don't want a serious relationship just look at the threads about serious relationships on there, 98% men. Also I am from central europe and there are no women from here on /soc/. The last time I talked with a girl on there for 3 months who was from the uk and she simply deleted her discord after ghosting me and it later turned out she was talking with multiple guys at once. The women on there are literally evil.
>>83471920Brother, you are not getting the genuine experience of being in love if you are not 8/10 or better. She *might* perform acts of intimacy and say she loves you, but that's only to keep you as a backup option in case her next date does not work out. It is all superficial. At best you'll be enough, but never the one she dreamed of. Quite honestly, always being with somebody who lies, pretends and can betray you tomorrow that's worse than being alone.
>>83472090What other things have you tried?
>>83472095I know and it makes me sad, I am not asking for a model or anything like that just a normal, well meaning girl who tries as much as me.>>83472099Most dating apps, discord, going to places. I am not very social so it is hard for me to meet new people. I was thinking about trying reddit the women there can't be worse then here, it is quite impossible to be even worse.
>>83471920It could always be worse anon. You could fall in love with a girl in a matter of days, have her reciprocate, then have an extremely intense whirlwind relationship that just ends abruptly out of nowhere, before you even got to experience many of the things that make a relationship enjoyable. Then you spend the following years thinking about her every single day, while she moves on, gets in another relationship, stays with him for years despite dumping you after months, gets married, and has his children while you're alone reading those old texts and looking up her social media posts just to see her again. You'll reach lower lows than you ever thought possible. You got to experience a fleeting moment of the good that comes from love, but in return you endure the full gamut of all the hardship and pain it also brings over years and years and maybe even the rest of your life, thinking about her and what could have been until the day you die.
>>83471920>I'm soooo desperate>no mentally ill women though
>>83472162This actually happened to me, I don't know if she is with someone but I just think she is. Was the only woman I actually really loved and who loved me back for real, was only online so it wasn't even the full thing. I am still hurt from it after all the time but I have learned to never open your heart if you haven't seen her at least once irl and even then women get the ick from so small things they can replace you like it is nothing.>>83472163Why would I torture myself with one? They are not sweet or misunderstood, I had the misfortune to talk to some and they are even worse than normal women. I want to be loved and they simply can't. Also I was talking about the ones who are into older men simply from a trauma, they want very masculine stoic men, which I am not, I am a tall sensitive nerd.
>>83472040Motorhead, remember me nowMotorhead, alright
>>83472370Hey babe wait a minute stop, don't run away don't call the cop!
>>83472163this is 99% of the incels on this board, you shouldn't be surprised by that
>>83472413I already explained why I don't want a mentally ill woman, autistic is fine (preferably even), shy is fine, depressed maybe but nothing else. They don't become nicer, more caring or loyal if you go for them and care for them, quite the opposite they treat you like trash and then drop you like you are worth nothing. I don't have to deal with bs like that.
